The Way of Love for the Doctor
SEASON 2'S. Part 35's. Fighting Finally
We got to the Oppa apartment, I tried to stay calm.But not yet my eyes have warmed up first. I sat on the sofa trying to gather myself together, gathering my courage to talk.
“Minum, ..” He gave me a sweet chrysanthemum tea, and sat down next to me. Embracing my shoulder and for a moment I just leaned on her. Enjoying our closeness, how long I felt so comfortable with him but then for a moment this had to end.
“Oppa..”
“You're still mad about yesterday. I told you I needed time. Everything needs to be talked about.” I looked at her, sat on her lap, stroked her face and the moment my kiss touched her, felt hopeless later. Not to calm my feelings, but kissing her made me want to cry.
“I know. But maybe I've been thinking about things all night. I thought... love will not be enough for us.” And the first droplet had already fallen just like that as I stared at it.
“What do you mean?”
“You know if we were a match, when you were 60 your son was how old?” He looked at me with no understanding.
“Why are you talking as if , ..”
“This...can't..”.
“I know it may be very hard for you, a big decision, it can't be decided overnight, but it also means love is not enough, we have too many differences, especially if your family wants you back in Seoul. So I don't want to force you either... So I'm asking us to break first. I'll wait for your decision after you talk to your family. I'll give you some time until you get home from Seoul in a month. Whatever you decide I will accept. It won't affect the job, I'll keep working with you. I told you I was great when it came to moving on, after all I have a lot of fans.”.
I laughed but at the same time cried at last and felt very stupid... I tried to stop crying in front of him, so I switched from his lap and sat down at the end of the sofa. By not seeing it I managed to stop my sobbing.
“Yuna, why do you have to do this. Why did you suddenly decide we should break.”.
“Because we do have to decide, the sooner the better. Love is not enough... Or maybe I was selfish. We have a lot of obstacles, you're free to think anything of me. But it was my decision... We haven't gone anywhere yet, you really didn't make our connection between us, maybe I actually thought you could've guessed this earlier, nobody knew we had a relationship, no one, it's just between us, the longer you delay the pain will be greater. I'll assume these six months, ... I don't know, .. I'll take care of it. You don't have to mess it up.”