The Second Lead Fate
One Hundred Twenty Three

"Same father I won't ask you to meet anyone again. But I asked for a meal at a fancy restaurant"

"What?"

"Yes. I also want to eat at the kayak in the soap opera. In a luxury hotel"

Ambar sighed, only this time he heard his mother had a strange desire. Dining in a fancy restaurant, even though his mother never wanted to eat in a cafe or restaurant. Dear money. But this time ... . It must be because Ambar failed to match that time.

"Can. When?"

"Just later"

"Can. Ambar will take me to lunch with mom to eat there"

"No need. Same mom can go alone"

"But Ma'am. It's not better Ambar pick it up"

"No need. You're underestimating me because I'm the same old mom, aren't you?"

"Not"

Duh, why does Ambar feel guilty like this now?

"Wait for you at the hotel. Dad and mom are coming to his restaurant"

"Ambar wait in front of the hotel aja ya. later go together"

"No need. I can go in by myself"

"Mother!" yelled Ambar could not take it anymore.

Since the failure of the last matchmaking, the conditions at home have been stifling for Ambar. Both of his parents did not want to talk, but Ambar had explained well what he wanted about marriage.

"You dare to snatch Mom!!"

"So. Excuse me. Ambar is sorry. But Ambar wait in front of the hotel. Keep us in together"

"As far as you are" his father cut the problem.

Ambar is grateful to finally be able to leave for work in peace. She did not expect her mother to be able to behave like this just because of her failed betrothal.

Ambar immediately finished his work before eleven o'clock in the afternoon and went to hotel H. As promised, Ambar waited in the hotel lobby but had already booked a place for him to have lunch with his parents. Minutes passed and Ambar tried to contact his mother.

"Assynolajet. Mother where?"

"Wallaikum salam. Outside the hotel"

Ambar combed all the outer corners of the hotel and did not find the figure of his father and mother. Only a man seemed to be looking for someone, the same as him.

"There is no Mom. Mother where?"

"There's a guy wearing a white suit"

Ha?? Wait for. Ambar looked back at a man who was looking over and over here. The man was also wearing a white suit, striking once. It turned out that his father and mother had not given up on the matchmaking.

Not done talking, there's a tone of the phone closed from across there. How'this? He had already booked a place at this hotel. But he doesn't want to make another match. Resisting his annoyance, Ambar approached the man who was still looking to his right and left.

"You?" he said, and the man saw it.

"Oh. You ... Amber?"

"Yes"

"Say Ratih, you want to buy food at the hotel"

Oh, it turns out that Ratih's acquaintance again. Why does his friend always piss him off like this? It seemed like he had to start considering the advantages of being friends with Ratih.

"can't. I'm busy but I've been off the ground. If you want to eat, just go in alone"

"What's? Crazy real. Who wants to pay? Mending I eat roadside chicken. Gile Lu's"

All the taunts have now been accepted by Ambar. Starting from old, ugly, poor, uneducated and crazy. Really, why are all the men recommended by Ratih like this? Thank goodness the man left without saying much more.

Ambar returns to the restaurant and wants to cancel the reservation when his nose smells something familiar. His heart immediately beat violently and his eyes searched for the whereabouts of someone he had never seen again. Someone who even wants to be forgotten but not forgotten. Someone who wants to be eliminated but not eliminated. Someone who makes her feel guilty about not wanting to get married at all.

"That's .." said Ambar when he finally saw the guy. The guy whose appearance, voice even smells the same as in his memory.

The guy was talking to someone else. Looks like a business associate or friend. And they use strong English. Turns out, the guy was fine, Ambar thought inwardly. He was worried when Kenzo decided to return to Indonesia and quit his job. Leaving his Boss who he said was in a bad state. But ... his concerns are not proven. That guy is really the same as he used to be, unchanged. And again, it seemed that the guy was close to the woman beside him. What them? Ambar's chest slowly hurt and he felt dizzy once.

"Are you okay?" ask the restaurant staff.

"I'm going to cancel the reservation"

"On behalf?"

"Ambar Ramadhani" he said in a small voice. Afraid someone else would hear it.

"alright. Do you need any help?"

"No. Thank you"

Ambar managed to get into the car and held back the dizziness in his head. He put his head on the wheel and didn't know why he started crying. What exactly is Ambar thinking? Why does she feel this sick? Does he think that guy will suffer forever because of Feli's death? Does he think that guy will never forget Feli and himself? Why would he think that? Why is he still able to remember all the things about that guy? Why does he still hold feelings for that guy after everything that happened?

"Stupid! You idiot! You idiot!" then he hit the wheel until his wrist hurt.

Why does he still remember someone who has gone on with his life? Why did he choose such a path? Why would he torture himself like this? Confined in guilt when everyone has walked forward and not looked back. What exactly is expected of him? Whahuh?

Ambar took his car quickly away from the hotel courtyard and headed to his shop. He walked in without greeting his two employees and lay down on the sofa of his room.

"Sister Ambar, why?" ask employees who might be worried.

"I want to sleep. If you want to go home, go home"

Ambar still did not look at the two employees who came to check his condition and began to close their eyes.

"Good brother"

Ambar just wants to sleep now. Just sleeping.