The Light of Love for Seroja
CCUS 64: What is it? Dahlia's?

Ana PoV

With trembling hands, I picked up the red velvet box that the Judge had given me. I stared intensely at a ring made of white gold that looked so beautiful. At first glance, I saw the look on the faces of these people in front of me. The face of Ustadz Hakim seemed to radiate an anxiety with what answer I would give. And the look on the face of the two middle-aged who were also filled with curiosity about what was my decision.

I looked back at the white ring. I rain that thing and then I put it on my ring finger. Like the instructions given by Ustadz Hakim, with me wearing this ring, it means I received a proposal ustadz Hakim.

"I Firda Ana Syafira, consciously and without any element of coercion, accepted the proposal of Ustadz Hakim." I pause my words and.. "Bismilbornrahmanirrahim .. I am willing to be a life companion of ustadz Hakim!"

"Alhamdulillah O Allah..."

I heard everyone sitting in this room saying hamdalah at the same time. I saw the blissful hue also etched clearly on the faces of the people who were in this room. Ustadz Hakim. The young Ustadz seemed so happy to hear what answer I had given. He unceasingly rubbed his face with the palm of his hand as a gesture of gratitude for the favor God had given.

"Thank you Ana, thank you. Because you are willing to accept my proposal. I'm really happy. Very, very happy."

My heart warms to hear this young ustadz. Ah, the sense, what was said by Ustadz Hakim is very excessive. Because I should be the one to say that gratitude.

"I should thank Ustadz Hakim. Although there are many shortcomings in me, but Ustadz Hakim with a big heart and airy can accept my situation. I'm really grateful."

The middle-aged man who heard my words, put a faint smile on his lips. I see, he is looking at me.

"Your fools are written in Lauhul mahfudz, son. Whatever shortcomings you have in you will never change the decree of God. Mubram's destiny, which can never change." Now the middle-aged man's gaze was fixed on the Judge. "Son, tonight, Father, Mother and Seroja will bear witness to what you have said. You already know all the shortcomings that Ana wants to have and with open arms, you accept them. I hope you can take responsibility for what you've made."

I heard Mr. Mukhlas gave his advice to Ustadz Hakim. From everything he said as if reminding the man to take responsibility for the big decision he had taken, where he had chosen me. Yes, choosing a woman who is full of shortcomings like me to be his life companion.

"InshaAllah, the Judge will be responsible for what the Judge has decided Well. InshaAllah, the Judge will remain by Ana's side, no matter what. May this all be one way for the Judge to reach God's heaven, by accepting whatever is in him. Patience and sincerity in accepting the decree of Allah, may it be the way for Judge and Ana to reach for His jannah."

"Aamiin ya Rabbal alaamiin. Father and Mother believe that you are a man who never betrays the promise you have made. Father and Mother can only pray, may happiness always accompany your footsteps and also your future wife."

"Aamiin, aamiin yes rabbal alaamiin..."

I listened intently to this conversation of father and son sitting before me. There was no taste that filled the recesses of this lifeless piece of flesh in my body other than a sense of happiness that felt so bloated. A sense that has managed to erode all fear, inferiority and even a sense of meaninglessness as a woman because it already does not have a uterus as a place to start a new life, the, turned into a sense of happiness as well as a sense of haru mixed into one. Until all the flavors are mixed into one, and leave only the twinkles of happiness that are so vividly painted on the face. A happiness that I believe can also be felt by all readers.

Fabiayyi ala irobbikuma tukadziban, then the favor of your Lord which else you deny. The verse was repeated thirty-one times in the letter of Ar-Rahman as if to remind me that I, as a servant, you should always be grateful for what God has given you and has given you for me. Test after test that came to greet and approach the path of my life it turns out that behind it all God has prepared an antidote that can muffle, remove and even throw away all the bitterness I feel. Yes, God has presented the figure of a perfect man like the Ustadz Judge to be a complement to my imperfections.

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Judge PoV

I let out a sigh of relief because in the end, the woman who had managed to steal my attention received my proposal. There is nothing I can do right now but be thankful for what God has given me. In a moment, this hand will be stretched out to welcome the hand of a woman whom I will cling to in a loving embrace under the sacred bond of marriage.

I was a little surprised when I listened to Ana's words where she told me about the pettiness of life she experienced. Truly, a life story that feels so heartbreaking that I am sure not everyone can be patient, stoic and sincere in living it. Ana is different. In my eyes, she was a tough woman with sincerity that enveloped her heart. With sincerity, he carried out his role as a servant in this mortal world.

The lack that was in Ana, did not undermine my intention to interfere with her. Allah has given me the determination and determination to choose Ana. And it won't be as easy as flipping my palm to undo this goodwill of mine. I have always believed that God has always left a wisdom behind the trials He has given His servants.

Then what if at any time I will never be able to get offspring? I have even accepted it very sincerely. I think there are still many other ways to be able to obtain the next generation even though it does not come from my wife's womb. I believe God has prepared something beautiful for my future.

I love Ana whole. Whatever advantages and disadvantages are in him, inshaAllah I can accept with a spacious and sincere heart. May the life I will live with Ana later make us into servants of God who can be closer to Him. Resign, surrender to the path chosen by the Supreme Grasper of life.

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The atmosphere that was previously filled with novelty, was now instantly turned into a warm atmosphere filled with joking and laughter. The people in this place look so warm, talking about whatever they've been through. While enjoying the rainbow sponge in front of them, they look increasingly dissolved in that familiarity.

"Son, can you take a ride to the bathroom?"

The warm chat was interrupted when Lily asked for permission to go to the bathroom. I don't know what happened, the middle-aged woman seemed to be holding back the desire to throw something in the bathroom.

"Please Ma'am. Mom just go straight and then turn left. Later next to the kitchen there is a bathroom there," said Seroja while showing the direction to the bathroom.

Lily nodded slowly. "Thank you, son."

Lily started to move from her sitting position. Before he swung his leg, Mukhlas' hand restrained his wife's movement. "Want you to drive, Mom?"

Lily chuckled amusedly while shaking her head faintly. "No need Well. I can do it myself."

"Yes, maybe I'm afraid to go to the bathroom by myself. Then I'll accompany you."

Lily was getting a little bit more chuckling. It's always been like this, since the husband never changed. Always give her full attention. "No Well. Mama can be alone. After all, I'm not a kid who's afraid of the bathroom."

Slightly clucking, Lily started swinging her legs to hasten to the bathroom. He felt that he could not bear to throw something out of his stomach. According to the direction spoken by Seroja, in the end the middle-aged woman managed to find the bathroom.

Shortly after he was done with all his business, he intended to return to the living room. From where he was at this moment, there were people in the living room still chatting in a warm atmosphere. When Lily's soles crossed in front of a room with a half-opened gordyn, I don't know what made the middle-aged woman stop her footsteps. His gaze was linked to the figure of a woman lying on the bed with her back to the door.

"Who is that woman? Is she Seroja's mother? Seroja hasn't told me about her mother. Maybe he hasn't told me yet."

Lily monologued softly about who the woman who is currently lying on the bed. His footsteps almost swung to return to the vestibule. But he immediately expressed his intention when the woman who was lying on the bed began to wiggle. Slowly, the woman's body turned around until now her face can see Lily clearly.

Both eyes of Lily wide and perfectly rounded when her net stared fixedly at the woman's face. His body shook violently. His lips were wide open. I can't believe what he saw before his eyes. Although the woman's face looks old with thin wrinkles that adorn the face, but Lily can easily recognize who the woman is. The woman who had been searching for her existence twenty-seven years ago, who was lost in the earth was now in front of her.

"Sir Dahlia?!"

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