Tiba Khitbah
Doubt

Finally, a grain of clear crystals came out of Zahra's beautiful eyeballs, an expression of how she could no longer bear the weight that was suffocating her chest.

"Ara, Allah will not give trials beyond the limits of His servant's ability. Allah is sure that you can, and Mas also believes that you are able to face all of this," Alex said strengthening and encouraging friends who are considered like his sister.

"Mas, did I just run away?"

Zahra could not think clearly, all she imagined was to disappear and escape as far as possible so that she could avoid her life problems.

Zahra's dream is to marry like a royal princess in fairy tales, but the truth is that her story is like Siti Nurbaya, betrothed to a man she does not love, not for money or property, not because she was too young, but because she was already considered a spinster, before the head of three was still unmarried as well while friends her age had taken her husband and children.

Envy with the lives of others is always approaching Zahra, even a sense of inferiority makes him not want to gather and meet with friends his age again. However, the more he wanted to avoid and run away from trouble, the more he got stuck and fell into the same abyss, people even humbled and insulted him in front and behind, he said, without caring about Zahra's heart and feelings.

"Are you sure you want to run away?" alex asked with a flat face with an angry expression visible in his eyes. A gaze that made Zahra nod with her disbelief.

Zahra's mouth said she wanted to run away, but her little heart was still not convinced at all, because all this time she was used to living spoiled with her parents, she never went far away from her home, she said, even at this young age, Zahra still can not be independent in living his life.

"If you're not sure then don't think about running away!" alex said as he flicked his fingers on the beautiful girl's forehead.

"Aw, sick!" zahra protested while shouting.

"It hurts, Mom!"

Various kinds of nagging and protest words Zahra expressed in a whining voice, making Alex increasingly want to disturb him.

"It's spoiled to run away" Alex said, sneering at Zahra.

Alex is the man who understands Zahra the most, he knows very well and knows how weak Zahra is mentally. The girl even cried and shed her tears at Alex, telling her of her heart's sadness and uneasiness in the hope that Alex would comfort her, until she became even more spoiled and dependent on him.

"I'm going to run away, and this time I'm serious about what I'm saying!"

With a loud and high tone of voice, Zahra sat down from her bed. His eyes glared sharply, looking at Alex's eyes that looked very sparkling and soothing, even Zahra felt as if she was hypnotized when the eyes of the two of them exchanged glances.

"Udah ah, don't need much style!" alex said as he flicked his index and pinky fingers on Zahra's forehead.

"Aw, sick!"

With a spoiled whining sound, Zahra clasped Alex's wrist.

Yes, again and again the two eyes meet each other, hinting that their hearts are talking, the voice of love that they are not at all aware of.

"Udah ah, I want to go home, Mama must be looking for me."

Wrongfully, Zahra turned her face away from Alex. He was really very embarrassed as his entire body was trembling with a face that suddenly became a red blush.

Zahra took the opposite side to Alex, wanting to get off and get ready to escape from this hospital. Uh, no, actually Zahra wanted to escape from the hospital, but wanted to escape from Alex who made the woman's heart beat amazingly did not hit him.

"Aw!"

It turned out that Zahra was fitted with an infusion, so when he moved the hand it hurt, even came out fresh blood from his pulse because the gap of the infusion was released.

Alex went straight up to Zahra, clasping the hand of the injured beautiful girl with a face that looked very worried.

"Sick, Mas," said the spoiled Zahra.

Yes, at times, Zahra and Alex look like brothers and sisters, but without them both realizing their attitude is now a form of caring, caring and the other side is looking to be pampered and protected.

"Why run away anyway? It's obviously sick!"

That worried face instantly turned into a scolding. The panic makes Alex spill his anger on Zahra.

"The name is also blurred, where there are people who run away who say things" said Zahra with a soft tone of voice and a face that was bowed because he realized what he was doing was wrong.

"Now you must shut up and obey!"

Alex held Zahra's body and laid the beautiful girl back on the bed, then he rang the bell for the doctor or nurse to come to the girl's room.

"Mas, sorry!"

Only those words could Zahra say to Alex, because Zahra's carelessness made Alex worry about the beautiful girl.

"Taking care of yourself still can't even want to get married" Alex said.

Yes, what Alex said is true, to take care of himself Zahra is not able, even Alex is always reminding and caring for the beautiful girl, but Zahra often told Alex that God was unfair to him because up to the age of Zahra the soul mate had not been given to the woman.

"Ummi, do Ummi and Abi know that I'm in the hospital right now?" said Zahra who began to realize the concerns of her parents.

Zahra was very sure that both her parents would be worried because they had not come home when the wall clock showed at 20:00 Wib.

"Did you tell Ummi and Abi that I'm here?"

Alex shook his head, with a face that suddenly changed.

"Why?"

Shown by Zahra his ummi words, if Alex is not a good man, he is not really sincerely friendly with Zahra, he only uses the kindness of Zahra, only, he just wanted to play with that beautiful girl.

"Where's my HP?"

Since Zahra's hand was slightly injured, she couldn't move as she pleased, so there was nothing Zahra could do but ask Alex.

"You need to be treated first, later I'll get the HP," Alex said in a flat tone. Really, his current caring sounded like a toxic-containing preamble.

"I want to call now!"

With a high tone of voice, Zahra yelled at Alex, expressing her heart and anger because of the man's attitude that did not care about the feelings of his own parents.

"Sorry, Miss, but Miss must be treated first" said one of the nurses who entered Zahra's room with her medical equipment.