The Invited Heart Guest
CHAPTER 58

Riana nodded in disbelief.

"But believe me, I've changed. I'm no longer like that" Diko said quickly as she looked at Riana's expression.

"Continue?" riana asked for more explanation.

Diko took a deep breath to gather the power within her.

"I had a boyfriend at the time, we first met at the club. Besides her, I also get in touch with many other women for my pleasure" she continued.

"Until the end my ex-boyfriend got pregnant" said Diko, closing her eyes in fear of seeing Riana's expression.

Riana again nodded in disbelief at what she heard. Riana was in shock when faced with this reality. Her husband once fucked many women even to impregnate a woman.

Diko tried to hold his wife's hand. But Riana brushed off not wanting to be touched by Diko.

"I was in charge back then, I didn't run. I am aware of my mistake" Diko said quickly.

"Continue, meaning, now, the boy." Riana said stammered.

"When I was devastated and confused to find out she was pregnant, Joe saved me, he realized that I had to end it all before many parts of my life were getting ruined" recalls Diko.

"Then, now?" riana asked with a stammer.

"The last news I heard, he was married and we never met again. It also traumatized me to open my heart to women again. After I tried to move on from the incident and live life better, I dated my college friend first. At that time I had hoped for a lot with him, I had high hopes for him at that time. But again I failed" explained Diko reminiscing about the masses.

"She's pregnant. But not with me, it turns out he's having an affair. Then he married the man" continued Diko again.

"It was like a big blow to me. When I started to get up and rearrange everything, karma came so real before me. Once again I fell, I was down and increasingly afraid to build a relationship let alone get married. At that time I was afraid that if my wife was good, then I was the one who felt sinful because of my dark mass. But if my wife turns out to be unkind, then I'm afraid to feel the same way again. It hurt and it took me a long time to get back up" she recalled with eyes that had begun to get wet.

"I am not as good as people think, even my own family does not know all this" said Diko while covering her face with both palms.

There was a faint sound of regretful cries from behind his hands. Diko's body shook holding her sobbing. What he had been keeping tight, now he opened so wide in front of Riana. This story really lays it bare.

He is now resigned to whatever actions taken by Riana. Her job to tell her everything is done, let Riana make up her mind on all this. Even he did not dare to hope that Riana could accept everything. Deep down in her heart pray, may Riana be her last port.