
"Dear, ..." He caught me at last when we all arrived at the hotel resort at 3 and could rest for a while before having to attend the welcoming dinner at 6:30.
I glanced at him but did not answer his greeting.
Just go to my room and bring my suitcase. Pushing the door of my room and rushing in, of course he came in.
"Why are you here? Last night you didn't remember calling even in three days, you probably didn't think I existed ..." He smiled then saw me putting on a jutek face.
"Sorry.sorry. Yesterday a lot of things swirled in my head. I got back at your WA instead of."
"You returned me. Ohh yeah, you said 'I'm busy, I'll call you back'.., and 3x24 hours later you didn't show up even with a single message. Am I wrong? You think I don't exist? Or maybe you forgot I existed. Call 5 minutes you can't? We need to talk about the limits of this waiver... Isn't that Bambang?" I crossed my arms in front of my chest not making peace... And I call him Bambang when he's upset.
"Yes I was wrong, ignoring you for three days please forgive me. Now I miss you..." He hugged me, hoping his embrace could reconcile us. But that's not how to make peace.
"Your mouth is sweet. I can't believe sweet mouth unfortunately, and there's no sorry without a deal.."
"All right, Melisa's mom what the deal is." He's still smiling. "You want a rule, whether we agree on a rule..." He's sitting listening now.
"Busy whatever, we should spend the night talking for a while. That's the rule of communication, you can't ignore your partner. I've never been overly considerate, calling you just for attention, I know myself too, but leaving your partner without three days' notice, you're so late... I'm not just your friend. You have to remember that, we're both involved in each other's lives." I still crossed my arms in front of my chest.
"alright. I understand Miss Melisa. Noted. If I break it, I am willing to be scolded. His marahan. Get it okay." I still look at him with a stern look.
"Basic Bambang..." I turned around and put my suitcase in the closet.
"I'm your dear Bambang. Please lase marahannya. I'm really kangen..."
"From yesterday where did he miss."
"Built first let a lot." Want to not smile at the smile of hearing the answer that is just there.
"Bombalanmu..." When I saw his face, I couldn't help but smile anymore. He's coming in front of me.
"Sorry, I won't repeat." Now he's serious. I saw his eyes. And received her embrace and embrace that I missed.
"I'll be your family, you can't tell me three days, have you forgotten me." Still trying to blame him.
"Yes I was wrong. I'm not saying I'm right... I had a lot to take care of yesterday, I sometimes remember calling you, but I guess I was afraid it was too late you wanted to rest, yes I was wrong.I won't look for excuses anymore, maybe it's a habit because I'm too long alone. And I thought we'd meet here. So I take care of everything... I'm sorry okay." I finally wrapped my hand around her waist and hugged her back.
"That's the same if you have a sister and she doesn't come home without telling you a word..."
"Hmm.you're right. But I really.really miss you." He looked me in the eye and I was glued to his lips.
And this time he took over the kiss, got my nape under control. I clung like an addiction to her and when her kiss touched my neck, a foreign temptation flung at me, jolting me and my lips couldn't hold my own sigh.
"Vt ..." Dangerous alarms lit up in my mind, but he was an opium that was hard to resist. My mind says no but my body is addicted to the sensation and my eyes are closed enjoying the touch.
But when other parts of him feel by me. I knew I had to stop.
"Vin, .. have it, please." He ignored my words and pulled me to the bed, and his fondling made me gasp. My body was frustrated wanting more while my logical mind said no...
"Why?" When he pressed closer to get more I knew this was torture because I wanted it too.
"I don't want us to miss."
"We're not children..."
"I know..." I cut off his words and stopped him. "I'm afraid I'll hate you if this doesn't work. But if you appreciate my request, if it doesn't work, I can still remember that you fully appreciate me. And maybe we can be best friends at least..."
"Why do you think we won't make it." Now I managed to shift his attention to our conversation.
"I don't know what fate is. I've had so many disappointments before that I thought I better not start until I meet you. Maybe naive, but if you're willing to start right, maybe our way is better. I am not a saint, I have of course walked in my own strength, felt I would be fine and then felt like a failure, this time I just wanted to start right... May the Owner of Destiny help us with a happy family with the children in our family, and we can be together until the end... If you're asking me if I want you, you know my mind has gone too far before..."
He looked into my eyes. And for a moment I wanted to say she was something I dreamed of and begged her to grant my request.
"I'm sorry..."
"You're really something huh." He replaced her with a hug and a soft kiss. And his embrace made me want to cry.
"Thank you." Thank you for understanding my simple request. Being in his arms like this was enough. Very enough... "I'm afraid of losing, if I lose again. I won't try again..."
"You're not gonna lose anything."
"I hope so. I sometimes think it's a dream where I can wake up at any time."
"Let me kiss you to prove this isn't a dream." I laughed finding her lips touching me again and her warm embrace taking hold of me.
"We can't cross the line... But maybe I can help you a little." His brown eyes looked at me with interest.
"Darling, you're full of surprises... I like you."