
"Miss, it looks like Miss became the luckiest girl on the face of this earth because she had the perfect and kind man she was like that Ustadz."
Again and again, everyone who knew ustadz Fahri as hypnotized by him, they praised and boasted the ustadz who did not even attract the slightest in the eyes of Zahra.
"Suster, it's Azan, I want to pray first."
Yamg Zahra's closing words were revealed along with the reverberation of azan magrib. Zahra did not want to discuss anything and she did not want to explain anything to anyone including the nurse.
Now all Zahra has in mind is to face the creator, then pray for inner peace and soul, hoping God provides the best way out of the problem he is facing, stretching his chest to sincerely accept everything and make his relationship with Alex again improve as usual, at least for the hundred and eighty days left.
Yes, after facing the creator, Zahra finished her food, voraciously, swallowing a bitter pill that was not worth the bitterness of the life she lived. Trying to live a routine like a sick person in general, when in fact the wound on Zahra's body is not much, because actually his soul is not okay at this time.
Wanting to feel this self out to look for fresh air, just to release the fatigue in the chest and dizziness of the head, until it was thought by Zahra to open a glass window.
Yes, what a beautiful universe, a full moon that looks like a full moon is showing itself. He was present with the millions of stars that accompanied him, adorning the sky and illuminating the universe.
For a moment, Zahra felt very comforted and forgot all that she was carrying in her chest. At least Zahra and Alex are looking at the same sky, although Zahra himself does not know where the man is currently.
The miss! Zahra misses Alex, her best friend.
Really, the taste was writhing on the chest, like little rabbits running around to get out of prison.
Want to feel to meet Alex at this time too, even if only for a second, but whatever can be said, let alone to look at his face, listening to his voice is no longer there is a container left. The handsome man was completely immature, going away carrying anger no matter what he felt. Indeed, Zahra felt a great dilemma in the turmoil and uneasiness of her heart.
"Will I go to Alex's house? But how do I get out of this house to avoid Ummi and Abi?"
Zahra is also still very confident and believes, if the man named Fahri is still in the living room with ummi and abi. Even the man might have stayed at Zahra's house for a million reasons, even without seeing Zahra, he would have stayed at Zahra's house.
If, all the attitude shown by the man was done by Alex, maybe Zahra will immediately run to him until all the pain that hurts the body and soul is lost in a moment.
"Am I going out the window?"
Desire to escape to get fresh air for a moment without telling the parents, until one of the best ways out is to go out through the window.
Yes, without wasting any time and opportunity, Zahra wears her favorite pink jacket that has always been her mainstay, then he walked slowly to get out of the window of his room before anyone knew of his actions and suspicious movements.
Crings ..., crings ..., crings ....
"Astaghfirullahalazim" said Zahra in shock as she held her chest that was shaking more and more, as if her heart was dislodged and all of her blood was flying. In fact, Zahra almost fell until it might have been fatal.
"Who the hell is calling?"
The resentment haunts Zahra more, because the phone he ignored just kept ringing, but now Zahra is not wanting to pick up the phone from anyone. But, inevitably, like it or not, the beautiful girl must immediately lift or turn off the phone, so that the ringtone does not bring suspicion outside her room.
Yes, initially Zahra wanted to turn off his phone immediately, but his little heart immediately paused his intention because he saw the name Alex now plastered on the screen. And of course by hurrying, Zahra picked him up, as this was an opportunity for Zahra to correct and resolve the misunderstanding between them.
[Assalamualaikum, Deck]
The soft greeting that sounded from across there made Zahra's heart beat even more, even all the worries and misunderstandings that had previously occurred between them seemed to be lost in the swallow of the earth. Alex's voice with Zahra had made Zahra's heart melt.
[Waalaikumsalam, Mas]
Although heavy and vibrating, but Zahra's lips try to start this self to get used to calling Alex with the call '"Mas."
[Again what?]
The opening words that Alex always says when starting a conversation with Zahra. When Zahra and the man were in a quarrel or misunderstanding.
[Nothing to say]
That short, funny-sounding answer was one form of Zahra's attitude toward the man.
Zahra's heart is mixed right now, wanting to see Alex right now and tell her that she can't live without him, even Zahra doesn't want Alex to leave her or leave her life, but another part of Zahra also wanted to punch the chest of the man's field because the man made Zahra's heart crack in doubt and anxiety.
[Zahra, where are you? Not having a fight with Ummi, right?]
The man named Alex was very good at guessing what happened to Zahra. Even he could read Zahra's mind without having the girl tell him.
[Let's meet at the usual place]