The Light of Love for Seroja
CCUS 80: Will You?

Seroja's lips twitched. Not just his lips. His feet were also shaking. What a meeting with the ex-husband that can really break his heart. All this time, he tried to forget Randy and tried to destroy all the feelings he still has. But it is unexpected, it turns out fate reunited him with a male figure who even today still reigns supreme.

"M-Mas Randy...?"

Randy nodded his head. "Assalamu'alaikum!"

Seroja's tongue feels mute, unable to say anything. His voice also seemed to be stuck in the throat as if he was unable to emit any sound waves. His heart again beat uncontrollably as if working irregularly. Pumping blood faster than usual which leaves only a swish in the rate of blood flow.

"W-Waalaikumussalam mas Randy."

There was no look of the face revealed by the man other than the look of the face filled with twinkles of bliss that were so obvious. The outpouring of happiness that adorned the bottom of the heart, as if clearly drawn, framed the handsome face of the thirty-year-old man. Happy to be able to return to face-to-face directly with the figure of the woman he loved so much and can he make sure to be the only woman he will love until time stops.

Randy curled a sweet smile on his lips, forming a crescent moon there. "How are you, darling?"

There was a bit of happiness when I heard Randy calling her 'honey'. That feeling has not changed at all. Always overwhelmed by the coolness when the call was cut from Randy's lips.

"Alhamdulillah I am good Mas."

"Alhamdulillah, I'm so relieved to hear it dear." Randy swung his legs to the sofa in his room. He's ditched his ass there. "Sit Baby! Don't just stand in front of the door."

Seroja according while nodding softly. He landed on the sofa in front of Randy. His face remains down. It was as if he did not have the courage to look at this man's bead of eyes.

"Mas, why are you doing all this? Why did you give me the shophouse and all the sewing machine tools?"

In the end, Seroja ventured to start a conversation with Randy. There are too many things he wants to ask Randy, especially about the shophouse and all the facilities he receives.

"If you ask me why I did it all, there's only one answer I can give you. Because I love you. And I want to make you happy."

With full of confidence, Randy gave a successful answer to make Seroja more down in the deep. The words spoken from Randy's lips do sound so simple but feel so imprinted in the heart. A reasonable answer. What makes a man do one thing for a woman who is now an ex if not because she still loves him. The happiness of the woman he loves is the strongest reason for Randy to give it all to Seroja.

"How could you know that I really need that shophouse? And also how do you know, that I have a dream to set up a business engaged in that field? Until you finally send the sewing machines?"

This question should be answered by the shop owner. But again the shop owner did not want to be invited to compromise. There was no answer given by the man other than just telling him where Randy was.

Randy inhaled a deep breath of air and he exhaled a little rough. This is a good time to tell all to Seroja. Including all the flavors that were still neatly stored in his heart.

"Since you asked me to divorce you, I have deliberately stalked your movements from a distance Dear. I just want to make sure you're okay. And always be happy."

"Then, regarding the shophouse and all the sewing equipment, how can you know Mas? Who gave you that information?"

Randy laughed. Being able to return to talk directly with Seroja, can really change his days. The days that he had gone through without a glimmer of happiness accompanying him, now the happiness he got back. Seroja is a bright beam of light that can illuminate every footing. And an oasis that gives freshness and coolness in his arid field of heart. Arid, because all this time he lived in a pretense. Pretending to be happy living with a woman he does not love. However, the aridity was immediately turned into a green meadow and filled with beautiful flowers when Seroja's figure was present in his life.

"Maybe that person is the owner of the shophouse itself dear. At that time, I saw you standing in front of the shophouse with a face that looked so happy. But I was so astonished, why did the look on your face change when you came out of that shophouse. Your face looks so sad. And when you left the shophouse, I met the owner in person. From there I knew that you had a dream to set up a convection business."

Seroja's head was increasingly bowed in and now there began to be a single crystal clear that dripped from his eye peluruk. Word by word that is spoken from Randy's lips as if able to penetrate to the heart that only leaves happiness immeasurable.

"Thank you so much for all the good you've done, Mom. Really, I don't know how to repay all your kindness."

Randy stared fixedly at Seroja who was still bowing that face. A sweet smile rises on Randy's lips when he sees the aura of the beauty of the idol who is increasingly clearly drawn behind the hijab he wears.

"You don't have to retaliate with anything about what I've done for you, honey. But promise me that you will be happy. Let's just say, what I'm doing is one way for me to make amends for everything I've done to you."

Seroja shook his head. He knew exactly where Randy was going. The talk of the past, in which both are involved in a relationship that may be in the eyes of the person is a dirty relationship.

"No, it's not just your fault, I'm guilty. So I don't think you need to dissolve in that guilt. And for sure, this is all destiny. The fate of life that has been written on every page of our lives."

There is a sense of tightness that again hit Seroja's chest. Especially if he remembered how to throw all the love he had for Randy by force. The first man who treated her with tenderness and love that she had never received at all. A natural thing, if as a woman, he also loved the figure of a man like Randy.

"Darling, I want to say something. Can you listen to him?"

Seroja raises his head. She had tears that washed her cheeks. "What is Mas? Speak out! I'll listen to it."

Randy prepares his heart to tell him everything that has happened since the breakup with Seroja. Including his farewell to Rosmala.

"That night, after I divorced you, I did the same thing to Rosmala, honey!"

Seroja. "You mean how's Mas?"

"I also divorced Rosmala ..."

"Mas, why are you doing that? Don't you think about the twins' feelings? They would definitely be greatly injured since both of his parents were separated!"

Seroja trims Randy's words. He chooses to step down so that Randy can return to his family intact. Can devote all the affection he has for the twins fully, but it is precisely the farewell path that he took. Seroja himself did not understand the decision made by Randy.

"Then what about me, honey? What about my heart that has been pretending to be happy in my life? I was so tormented by such circumstances."

"But Mas ...."

"It's all done, baby. My mother and sister accepted the decision I made. The twins, even though I am not the biological father of them, I still give my love for them. Because after all there is a man who is far more obligated to steal the twins lovingly that is my brother, who is none other than the biological father of the twins."

"Maas ...."

"Darling, already. Right now, that's not what I want to talk about. There are far more important things I want to say to you. Will you listen to him, my dear?"

Seroja nodded slowly. "Speak Mas!"

"Honey, I'm aware of the mistake in tying you up all this time. Since I first met you, I have fallen in love with you, dear. But I was mistaken in tying you up. I should have married you before I enjoyed your body."

Seroja still carefully heard every word that was said from Randy's lips. As for Randy, the man tried hard to resist all the turbulent feelings in his chest.

"Through that night, I tried to improve myself to become a much better human being. I always ask the Divine so that when I am reunited with you, I will become a better human being than before."

Seroja is still not budging at all. He is still trying to follow where the ex-husband talks.

"Darling, if right now I want to correct all the mistakes I've done to you, would you allow me to do it?"

Seroja. "What do you mean?"

"I want to get back to you. Hold you tight in a loving embrace. Love more perfect than ever before. The love in which blows the breath of love from the owner of love."

Deg .. deg....

I don't know whose heart is beating. Perhaps the heart of both sounds timid that might be able to penetrate the silence that adorns the atmosphere of this room. Seroja is still in his position. Randy's words really only made him silent and fixated.

"I still love you so much. And at any time, you will never be replaced. No one can shift your position in your heart." Randy paused his speech, inhaling the air deeply and slowly, he exhaled. "Seroja Ayu Anjani, will you be my wife again? We started this all well. Surely with Divine Ridho, who will lead our steps until the end of time?"

Tests.... Tests.... Tests....

Again, the clear grains fell back from the window of Seroja's heart. "Mas Randy .. I...."

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Accept it? Hihihihi... I'm sure many already know what answer Seroja will give to Randy☺☺

With anyone Seroja match, hopefully there is still one wisdom that can be taken, Kak... _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________