The Second Lead Fate
Fifty Eight

"Damn it people. Ngerjain. I thought that was ... "

Ambar is very upset because he was successfully beaten by Kenzo Boss. He never thought that the guy had such a sense of humor. He thought ... that guy would do things like he had in his shadow. In fact, it is impossible for that to happen. His reason? It's definitely because Ambar is not Feli.Tiba suddenly Ambar felt pain in his chest. He looked at the reflection of his face in the mirror and felt like he was going to cry. What the hell happened to him? Why did he become moody like this just because he thought about that guy? What her? Not likely.

Ambar sat at the end of the mattress and covered his mouth with both ends of his palms. She ... liked that guy? Liked in the real sense? How could?

He was silent and could not think of anything. For twenty-six years of his life, Ambar never once liked men. In his mind, all men were the same. They liked to mock Ambar's body, and never thought of him as a woman. But this guy is different. If Kenzo ever mocked him for being fat, this guy didn't. Even this guy treated Ambar very well. Attentive and ... Ambar feels very comfortable being around this guy.

"Ohhhh no" said Ambar slowly and only his ears could hear.

But, he need not be confused. After all, Boss Kenzo clearly said that he was not interested in Ambar. That way, it means ... Ambar is heartbroken? Ohh, so this is heartbreak? Pain in the chest because it clearly understands that the guy likes, does not. It turned out ...not so comfortable and a little torturous.  Ambar was surprised by how many feelings he had just learned this morning. All this time he never thought he could feel something like this.

Then, what will he do?

There aren't.

Nothing has changed just because he knows his feelings. That guy will still love Feli. And Ambar must also immediately dispel this feeling. After all, that guy was destined to be with someone like Feli. Not with poor women and different like him.

Ambar stood up from the bed and wanted to leave this place immediately. As much as possible, he should not meet and interact with this guy. He must immediately eliminate that taste. Ambar must also draw nearer to Allah. All these feelings arose, definitely because he did not worship well.

Ambar sets his heart and then comes out of the room.

"Are you ready?"

Ambar almost fell in shock. Suddenly, the voice of the boy appeared not knowing where it came from. He turned his head and it turned out that Boss Kenzo was standing right behind him. Of course Ambar took a step away, and tried to stay calm despite his chest pain.

"It has. Why why?"

"I'll drive you"

"NO!!" shouts Ambar surprise Boss Kenzo.

"I'd better go home by myself.Thank you for being kind enough to lend me a room and a shirt last night" continued Ambar trying to stay calm.

"What happened to you?"

"Huh?"

"Why are you often like this?"

"Relax? Like this?"

"It's up to your mom to be like that. I'll go to bed and have a nice ride home"

The guy finally left Ambar alone. It was used to immediately get out of the big house owned by Boss Kenzo. And unlike what the guy said, Ambar gets an online motorcycle with ease.

"Ambar"

"Eh, Assalamualaikum Bu" said Ambar after arriving home and seeing his mother in the living room folding clothes.

"Have breakfast?"

"Not yet"

"Make breakfast there. Work rush"

"Yes Mom. Ambar wants to take a shower first"

Ambar went to his room and started to feel guilty. Last night Ambar only told his mother that he didn't come home. It could be interpreted that Ambar stayed at the store as he did. But he was staying at the house of a single man.  But, it's not a problem now. He won't repeat the same.

"Mother's just fried chicken shredder as a bayem vegetable"

"What a Mum. It's delicious"

"Your father was sambel nyari but I forgot to make"

The rice that Ambar had just swallowed seemed to be stuck in the esophagus when his father called.

"Yes" answered Ambar briefly and then returned to eating.

"Same mother I've been talking about semalem. I've given up, ask you to marry me spit-cheap"

Ambar shocked. His father was one of the most stubborn people he knew. And Ambar did not believe what he heard.

"Why?"

"I'm sorry Mom"

"Lho, why are you apologizing. Your father doesn't want to understand"

Maybe her mother doesn't know, but Klini Ambar feels very relieved. She was no longer distressed by what was called marriage. It makes him feel free to fly again.

Ambar entered work in excellent condition. He kept smiling for the rest of the day and went home to work on time. Although his father still looked a little annoyed, but all had returned like before.

"Is everything ready?"

"Already Mom"

Feli looked at all the dresses that Danial had bought neatly packed in his suitcase.

"Five more days, your bridal shower will be held. So, don't fuck around"

This time Feli did not answer his mother's request. He still harbors a sense of wanting to cancel the marriage but .. always fails because he sees his father and mother.

"Why? Why don't you answer?" ask her mother again. This time Feli looked at his mother's face and tried to brave himself.

"Mom, do I have to marry Danial?"

"What?"

"I mean, dad's business is fine now. And what ... "

Suddenly his mother approached Feli and sat right in front of him.

"Do you know how your father's efforts got to be good?"

"Yes"

"Dad and mom don't want you to think that we sold you in return for Danial's help. I just want you to understand that this is what you have to do. As a responsibility as a member of our family"

Feli lowered his head, he couldn't possibly win against his mother's argument. Because it's all true.

"Just ... "

"Adhitama"

Feli immediately raised his face as soon as the name was mentioned by his mother.

"Mother"

"Mom knows now. You don't want to marry Danial but Adhi?"

"Mother"

"Adhitama might indeed be able to help us but look at what Danial did. Your future husband took care of everything for us six years ago. Without having to sell anything"

"but Ma'am. I ... "

"Listen Feli, I don't want to hear this anymore!"

"I love Adhi and not Danial"

Finally after all this time harboring what was in his heart, Feli dared to make a sound. Getting closer to the wedding, making him unable to calm down. His brain and heart are at war every day. Consider whether he should cancel the wedding or not.

His mother, who had wanted to leave Feli's room, turned around again.

"Never say that. Your marriage is two weeks away"

"But Ma'am, I ... "

"Listen, if this marriage is annulled because of you then everything will be ruined"

His mother held Feli's two arms and pressed his words. And it's true. If only Feli dared to cancel the marriage then did not know what would be done by the Syahreza family later. Unless the marriage annulment came from Danial.

Feli looked down again, feeling that it would never happen. And finally she was forced to marry Danial despite being without love.