
Nasha tried to reflect on all the words of her husband, her small heart justifies what Azhar said but her heartache was also difficult to control.
"Dreaming, Neng?" exclaiming Elin while nudging Nasha with his shoulders, Nasha is currently sitting in the hallway campus, aloof and thinking about what he experienced in his life so far.
"Lin, now I know who my parents are." said Nasha Lirih who made Elin gaping wide.
"Cooking? Wh who? Where are they now?" asked Elin curiously.
"Tante Anjana and Om Niranjan" Nasha replied half in a whisper and Elin was surprised and her mouth was gaping wider.
"Don't joke with you, Sha.." cried Elin later.
"They've done DNA tests, Azhar gave them my hair when I was in prison, and they're my parents" nasha replied again and suddenly Elin hugged Nasha's body with anxiety, the news made Elin feel happy for her friend.
"Well, Nasha... So you're Hanin's brother? Son of the conglomerate, ugh... Luckily I have your best friend" said Elin still hugging Nasha even rocking their body shake.
"Ish, how are you happy anyway, Lin?" asked Nasha pouting.
"That's really happy, dear Nasha... You can finally meet your real family. Oh my God, beyond expectations really know any? I think you are thrown out because your family people do not have, continue to have difficulty eating, then you are thrown away" said Elin revealed what was in his mind so far.
Ever since she became friends with Nasha and knew her life story, Elin had always thought maybe the Nasha family threw her away because of economic problems.
"That's what pisses me off and pisses me off, Lin. They're rich, why dump me? When I was 3 days old, Lin. You know how I feel knowing all that?" tukas Nasha between angry and sad.
Elin who heard the words of his best friend could only try to understand Nasha's feelings and position.
"Indeed, you've asked why they did that?" ask Elin again.
"No, I don't want to see them, Lin.." said Nasha with a sour face.
"Have you asked Azhar? He might know." asked Elin again.
"He didn't want to tell, he said let them tell me the same story directly.." replied Nasha then "I really don't think, why would they throw me away? What's my fault? And they also adopted a child, Hanin was an adopted child." said Nasha again.
"Try your shadow, Lin. Children themselves are abandoned, children are adopted..."
"Sha.." exclaimed Elin as she looked at the two biological parents Nasha was currently standing not far from them, even Bu Anjana was seen dripping with tears, maybe he heard what Nasha said.
"They have a heart, that's it.." said Nasha again who has not realized the presence of the person he was talking about at this time.
"Sha..." Elin hissed, gesturing for Nasha to be quiet but it seemed that her best friend did not understand.
"Do they know what I've been going through since I was a kid? It hurts so much every time I remember my childhood, I always pray that God gives me family, I thought having a family would make me feel happy and I was really happy when someone would adopt me. But what's real?"
Nasha's tears just trickled down as she recalled how her life had gone on all this time. Nasha wiped those tears with the back of her hand. Elin could not hide her sadness when she heard the story of the best friend, until the soft voice of someone behind her.
"We're sorry, honey..." Nasha instantly froze to death hearing that soft, quivering voice. Slowly he turned his head and found both of his biological parents behind him.
"We are sorry for what we did to you" Bu Anjana said again and he stepped closer to Nasha.
"Sorry because we are so unfair to you, sorry because of us, you are living a life of suffering" said Bu Anjana with tears.
"We beg you, my son." said Bu Anjana again with a choked voice and tears getting louder as he called Nasha as my son, tears also can not be weathered when staring at the parents of his biological.
Nasha was eager to run and run into their arms, but Nasha was also still heartbroken over what they were doing.
"Give us a chance once, son. We will make up for all our mistakes" Mr. Niranjan said softly. While Nasha was still closing her lips tightly, not knowing what to say.
"Nasha, we beg you..." Bu Anjana even pleaded with increasingly heavy tears, making Nasha feel unbearable to them. Her own tears were also flowing more and more.
"We beg you, dear... We don't want to lose you anymore" said Anjana.
"But you threw me away." said Nasha then stammered, even her breath as if stuck in her throat.
"Yes, we know, we were wrong. Forgive us..."
"Why did you guys do that? what is my fault?" exclaim Nasha trying hard to face this reality.
"You're not wrong, we're wrong, we're sorry" said Mr. Niranjan even his eyes were glazed. While Bu Anjana can only cry because Nasha still does not want to accept and forgive them.
"What can I gain from your regrets? 20 Years, for 20 years you lived happily throwing away an innocent baby. You live in treasure, then how can you throw me away? why?" nasha asked half-screaming, no matter if anyone heard her scream at this moment, she just wanted to let out the tightness that was in her heart.
"We had to.." lirih Bu Anjana later.
"Why? Why did it have to be? I'm ai..." Nasha immediately looked at the two humans with nanar, Nasha thought of a possibility why they did all this. A possibility that is shameful and a disgrace.
"What my birth is.... A disgrace?" nasha asked with a piercing look, and the question was really striking right in the hearts of her biological parents, they were unable to answer and could only look down embarrassed and regretful.
"So right?" ask Nasha again who didn't get an answer from them.
"We're sorry, honey." said Bu Anjana later.
"You guys made a mistake, then why should I be the one in the law?" nasha asked back half-screaming, now her anger was mounting on both her parents and her disappointment was getting bigger.
"I'm sorry, son. That time... We are afraid, we are afraid of our families, we are ashamed of people. We don't want to tarnish our family's good name until someone finds out that we... We have a child outside the wedding" said Bu Anjana, who stunned Nasha.
"Good name?" hiss Nasha then and he looked up at his biological parents' guts "You guys keep a good name, which is just an assumption? Do you think throwing out a newborn can keep your good name? You're uprooting your baby just for that good name? What's the good name for if your behavior is so bad? Indeed you are not ashamed to speak your good name while you willingly throw away your baby?"
Nasha's question managed to make both parents silenced with the same tears flowing profusely, they could only look at Nasha so softly and heartily. They also can't avoid that what Nasha said was true.
"Then let's just say I'm dead. Let your good names stay awake..."