The Invited Heart Guest
CHAPTER 20

Arriving at home, Diko felt really relieved to have conveyed her point to Riana.

Now he just waited for an answer, Diko was very hopeful that Riana accepted his proposal.

He realized that his proposal was far from romantic. Not that he did not want to, but because of his narrow opportunities and his mind that branched with this problem.

On the other hand, Diko still felt a wedge in her heart. Because it's not 100 percent of the desire inside him. There was a feeling that this marriage was only to qualify for her sister to be able to marry, not really the impulse in her own heart to get married immediately.

It's not that Diko has no reason why he is like this, his past shapes him to be a man who is difficult to believe in women.

Every time you have a relationship with a woman, she always gives her best. But unfortunately, because of Diko's kindness which is very much makes women use it.

Until the last relationship he had about three years ago, where he really could not keep it all. He felt totally betrayed.

This is the peak of why Diko is determined to be a man who does not want to put his whole heart on women, too good on women. He was tired of the betrayals he received.

He wants his wife to be a woman he can truly trust, and a woman who loves him for who he is. Because if he's in love with a woman, anything will be given, and anything will be done. He no longer wants to give love to the wrong people.

Physically, he felt that there was nothing minus about Riana. Maybe all the guys agree with him on this.

Smooth shoulder-length hair wavy, eyes that are not too big but look soothing, and small but full lips make anyone swallow to see it. It was beautiful in Diko's eyes.

But the thing he was worried about was, Riana was an independent woman. He was highly educated, even higher than himself. He works in two different places. From the way he spoke and his manner was very visible that he was an intelligent man.

If a woman is already very independent, then her character will be harder and dominant. Moreover, he saw that the standard of Riana's life can be said to be luxurious, the costs of a ressort cottage that can be predicted to be very expensive, the latest output car that he also knew was quite expensive.

He is not worried about the cost of living Riana, he believes he can still be enough if he becomes his wife later. What he fears is that Riana's character who is accustomed to being versatile and independent can make her a stubborn wife and can not accept herself as she is. He felt it took him longer to get to know Riana, to be more sure Riana was not who he thought she was.

But whatever the power, the time that has been mepet make him take a shortcut, which is to propose to Riana even though he does not know how Riana really is.

Diko can only hope that his assumption is not true, he can only pray that Riana is the best for him.

By now he should have started trying to erase all his fears. He must be able to think positively to learn to cultivate his love for Riana.