The Second Lead Fate
One Hundred Twenty Seven

"I'm sorry Nak Adhi" said his father, then left the house.

Ambar knows both his father and mother are now disappointed. But he's not crazy enough to accept a proposal from that guy. He came out and chased after his father who was standing staring at the morning sky.

"Don't you understand why Ambar can't?" he asked for his father's understanding.

"Yes"

"Mr also understands that Ambar can't possibly accept that person?"

"Yes"

Now Ambar is silent. His father simply answered, as if he would not hear anything from his mouth.

Ambar slowly looked at his father's old back. For a long time, his mother and father wanted him to marry. I don't know how many times his parents signaled the desire for Ambar to get married. But ... she couldn't possibly be with that guy. It can't be.

"Sir, Ambar does not want to marry. Ambar just can't if that guy's nagging"

His father turned and looked at him. Makes Ambar a little bit worried.

"Same father mom won't interfere anymore now. It's all up to you" said his father and went back inside the house. Don't know what to say to the guy in the house. And before long the guy got out of the house and walked towards his car. Without looking at Ambar at all.

"Wait!" he said he approached the guy. Boss Kenzo. The former Kenzo Boss turned around and looked at him. Ambar can now see the guy's face clearly. The guy's face hasn't changed, just like it used to. Just a few wrinkles on the guy's forehead made him appear more mature.

"What's wrong?"

"Why are you here? What made you dare to come here and propose?"

Ambar did not think, how could the guy come here with the intention of proposing to him.

"Whatever I say won't change anything. You've refused and I've accepted."

"Huh?"

The guy doesn't try to defend himself or give excuses. Just say it like that and then get in his car. Of course Ambar was dissatisfied with such an answer. He .. upset and angry.

When the guy's car was on, Ambar was confused. He didn't think the guy would really just leave. He looked back and saw his mother looking down and went into the house. Why is it like this? Yesterday he believed he would accept anyone's proposal and try to live the life God had destined for him. Why is it like this now? Ambar tapped on the boy's car window and tried to find answers to his frustration.

"You're just gonna leave?" tanyakanya.

"What?"

"You're just gonna walk away and not explain anything?"

"I'm sure your parents don't need to see or hear anything"

"Huh?"

Former boss Kenzo finally shuts off the engine and gets out of the car, confronting him calmly. Very calm and looks very high.

"I was allowed to come here to propose to your father"

"How can you think of applying?"

"I love you"

Ambar's heart seemed to want to explode after hearing those words. He became increasingly upset not knowing why.

"You can't talk like that"

"Why?"

"Because ... "

"Do you still feel guilty about Feli?"

A very clear question is the answer. Even if he doesn't answer, the guy will know the answer.

"You ... what do you really want by coming here?"

"Ambar, I love you. Even though I made a big mistake and punished myself for it, I still love you. And I bet you feel the same way"

"Huh? why can you be sure about that?"

Ambar takes his eyes off, not wanting the guy to know how he really feels.

Ambar was silent for a while before starting to talk.

"Happy? Can I really be happy? I don't deserve to be happy. Because what? Because I betrayed my friend. I have to suffer and continue to suffer"

"Until when?"

"Until .. whenever"

"Then your parents?"

"They understand. They must understand"

"Until when?"

Ambar looked up, looking at the blue eyes he had once admired. Till when? Ambar never thought he was delaying marriage until a certain period of time. He just didn't want to get married and his parents certainly understood about his decision.

"You won't understand"

"Indeed. I won't understand. But ... don't you want them to be happy by accepting anyone's proposal today?"

"Not anyone"

"You refused because the proposal came from me"

"If it wasn't you, then I would have accepted it"

"Do it!"

"Huh?"

"Marry, have children and be happy quickly. So I don't see you suffering like this"

Whahuh? What the fuck? Why does the guy talk so easily that he gets married?

"You ... "

"Why? You want to back off for what reason now?"

"Reason? Why do I need a reason for something like this. If only I were a friend, my husband would come alone. You don't have to worry"

"Good then. I hope you find a future husband soon and get married. I hope you're happy" said the guy, then got back in his car and left. Really left his house, just like that. Suddenly Ambar felt a void in his heart.

He immediately returned home and saw the room that had been beautifully decorated become gloomy. Her father and mother were nowhere, and Ambar heard them talking from inside the room.

"Already Mom"

"Yes .. but"

Sobbed. Ambar heard his mother's voice tremble as if she was crying.

"Already"

"When will Mr Ambar be like that? What if you go before you see the marriage threshold?"

Ambar felt his chest being pressed down by ten people. Why had he never heard his parents complain all this time? Did both want her to get married like that? But he can't with that guy. Can't do.  But ...he already made his own parents sad. For the first time in his life, Ambar felt disappointed in himself..

Just now he wanted to go to the room when his father called out by shouting.

"Ambarr!!"

He immediately went into his parents' room and saw his mother lying on the bed. Looks weak helpless.

"Mother!! Why?"

"Fainting. Get your hands on the car"

"Yes"

Ambar ran into the room and could not hold back his tears.

'Oh God, please don't take my mother. Please, ' he asked in his heart, seriously. Ambar immediately returned to his parents' room and helped lift his mother's weak body into the car and went to the hospital.