The Second Lead Fate
Eighty Eight

First Day After Home

"Mbar, you're not eating? Mba ... Amber. Astaghfirullah ... Barbarian!!!"

After hearing her mother's screams, Ambar finally turned his head.

"You were called from earlier why not horrified? Then why is that toothbrush still in the mouth?"

Ambar saw his reflection in the room mirror and was shocked. She had changed clothes after taking a shower but still had a toothbrush full of foam in her mouth. Soon she went to the bathroom again and cleaned her mouth. Why did I get to like this? he thought he came out of the bathroom and confronted his mother.

"Sorry Mom. Still jetlag" the reason, the profit was well received by his mother.

"Eat first down"

"Yes Ma'am"

Not knowing why, Ambar was unable to remove the boy's shadow from his head. Moreover, the blue eyes that looked at him while at the airport, made Ambar imagine all their closeness during this time. But he cannot be like this if he wants to live an ordinary life again. That guy belongs to Feli. No. gabe. All this time, that guy also belonged to Feli. It never belonged to Ambar. Not once. Maybe even in the guy's mind, never thought of Ambar.so. Afraid of thinking no-no, Ambar immediately went down and met his parents at the dinner table.

"Mom can only cook this. Don't know you're coming now"

"What a Mum. Ambar kangennya mother's cuisine, not Indonesian cuisine" he said then took rice and side dishes in the form of fried tempeh and beef soup.

Enakkkkk, he thought for a moment the soup of the tetelan was flowing down his throat.

"Why are you coming home?" ask his father suddenly.

"This father how. The kid just came home from far away and wasn't as cool"

"The Feli ceremony was canceled" Ambar replied briefly and then invited questions from his parents.

"What's? So why .. why?"

"Feli is not married, Mom. Not her future husband yesterday"

Suddenly Ambar felt a cold wind blow at his nape. A guy who couldn't possibly be here, was now sitting in the chair next to him. I was eating the same food as Ambar. The guy has blue eyes, so Ambar definitely isn't looking wrong. Why is that guy here? Why is that guy smiling at her now?

While Ambar was still in a state of confusion, his mother asked again.

"It's all canceled?"

Ambar was still looking towards the guy who was now also looking at him with those blue eyes.

"Well, that's it" Ambar gulped and thought he was in a dream state.

"Bars. Wh why? How did you see that?"

Ambar turned to his mother, blinked and looked next to her again. The guy disappeared and then his tears trickled down.

"Yes. Feli is getting married to someone else"

"Why are you crying? Mbars"

Ambar crying. He could not help it as he looked at the blue-eyed shadow before his eyes. Although it was only a dream or a shadow, he felt pain in his heart once again.

After crying for no reason yesterday, Ambar chose to get out of the house and distribute the souvenirs he bought in London. Just a few cakes and t-shirts bearing the words London, then visit Ratih who is busy with his children. Spending time by looking after Ratih's children can take up his time and mind. He no longer looked at the shadow of the boy and slept soundly at night.

"Assynogaic"

"Wallaikumsalam. What time will you be home, son?"

"Mother may be Mum"

"You're tired of coming home in the afternoon"

"Yes"

His mother must have been worried after seeing him cry for no reason yesterday. But Ambar realized, he had to be busy in order to forget everything, therefore now he went to work. And plan not to rest at all, until the time to go home later.

That was what was on his mind until lunchtime. He had to take a break to pray and wait for two of his employees to buy food. Ambar sat in his chair and opened the phone and read the messages Rea sent. It seems like an incredible incident happened with her brother and his best friend told her to call when she was done working. Maybe before Maghrib is a good time to contact Rea. He immediately sent a reply message so that Rea could feel a little calm. There was no message from Feli, it meant that his friend was busy. There may also be many problems that arise after the two decide to unite. Ambar put his phone on the table then took a deep breath. That's not his business anymore. It's none of his business anymore.

"really?"

Ambar looked up as if he had heard a familiar voice. Full suit, neat haircut and sea-clear eyes. Why did the guy show up again? Ambar could not see clearly what the shadow of the man was doing because his eyes were wet with tears. Again, he was crying for people who were not even in this country. He rubbed his eyes firmly and made sure the shadow he saw disappeared then ran out of the shop.

"Where are you going?" ask the employee who just came home from buying food.

"I ... tired. Want to go home" he replied by covering his swollen eyes. He immediately spurred his car to get away from the store.

Ambar longed to take a walk in the park to get rid of the taste of the galaxy. But Jakarta's hot weather cancelled his intentions. He is still not used to the air of Jakarta after returning from London. So, he better just go home. Before arriving home, suddenly there was someone calling her name.

"Sister Ambar!"

Ambar turned his head and saw Miss, Kenzo's sister.

"Hindu. Why you?"

"This" Miss replied and then offered the rice box.

"For what?"

"Mother's not saying that I'm going out tomorrow. I'm afraid I don't have time tomorrow"

"Oh. Yes thanks"

"Why did Ambar say that. Kan kaka Ambar has helped our family a lot, so it should be Miss who said thanks. Can you come home tomorrow?"

"Yes. Lt could. Oh yes, I have a gift for you. I'll take it a minute"

"Sister Ambar can't give to brother Kenzo? There are many food boxes that you need to miss anther"

"Where's the density?"

"In the cafe. again dizzy not coming home from semalem" said Miss then just pull out from the front of Ambar's house.

Well that's what he was at first at the cafe that holds a lot of memories about the guy. Anyway, this cafe does belong to Boss Kenzo. His foolish friend also took him upstairs, where he had been locked up with the boy's body and inhaled a male scent he had never known before. But, the talk about the matter of selling assets was quite troubling to his mind. She couldn't believe the guy was so crazy, capable of doing all that just for his love for Feli.

"Is he really that much in love with Feli?" ask in a very small voice.