The Light of Love for Seroja
CCUS 7: Happy Family Frame

The hour hand stopped at the number six when Seroja began picking up clothes scattered on the floor. Still using a blanket to cover her innocent body, the woman put the clothes in a basket that she would later bring to the laundry service. Not only his clothes, Randy's clothes also included in the basket.

The night began to crawl up to his throne. And now leaves a dark atmosphere in this apartment room owned by Seroja. He walked closer to one side of the wall, pressing the light switch to make the room a little brighter. After that he swung his footsteps to get closer to the bed, and sat on the edge of the bed while looking fixed on the face of this sleeping man.

A sweet smile rises on Seroja's lips when the look in his eyes captures a handsome face that looks so charming. Although on the face of the man refracts the look of the face that is being hit by fatigue, but it does not discourage the charm at all. The thirty-year-old still looks handsome.

Seroja's hands stretched out to reach the phone that was on the nightstand. There were several incoming message notifications from a number that he was not familiar with. And the woman's forehead shriveled slightly when she found out who sent the message.

Rosmala, that's the name that the owner of the unknown number sent. Reading Rosmala's name, immediately made Seroja's mind set on a few days ago where he met the man's wife who is currently lying in his bed. And when the look of his eyes was on the woman's profile picture, his heart seemed to be increasingly tangled with the harmony of a family that seemed so real in the photo. In the profile photo, Rosmala, Randy and his two children took pictures together wearing clothes with the same motif and color.

Seroja dissolved in his own mind while staring fixedly at a family portrait filled with happiness. A portrait of a happy family that until this moment he never smashed even though. And a portrait of a happy family life that was never at all good friends with his life path.

So dissolved in the mind, making Seroja unconscious if Randy's body slightly stretched and began to blink his eyes. The man who was lying down was also in a bare chest that was a little astonished when he saw his woman was in a mood while staring at the screen of his cellphone. And more to make the man filled with a sense of wonder, the petite nose of his woman looks kembis as if holding a tightness in his chest. And ahhhhhh, it is true that these two windows of her heart instantly dripped the clear crystals that had previously gathered there.

Randy who was previously in a lying position, now a little he shifted his body. The man sat on the bed and immediately pulled Seroja's body.

"Darling ... What's wrong? Why are you suddenly crying? Is there something in your heart? Or maybe something that's a burden on your mind?"

The words that came out of Randy's lips always sounded so soft. Not only his words, the body language he embodies in his behavior also looks so soft and loving. The man brought Seroja's body to be in his arms which immediately made the woman feel a sense of comfort when her head sank in the chest of his field.

Seroja shook her head faintly in Randy's arms. "No Mas. I'm fine."

"really? But why do I feel otherwise? If you're all right, why does your face look this wistful?"

One year of knowing Seroja, making Randy so familiar with the body language revealed by this woman. If Seroja has put on a sad face like this there must be something that becomes a burden on his mind. Therefore, he did not believe too much when Seroja said that he was fine.

There is a difficult sense to describe that still feels so jarring in Seroja's chest when this little family photo of his son fills his mind again. The woman is wracked by the worry of saying what she feels or choosing to remain silent. But in the end, he slightly breaks his embrace from Randy's body and shows the phone in front of Randy.

"It's actually a little disturbing my inner calm, Mas!"

Both of Randy's eyes were wide and perfectly rounded when his eyes caught a picture of him and his little family.

"Darling ... Rosmala sent you a message?"

"Fill what Rosmala wants, honey. By being her friend, isn't that a good sign because there's no way she could be suspicious that you and I have a special relationship?"

Seroja was a little stunned when she heard the words coming out of Randy's lips. He did not respond to anything other than by shaking his shoulders. Because it is not only friendship that he thinks, but also other things.

"It's not just that that's what's bothering me, Mas .. but there's something else."

Randy's forehead is a little puckered. "What is that, honey? Say it!"

The sight of Seroja's eyes that were previously fixed on the man in front of him, slowly he shifted to stare in any direction with a look of light. Which immediately made his heart overwhelmed by foreign feelings that he did not know himself.

The woman scooped up the air deeply, filling her chest cavity with the oxygen supply that was inside this room. It was incomprehensible, why this time he felt if it was hard to breathe. Her chest is as if it's getting crowded.

"I feel like I'm the worst person to have been present between you and your family. Nope, no. Not like, but it really has become a bad person for being the destroyer of your happiness with your little family. I-I know that this is a mistake, but why do I feel heavy if someday I will lose you. Although I know that losing you is a certainty that I can no longer afford."

Seroja deeper down his face coupled with a drop of clear crystals that plunge free from his eye fertilizers. It is this feeling that the woman hates. It should have been that the forbidden relationship he had with Randy did not involve the feelings he had, but in fact, he could not deny that he had truly fallen in love.

Randy looked at Seroja's face that was being filled with this permanence. There was a slight sense present when this sad face of his woman was playing around in his mind. It was this face that made her interested in dating Seroja for the first time, back then.

He pulled Seroja's arm, he carried it into his arms as he showered the head of his woman with a kiss full of love. "I feel the same way as you do, my dear. I know this was a mistake. But what if from the first moment I met you, I couldn't escape what I felt about you. From the first time I met you back then, in my eyes you were not the comfort women like most women who were under the hands of Laura's mother. To me, you are a different woman. Therefore, I have left my choice to you."

Randy's words successfully make his brain memory back to wander in the past. When he first met Randy, he was somehow filled with comfort. Even until now, the man has always been able to provide happiness that he had never felt. Overflow of affection from those around him.

But now when a picture of Randy's small family is present in his eyes and filled his brain memory, which he felt was a growing sense of guilt. She truly felt that she was the most evil woman because her presence had become the destroyer of the happiness of another woman's family.

"W-did we just end this? We end up here?"

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