
Arriving at home, Nasha went straight into the room regardless of Azhar. Nasha does not know if she should be happy because she has found her biological parents or if she should be angry and vent her anger on those who have thrown her away.
Azhar followed Nasha who was now crying a hiccup on her bed by hugging the bolster, even her back to vibrate. Nasha also felt very disappointed in her husband for having done a DNA test without Nasha's permission.
"Nasha.." softly Azhar, rubbed the wife's head "Sorry me yes.." she said so softly, so softly she made Nasha's cry even more so.
"You should have told me first." exclaimed Nasha amid her sobs.
"Yes I was wrong, I'm sorry..." Azhar still faithfully stroked the head of the wife.
"You should not permit them." Nasha grumbled again with a hiccup.
"I just feel sorry for them, honey. They've been looking for you all this time..."
"They're lying.." Nasha said as she sat down "They're rich, did it take that long to find me?"
"Then we meet them first, listen to their explanation now" Azhar said.
"Would, I hate them." said Nasha sharply, which made Azhar only sigh.
"Alright, I know you need time." said Azhar then relented, trying to understand the position and feelings of his wife, who was, even if Azhar was in Nasha's position, she might feel the same way, disappointed and angry.
"I have to go to the pesantren, I have a teaching schedule today. Aunt Asam also asked you, when can you go back to school, he said.." said Azhar then tried to melt the atmosphere "You still want to go to school in the boarding school?" tanya Azhar and Nasha nodded slowly. Because since entering the pesantren, Nasha has more knowledge and experience, especially about religion, a science that has never been taught by anyone to him since childhood.
"Do you want it now or tomorrow?" ask Azhar again, because like now the wife is in a very chaotic mood.
"Tomorrow, Azhar. I'm tired.." said Nasha as she wiped her tears.
Azhar stood up and was about to go to the pesantren, but suddenly she remembered the last time Nasha was left alone at home, a very bad thing happened.
"Honey, change clothes, go to school now yes.." cried Azhar "I don't want you alone at home" said Azhar later.
Nasha who understood Azhar's intentions nodded, remembering what happened before her also made Nasha afraid and shudder in horror.
Nasha quickly takes her school uniform and her book, then she changes her clothes and goes to the boarding school with Azhar.
.........
Ramos is now better off receiving arrest warrants from the police over Mr. Niranjan's report. Mama Ramos also now accompanied her son and asked Ramos to admit his mistake.
He gripped the report letter with anger, while Ruben who is beside him can only be silent because Nasha's case has been completed in the trial and all the evidence and witnesses who freed Nasha can be ballast in the Ramos case.
"Please, Ram.." asked Jessica to say "By confessing, your sentence can be lighter and also not waste time with a late trial. Yeah, Honey..."
"Mama do not need to interfere." said Ramos annoyed.
"Ram..." snapped Jessica angrily "Mama never taught you to be a bad person like this, why did you become like this?"
"Don't help her, Jess.." exclaimed Ruben did not accept "She's like this also because of you, just try to pay more attention to Ramos"
"That's enough." cried Ramos "You two are the same...
.........
At the boarding school, Nasha entered the class as usual. But this time the view of his classmate who was still a boy looked different.
Nasha believes they must have known the calamity that befell Nasha.
Nasha sat in her usual spot, next to Vienna. Vienna also stared fixedly at Nasha.
"Why?" asked Nasha cynically.
"His wife is Ustadz Azhar, hehe." replied Vienna grinning that made Nasha laugh a little, because she thought her friend's friend was staring at Nasha because of the abuse case in her natural, because she was a friend of hers, uh it turns out due to the fact she was the wife of Ustadz Azhar.
"How are you, Sister Nasha?" ask another classmate.
"Good" Nasha replied with her faint smile.
When the Ustadzah came, they immediately fell silent and sat neatly, Ustadzah Nasha who saw Nasha in her class also immediately threw a smile as if welcoming Nasha's arrival.
Nasha took the class as usual until it was over, and after the class was over. Nasha waited for Azhar in front of her class.
"Sha..." Nasha immediately looked up at the soft voice, she found Maryam who was currently holding her son.
"Ning Maryam." said Nasha as she sat down.
"I'm glad to see you back, Nasha.." said Maryam and Nasha just smiling kindly "How are you?" ask Mary again.
"I'm fine, Alhamdulillah." exclaimed Nasha and immediately he remembered Abi Khalil who had told the story of Maryam who was also almost harassed, even the condition of Maryam much more at that time. Nasha's eyes glazed over, but her lips forced a smile.
"What's wrong?" ask Maryam softly.
"It's okay, I just... Just think you're a very strong woman" said Nasha and Maryam who understand where Nasha's talk is also only able to reveal a faint smile.
"You're so much stronger, Sha. You are able to defend yourself, you are a tough woman, Azhar is very lucky to get a wife like you" said Maryam while fondling her son.
Nasha noticed that, how Maryam fondled the son with love. Reminds Nasha of her childhood.
"Life is so unfair." Nasha murmured later.
"Why do you talk that way, Sha?"
"You know what, Ning Maryam? My parents threw me away when I was a baby, but I didn't ask to be born. My adoptive parents were very authoritarian, but I never asked to be adopted. And because of them, I almost..." Nasha was unable to continue her words, while Maryam faithfully listened to Nasha's grievances carefully "It feels like everyone is choking me with anger and hatred, I have nothing wrong with them"
"The servant that is tested does not mean that he is hated, Nasha.." said Maryam then "The servant that is tested because Allah knows that His servant is able to pass his test, and everyone can do wrong. Either because they are unconscious or forced, but whatever the reason, you must learn to forgive. Not for them, but for yourself, for your peace. Forgiving is hard what else to someone who has hurt us so deeply, but we will live more difficult lives if we live in hatred. It will make our hearts always claustrophobic, life is not calm, and easily angry" said Maryam but Nasha like her disapprove of Maryam's words, the hatred he had for those around him made Nasha feel she would never forgive them.