THE STAIN OF THE PAST
Chapter 3. Expelled Aunt

Kania starts the day with a bath and prepares for a new company. Kania helps Aunt Meri prepare breakfast for her son and also Aunt husband.

"Tumben you haven't been to the office?" asked Aunt Meri who was surprised to see Kania still at home. Kania usually leaves for work at 6 a.m.

Kania deliberately started to leave work so as not to be late, because the house of Aunt Meri is quite far from her office.Kania also had to use public transportation, because her motorbike was always used by Aunt Meri's husband to make sales.

"I'm moving to work, Auntie!" answer Kania slowly. However, his voice can still be heard by Aunt Meri.

"Why did you move? Must have been fired. What are you doing so that the leader fires you as an employee!" said Aunt Meri with a ketus.

Kania has lived and lived with her aunt Meri since both of her parents died while Kania was still in First High School. Aunt Meri was always sniffing with him.

"Reduction of employees, Aunt. I will also be interviewing again at another company. Pray that I will be accepted" said Kania.

The woman served breakfast at the table. After that, go into the room. Never did Kania have one-table breakfast with her tantric family. Kania will have breakfast after all is done and there is still leftovers.

Aunt Meri is afraid not to be given monthly money if Kania stops working. Since graduating from High School, Kania has been working. He works in a cafe at night, and lectures in the morning. It was at the cafe that Kania knew Adit.

Kania takes a deep breath if she remembers Adit. All is also wrong, why would you be persuaded by the appeal of Adit to give up his sanctity.

When the clock is eight o'clock, Kania says goodbye to her aunt.

"Don't go home if you don't get a job. You know the cost of living is now expensive. You should have added money to Auntie's shopping. If at work there is something bad, at home. It's not easy to find a job in an age like today." Aunt Meri nags Kania.

"Yes, Aunt. I'll find a job until I get it. Auntie don't worry!" kania said before leaving the house.

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Kania did a good job interview, she got accepted to work and will start tomorrow morning. Kania is happy because she doesn't have to be unemployed for longer.

Kania stopped by the supermarket and bought groceries for Auntie at home. The woman did not say about the severance money she got, if Aunt Meri knew, would definitely be asked.

Kania bragged immediately because it was nine o'clock at night. He stopped by one of the clothing stores to buy clothes for work.

The sky was surrounded by black clouds. Looks like it's going to rain. Kania accelerated her pace towards the way home. As soon as Kania got to her Tantenya house it rained heavily.

Kania knocked on the door of the house, several times knocked there was no sign of people who would open the door. Kania knocked while calling out her tantic name. But there is no law from inside the house.

Kania knocked on the door again. There were footsteps approaching. When the door opened, it looked like Aunt Meri was standing.

"Aunty, thank God the aunt finally woke up. I've been so cold. My clothes are soaked. I want to change this clothes first" said Kania. The woman walked up the stairs to enter the house. But his step in hold aunty Meri.

"What's up, Auntie? Why arrest me. What's wrong?" ask Kania astonished.

"But why, Tente? What's wrong with me? Just tell me so I can change it," Kania said, beginning to get scared. Where else would he stay.

"Tante doesn't want to get carried away if you're still staying here with, Auntie!"

"What auntie mean?" ask Kania in shock. Not that the woman did not understand if she was asked to leave the house of Aunt Meri. Does this have anything to do with the video.

"Please get out of this house! Find somewhere else to stay. Aunty is afraid of being fucked if she stays with you. Aunty is ashamed to have a bangkanan like you, who do not know customs let alone religion!."

"Why did Auntie say that?" ask Kania again. Actually he's starting to understand what his aunt said.

"No matter what you say. Auntie no longer wants to live with you. Wait here!"

Tente Meri closes and locks the door, afraid Kania enters. The woman was crying while enduring the cold tonight. Ten minutes later the door was reopened. Aunty Meri appeared to be carrying two large bags containing Kania clothes.

"It's all your clothes and your stuff. Aunty does not want to be ashamed and carried away by shit because of your shameless actions!" said Aunt Meri in a loud voice.

"What auntie mean?" tanya Kania still pretended not to understand.

"What did you think of when you made that video? Disgusting and embarrassing. Do sins but proudly videotape them all. Don't you have any more shame? You have done taboo and sin, proudly spreading it all. Aunty is ashamed and disgusted with you!"

"Tante, I'm sorry. It was all my fault. But I don't mean to embarrass Auntie, what else deliberately spread it all," Kania said in tears.

"Whatever the reason, you are stupid and disgusting. Aunty doesn't want to live with you anymore!"

Aunt Meri closed the door again and locked it after putting the two bags in front of Kania. The woman again knocked on the door of her aunt's house.

"Tante, please don't throw me out. I fear. It's late at night. I'm cold too. Let me in, Auntie."

Tente Meri who was behind ignored Kania's screams and cries. He went back to the room.

Kania finally stepped out of the house of aunt Meri's residence. Rain water seemed to dissolve in the sadness that Kania felt.

"Rain water, wet this body. Wash the wounds of my heart. I wanted to cry under the rain so that no one would know that I was sad. Give my regards to the rain. About the endless longing to meet my parents. Until time has no power to wait. Through the rain I miss them in the hope that they can feel it too, Father, Mother. I miss you guys.''

Kania asks the taxi driver to deliver to an inn. After arriving at the room Kania changed her clothes with a clean one, and tried to close her eyes. Luckily he still has money.

I went through this journey, where I was alone at night, facing the rain that never stopped, crying no one cared. However, I need to stay focused with my hodup. I'm tired of getting tired of being your rain connoisseur. Can you lead me this time to the rainbow altar, your happy rainbow? When love gives no meaning anymore, it only gives a heart-wrenching wound, as if it were night, where the rain never stops, but all this I must face because the journey of life will never stop.

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