The Way of Love for the Doctor
SEASON 1 Part 16. Will Miss You

I was finally allowed to go home. Andreas did the last check, made sure I knew what I couldn't do. Lenna's coming, she's taking my car now.

"He's been working at home for two days now. His hands are guarded not much movement. You're banned from driving in a month, okay. While you have to use a driver." Can't drive? There's no way Lenna should take me back and forth.

"Can't you drive?"

"Where are you shaking that hand. Ntar I give you a special ball for hand strengthening exercises."

"Hmmm..." Andreas sees me confused.

"Just ask the office driver. You want to come with me can, ..but sometimes our return schedule is different." He looked at me before he asked. "Take it with Mr. Vincent, Mr. Vincent is your lover?"

"Not... It's not..." I immediately shook my head while waving my hand.

"You know he was worried about you yesterday."

"Isn't he?"

"You passed out in front of me while netes-netes, he also wants to go home in front of the elevator. His face panicked at you. He's the one who carried you to the ER lhoo, while I have to hold your hand, you, we both thought you'd get hemorrhagic shock¹ because you bleed out when you pass out or there's an internal injury somewhere. But it's not because your blood pressure is still normal, and it's just because you're afraid of blood." Andreas shook his head.

"I made a scene..." I grimaced at the thought of Vincent holding me.

"It's not a scene anymore, one ED tense because Doctor Vincent back and forth there, he did not dare to enter the operating room but bring his nanya the same nurse. The new lecturer that time Doctor Vincent sepanik it when he was a doctor too. Plus he's waiting for you after that. There was a rumor that you were her boyfriend, you broke one heart RS, so yesterday there was a case of attempted murder plus heartbreak day se RS..." I laughed, my face was hot from hearing it.

"Hmm. I'm not her boyfriend."

"In the meantime the Director's status seems to be changing." While Andreas keeps teasing me.

"Don't ngaco..." He just laughed to see that he couldn't answer anything.

"It's done..." The person we were talking about came into our room. I see him now, the first time I see him wearing only a white polo shirt with dark jeans. Why is he so handsome with casual clothes only. The brew is a little long, how would it feel if your hand touched it, there might be electricity... My brain lately often seems to go everywhere thinking about Doctor Vincent.

"Already Doc, Miss Melisa can rest at home. Then I have to go to another patient first." Andreas left while blinking his eyes, making me put on my own smile.

"Oh yes this is my sister Lenna,..." I introduced him to Lenna.

"Ohh Lenna, your sister's been telling me a lot about you."

"yes Doc. Thanks for the help of the doctor too. Brother said the doctor helped Brother."

"Lenna can take the car? Your brother hasn't been able to drive for a while."

"Can Doc."

"Then go home for a break, come back to the office on Wednesday. I'll have the office driver whose house is near there be your chauffeur."

"Thanks." -." I looked at him and couldn't help but smile.

"Be good rest. Wednesday we meet again."

"Yes." Yeah."

"So I'll take the car to the lobby first. We'll see you in the lobby..." Lenna quickly disappeared from the room. My sister she purposely let me both be with Vincent.

"Len..." I didn't even get a chance to call him. "She's why she's so lost..." My heart was left alone with Vincent. I'm facing towards him.

"Yes, I'm waiting for Lenna in the lobby first. Thanks, Doc.." I actually don't dare to expect much from this. I'm afraid if I fall but he won't commit, it will hurt.

I took my little bag ready to go.

"Mails,..." He held my hand. I almost jumped in shock.

"Yes why..."

"Why are you so surprised."

"Relgan." I hardly dare to see it. He sat on the bed and held my hand. I pulled my hand, and took a step back. Damnit damnit! What he wanted, he didn't know this was too thrilling.

"I.mau speaking...Could you sit for a while" He stopped talking, I think my heart stopped beating, it felt like almost a century. I sat on the bed next to him not daring to get too close.

"Yesterday I realized something,..." I quietly hypnotized her voice and waited for her to speak but dared not look at her.

"I ... realized, I'm afraid of losing you. Last night I thought about why I think so much about you. I was so panicked when I found out you were hurt, all the bad thoughts came over to me, and I realized I didn't want to lose you. You may be wondering why, but you can't avoid it anymore..." Finally, Bambang admitted it. He asked for my heart but I was afraid of what would happen.

"Doc, man,... I dare not fall for the man who said at the beginning he was only friends with women. I'm strong enough to stand alone, and I've said .. The breakup is so annoying, I said frankly to the Doctor. I'm now afraid that someone will start because I know the pain of breaking up, so if the doctor isn't sure to learn to commit, it's better not to start. I've said I don't want to be a doctor's friend, I'm sorry I'm so blatant, but we have a career here, if something happens, for example, I hurt the doctor, I said, things in this office won't be good ...." So if you don't intend to commit, you better not touch me at all. That's what I was trying to say.

"People change ... I learned to change, I used to have a lot of desire that I wanted to achieve. Now maybe I have achieved a lot of what I wanted. But maybe I'm still allergic to people who deliberately seek attention. I think I was on my own for too long, being in top management, so sometimes being insensitive to other people's feelings . But... " He stopped and breathed. Then laughs little by myself.I saw him was mixed between deg-degan and tangent want to say what.

"I'm really not good at seducing... My words must be confusing, I realize everyone has their own expectations. But I make sure I won't have two women, or my mother's story doesn't agree with you. That's not gonna happen...Commitment needs introduction. I don't know if I can live up to your expectations, ...I know you have trauma, I don't want to fail anymore. Even my mother made me dizzy, every call always set a dinner schedule with someone..."

"Set up a dinner schedule?" I tangent. Why do you have dinner with your mom?

"Setting a blind date..."

"Ohhh...." I'm laughing now. It turned out that the weathered bujang was told to marry again. Mothers are always like that. Maybe they just want the child to have a friend when he is no longer in the world. That's not to blame.

"I dare to meet your parents, or take you to see my Mama, actually even good so that my Mama does not worry anymore...But I'm a practical person, probably busy, not romantic. Sometimes it might put the job on the top priority list. There might be a lot of my flaws, I don't know you're willing to accept this or not. What if we try to walk first."

"I can't answer it now either... I won't avoid it, but I can't say yes either..."

"What's wrong, I'm just relieved to be able to admit this to you. Don't avoid me. Just do not tempt others. I thought, I am glad you sat with those handsome doctors yesterday, I really thought. Moreover, Andreas, near his house is the same as you...?"

"Andreas is handsome. He's single rich plus our age is not so far away ... Doctor Joshua is also handsome, I was attracted by handsome doctors yesterday, a cafeteria envied me..." I purposely mentioned it to tease her. And he looked at me without speaking without replying, it seems that now he doesn't know how to repay me. And somehow I liked her reaction, it was nice to laugh at her...Now I can relax a little bit.

"Filum... I went home doc. Thanks for the honest confession." I stood up from my seat. Saw him still sitting on the bed. He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer.

"Why..." Now why is he holding hands.

"I'll think I won't see you two days tomorrow..." Now my cheeks are heating up. And my heart started beating fast because we were so close.

"Lebay..." I'm laughing a little. I don't know where I got the courage to say that. And suddenly he stood up and took me in his arms. I could only be wide-eyed when her hands locked and hugged me tightly. This hug after all this time no one could hold me anymore...

"I am not lebay. I'm glad you're not pa pa..." He said that while stroking my sign. I wavered as she took off her tight hug. And now he looked at her who was smiling in relief.

"I'll go home first..." And I'm not sure I can afford not to think about it from now on.

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 Special term:

¹Hemorrhagic shock: Seizures that occur when the body starts shutting itself down due to blood loss. Early symptoms include a decrease in body temperature, blood pressure, loss of consciousness, a sudden rise in heart rate.