Tiba Khitbah
Of jealousy?

Zahra let go of his embrace from Manda, he looked carefully at his good face while thinking about his previous words.

"I can't possibly like Alex and I can't possibly be jealous of her" Zahra replied hesitantly.

Now Zahra was completely unsure of the answer coming out of her own tongue. He doubted his own feelings. Zahra also does not want to acknowledge the feelings and jealousy he currently feels because he denies that all this sense is just a sense of unwillingness to see Alex attentive and close to someone other than himself.

"Zahra, your mouth may be able to deny it, but your attitude now clearly tells you that you like Alex" Manda explained.

"No, why should I like a man who is far below me" Zahra replied.

"Alex has always shown his love and affection for you, Zahra!"

Manda paused his speech, he looked at Zahra to convince his friend, but Zahra chose to turn her face away from Manda because looking at her made Zahra like she was caught from lying.

"Zahra, despite Alex's age, is way below yours, but that man really shows how much he likes you as a woman. However, you never once thought of Alex as a man!"

Manda's violent clashing is enough to offend Zahra and realize that everything the woman says is true.

The first start Alex approached Zahra, the man was indeed attentive to the girl. In fact, he also showed excessive interest in Zahra, a love between a man to a woman. But Zahra acted as if she did not know and ignored her because it was too difficult for Zahra to trust back to men.

Yes, Alex had also expressed his feelings to Zahra several times, but the girl instead made it a joke, because Zahra's heart was very afraid of being played with.

The failure and misfortune of romance in the past make Zahra always limit herself, Zahra, even he made a great wall of obstructions so that he would not get caught up in the feelings that would make his heart break and hurt again for the umpteenth time.

"Zahra, have you ever thought of Alex as a man?" ask Manda.

The question made Zahra speechless as she really did not know what to answer.

Really, Zahra feels very comfortable with Alex being nearby, he also wants Alex to be in his life under every circumstance. Zahra also felt happy with the presence of the man, even she felt sad and lost if a day did not know the news of the man. However, the feeling that Zahra feels for Alex right now is not love, but medicine and dependence. Yes, at least that's what Zahra considers, an opinion not to acknowledge the taste that grows in the chest.

"Here you go, Manda, if you're going to corner me with such baseless accusations you better go!"

With an unconvincing tone of voice, Zahra turned her back to Manda.

"Zahra, love will indeed be felt after he who is loved is no longer with us" explained Manda.

The beautiful woman who was none other than Zahra's best friend told the painful truth before finally leaving Zahra.

'Do I like Alex? Is this jealousy?'

Zahra began to ask herself about this doubt of the heart. However, one thing he cannot accept now, if he does not like to see Alex cuddle with other women.

Zahra felt very disappointed and distrustful because the man who had been considered good and understood religion would not do such a thing.

"Based on the crocodile, do not see the clear," Zahra chanted with anger.

Zahra grabbed her phone, she dialed Alex's number from another number that the man, of course, did not know.

In a state of anger and disappointment, Zahra tried to contact the man several times until he picked him up.

How hurt and broken Zahra's heart was when she heard the voice of a woman who lifted her up. The voice that sounded spoiled and seductive made Zahra very disgusted and wanted to ruffle the woman's hair.

However, strangely Zahra could not answer the woman's voice and chose to turn it off.

"I may have misheard, there's no way Alex would be with a woman at this hour."

Curiosity makes Zahra ventured back to contact the number, hoping that what he heard before was just an illusion.

[Hallo, Hello, who is this?]

Alex's soft voice could finally be heard by Zahra, a quiet and soothing voice that made the burning emotions in Zahra's heart go out instantly, until she tried to dare to answer the voice.

[Where are you, Mom? Why my number is in-]

Uncompleted Zahra continued the question, a bomb exploded in her ear.

[Who's calling, honey?]

[That's it, misaligned, darling]

Tit ...

My call was finally interrupted and Zahra could no longer listen to Alex's voice or the girl Alex called with a loving call.

Zahra's blood felt extremely boiling, his entire body was trembling and filled with fury. It feels so bad at this time Zahra also came to Alex and the woman who was with him, then ruffled her hair even hit them as a form of dislike Zahra to them, but Zahra didn't know where to look.

"ALEX ...!"

Zahra cursed very loudly, venting all the emotions in the chest so that the chest that felt very tight did not make Zahra shattered into pieces.

Huf ...

Zahra took a deep breath, then with full courage, Zahra tried to contact Alex again, but now Zahra could no longer contact him, because the man had also blocked Zahra's number.

"Alex is brash, it turns out that you were never seriously close to me, you are a crocodile like Mama said!" zahra shouted loudly with tears that continued to flow down her cheeks, as if she had an endless stock of tears.

Remembering the Zahra incident seven years ago, he was still twenty years old. The time when he was blooming will be a tempestuous love, a love that makes him feel he has this world completely.

Yes, a man who has been none other than his lover since college finally conveyed his good intentions to marry Zahra.

Although they were both young, Zahra believed she could run a happy household ark with the man she loved.

Both parents know each other, and both parents have agreed to bless their holy love when Zahra's lover has found a job.

For both parents, one of the problems of fighting after marriage is money, so whether Zahra's future husband must have a job so that he can later support their small family later.