Tiba Khitbah
Do You Want to Die?

Zahra grabbed her phone back, tried to contact Alex again and again, wanting to tell her stories and share a lot with the man, especially about the heart dilemma she was facing right now. However, for some reason the man did not pick up the call from Zahra, he seemed lost to the earth, without any news to the beautiful girl, even Alex doesn't answer Zahra's questions about her sadness accompanying her remaining days as a girl before fate leads her to marry a man she doesn't love at all.

'What should I do now, Lord?'

Zahra ruffled her hair with both hands because she was too dizzy to think about all the problems of life she was living. This head felt extremely heavy as if there was a heavy burden that he was currently bearing, not only that, but that, right now it was as if many needles were piercing his head so that Zahra felt unable to bear it anymore.

Zahra looked like a madman who did not know the direction and purpose, did not know would do anything more now, because everything that happened in this life he could no longer avoid, he could not avoid, all are out of his control as a human being. However, one thing that Zahra believed was that if God could not play with her destiny, God could not make Zahra and her family ashamed, God also could not destroy all of Zahra's dreams.

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Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar

The sound of dawn echoing and resuscitating Zahra, it turns out that time has shown at 05.00 am. It turned out that the night changed in the morning, while Zahra for a second could not close her eyes, she just spoke to herself and did a struggle with her own mind. Zahra fought and sought a solution to the problem she was facing now, but not the solution she got but the dizziness that was so intense. Zahra's head was getting sicker, his eyes were getting reddened and wide, his eye bags formed black libgkaran like panda eyes with a body that felt very weak because Zahra had not eaten anything since yesterday afternoon.

In such a state as the undead, Zahra rose from her bed, she performed the morning prayer and prepared to go to work, he wanted to leave this house immediately because he did not want to see the faces of his parents.

The extreme disappointment makes Zahra hostile to both parents, even durhakanya he did not want to talk with his parents even a little. Zahra was like being in a prison in her own house, so she wanted to quickly get out of her house because the discomfort she no longer found, she said, he also felt that no one was on Zahra's side and support.

"Zahra, you want to go to the office, son?" greet ummi Fatimah who absolutely does not ignore Zahra.

"Zahra, you don't have breakfast first, dear," said Abi, who was also no less attentive to her beloved daughter.

Zahra was wrong for being indifferent to both parents, especially to the father who was not at all familiar with Zahra's inner attitude and upheaval.

Zahra continued to step up, took her favorite motorcycle and rode her motorcycle without looking and looking at her parents. Being arrogant and disobedient to both parents who have given birth and raised him with all their heart and feelings, giving his best until the age of Zahra is almost three heads.

Yes, now Zahra just drove his vehicle at high speed, he no longer cares about his safety on the road, even he is willing if now God takes his life because he can no longer live a life that is no longer his.

Pip ..., pip ..., pip ....

The car horn rang so loud that Zahra was shocked to lose control.

Bruk ...

Zahra fell off her motorcycle with her entire body thrown onto the asphalt.

"Aw, sick!"

Zahra complained, she felt her entire body in pain when she slammed into the asphalt, so it felt too difficult to get up and stand back up. Luckily the highway was quiet so that the beautiful girl could breathe a sigh of relief because she did not have to rush up.

Zahra heard a figure she was very familiar with. Slowly the beautiful girl raised her head, looked for the source of the voice and found a handsome man coming towards her with a million obvious worries on her handsome face.

"Alex, are you here?" zahra said in a soft tone of voice as she endured the pain of the moment.

"You want to die, Zahra?" snapped Alex.

Alex's eyes bulged, his cheeks reddened, he looked angry and disappointed with Zahra. While Zahra looked resigned, there was nothing she could do but to be still bowed.

Zahra admitted that he was wrong, even the damn matchmaking made him no longer appreciate his precious life, he was completely helpless as if his earth had collapsed under the sky.

"Come, wake up!"

Alex carries Zahra's body, helping the girl rise, but it feels like all of Zahra's energy runs out until she feels unable to stand up. Yes, Zahra and Alex both fell to the asphalt.

"Zahra, what else? No drama!"

Alex's voice rose by several octaves, in a fit of annoyance the man snapped at Zahra until tears suddenly fell down Zahra's cheeks.

Zahra honestly cried not because Alex yelled, it's just the right time to pour all the burden that had been carried in the head and buried in the heart.

"Zahra, are you crying?"

Alex is indeed a man who really does not like to see women lebay, menye and spoiled like Zahra, because he thinks the woman must be strong and unyielding, do not be weak with the situation. But, as a woman, tears are one of the erasers of grief for Zahra, where she will feel more calm and peaceful after shedding all the tears that fell on her cheeks. Really, Alex is also a man who can not see the tears in the beautiful face of his best friend.

"I-I'm not crying!" zahra said in a stammering tone of voice with tears constantly flooding her cheeks.

"How can you not cry, tears flow down your cheeks. You're a real expert at lying, learning where?" alex said while pinching Zahra's nose which is very far from the word mancung.

"This is a flickering!"

Zahra sneered until the handsome man in front of her smiled. Yes, for a moment he felt very comforted by the light rants coming out of Alex's mouth, until the pain he felt disappeared even for a moment.

"Yuk stand!" alex said as he extended one hand to Zahra.

For a moment Zahra fell silent and did not make any movement.