
“Yuna, you're upset with me aren't you? Did I make a mistake with you.” At the end of my bad day, Oppa suddenly asked me. I've done everything and want to go home, suddenly I feel very tired today and feel sleep is the only way to recover.
“No, why should I be upset..” If I'm upset, I can't tell him anything.
“Bu Melisa said, the meaning of the word is up, you free me to choose, but do not like my choice. I really don't know what that means. What should I choose?” I immediately smiled, until he asked what the word meant to me.
“I'm not upset with you. I'm just having pre-menstrual syndrome, I guess, and sometimes it feels really bad with excess caffeine. That's all that's going on. Thanks by the way Doc.” I tried to smile as usual.
“You sure? Can you talk to me anything? Or any problem story..” I grimace, including I like you? Maybe after that you'll be desperately avoiding me.
“I just want to go home Doc. I think I'm badmood because of PMS. Female cycle sometimes does suck”
“You want ice-cream?” I laugh. Sometimes he knows how to be sweet.
“No, I just need sleep to fix my mood. Tomorrow I'll be fine. Good night Doc.” I was ready to leave the room.
“Yuna's. You can talk to me anything. Let's just say I'm ..friend, your family. You've helped a lot, so whatever you have problems, talk. I can't guess what your problem is..”.
“Sure, you can buy me ice-cream and save it for Doc.” later He laughed at that. “See you tomorrow if so.” I disappeared from in front of him now.
Oppa is right I need ice-cream.
In these two days of four breast implant surgeries, I was given the opportunity to make my first incision in a few months. This operation is not long, we used to complete it for no more than two hours.
“Not difficult?”
“Hmm... it feels good to finish the first one well. This is thanks to the help and guidance of doctors as well.” I have to thank you for the opportunity I was given.
“You are also quick to learn.” Post operative will be handled by the nurse with the help of an anesthetic doctor. In the afternoon there will be a visit to the patient, today went smoothly we completed everything exactly at 4 pm.
“This is to celebrate your first operation.” A glass of ice cream with a cup size big enough in front of my face.
“You really bought the ice cream Doc..” Sometimes he's very nice to me. For some reason, maybe all this time I was the first one to approach him. I'm sure some of my efforts have paid off.
“Of course. It's celebration.” I laughed and opened the cup. “You like the taste of it?” He bought me vanilla caramel, I nodded.
“This has always been a favorite choice. You want doc? Can I find you a small bowl?”
“No.” I eat with passion while completing the chart in front of him. “You remind me of my daughter, that's her favorite ice cream too. She is 6 years old, she is chatty once..” I smiled hearing it. But those words also pierced my back coldly.
I remind me of his daughter. Did he really think of me ...
“This is... He's funny really isn't.” He showed me a picture of a girl on his cell phone. I saw a child with straight shoulder-length hair who was smiling in style.
“She is very beautiful.”
“If you open your heart, maybe in the future you will have the same beautiful.” He smiled bitterly, but did not see me, fixed to his phone.
“Maybe..”.
Excited Yuna. Maybe that doesn't mean equating you with his daughter.
He can tell you about his family. It takes time to fully open up. You just have to be patient, no need to rush... It's only been a few months. Don't force anything. He's been this good to you. You just have to be patient. I need to encourage myself now. Be a little optimistic again.
“Excited Doc,..” He stretched his hand.
"Dok, are you okay, you look uninspired?"
"Hm.. I've been tired lately."
"Last long? Like come and go?" I began to ask in the order of the questions I had in my head.
"Don't worry, I guess it's just because I've been a slacker all these years, my sleep schedule's been bad, I don't think I've done a lot of unhealthy things. I should start at least starting jogging." And he sneezed. "It's the flu."
"Go home early Doc, tomorrow there's no schedule on Saturday, but Monday there are some new consultation schedules and check-ups, you're full office hours the day after morning, Tuesday there's an operation...you better take a two-day break."
"OKAY. I'm taking off one day tomorrow. I'll just go home now..."
"Noted Doc."
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I made Samgyetang for him and wedhang. Samgyetang is ginseng chicken soup, it's good if you're restoring your health.
I didn't want to bother him, so I just drove him through an online courier during the day.
"Dok, I'm delivering Samgyetang to you and wedhang."
"Ehh you made Samgyetang? Why are you so bothered?"
"No, I make it for Mama sometimes, so I'm used to it. It also makes for Mama, set aside for you with wedhang ginger. It's a sweet drink from ginger to keep the condition. I don't want to disturb your rest. In 25 minutes the courier will be okay. I've already sent it.. " I'm looking for a way to not pay too much attention to him so that he gets distracted.
"Alright, you're so good to me."
"I want to thank you for your teaching. Okay Doc, I don't want to bother you, I was invited to shop by Mama. See you. get well soon Doc." And I disconnected the phone immediately. That's how I pay attention but don't want to bother him.
He sent a message that he had received it. I only replied to him with a smiley emoticon and one thumb.
I feel enough about what I'm working on now.