The Way of Love for the Doctor
SEASON 2'S. Part 33's. Banging Problem 2
“Yuna, why are you crying. I'm just saying it takes time..” He was embracing me, but my feelings could not be fixed anymore, I suddenly felt like I could see the big picture of this story. I need to think about what I should do.
Our dinner was bland, even though he was trying to make things better. But I don't know, I probably realized I'd be heartbroken like Mama said.
“Oppa, do you love me..” A question I asked as he drove me home. Long he did not answer, it was clear that love came with all its conditions and requirements this time.
“Yuna, I like you, you're good, you give me a new world, you pull me out of the dark. Love is a heavy word. Love means more responsibility, . If I can't say that now, it doesn't mean I don't love you. I need time to be able to say that to you.”
I understand, much more understand now.
“Do not get angry.” He grabbed my hand. I smiled at him, but my heart hurt.
“Tak what. I know, I just said I might have fallen in love with you when we first met, because you look a lot like Jin Hee.” I laughed but didn't see it, hiding my heated eyes.
That night I couldn't sleep, sobbing alone in my room all night. We never fought, but once we fought, even that was a devastating thing. Do we have a future. The big question forced my eyes open and banged me hard on the wall.
Waking up with her eyes that I tried to cover from Mama but her eyes were too careful to be lying.
“Bby Mah,.” I tried to smile. He was busy making sandwiches for our breakfast that Sunday morning. He brought sandwiches, coffee and hot chocolate to the dining table. I'm trying to look like normal. Eat voraciously, but they daydream.
“There is no good running.” I was surprised to see Mama holding my shoulder.
“Mama. Engga Ma, ordinary..” Mama saw.
“Totally?” I can't tell a lie from my mom. Mama sighed and patted my shoulder . “Yuna dear, Mama already knew this was going to happen, you found it at this point, your eyes are open now, she if she loves you, she will find her way, she must find her way. You don't have to wait, take a distance for the two of you to think, if this ends you can move on and make it a nobody. If he intends to fight for you he will take a decision, otherwise don't be foolish to wait four years for something to go to waste.”
I cried in front of my mom at last. My tears came down in front of him without my being able to stand it.
“What a stupid Yuna Ma.” Mama chuckled at the question in the middle of my sobbing.
“Not stupid babe, that's called a hurdle. If you can't get past the obstacles it will end, sometimes those who fall in love with love will beat everything, without seeing there is a big wall that everyone can see. When you finally hit you have to make a decision, someone has to sacrifice. Someone has to fight... If you bump now it's not better for you to decide something than to wait until you're almost 30 and she's almost 45, I think if she decides at 45, even if you're finally married, when you're 60, can your children support you? She is only fifteen years old.”