True Love Never Ends
The Part 139
Abi Fadlan checked Azhar's breath in her nose, examined Azhar's pulse and instantly she could only be silent stiff with tears rushing down her cheeks.
"Innalillahi wa Innalillahi rojiun"
Nasha's tears were getting broken as well as the cries of Ummi Rifa, Nasha immediately put her head on the chest of the husband and she was no longer feeling the heartbeat of her beloved husband.
"Azhar, wake...."
"I beg you, dear..."
"Don't leave me, I beg you, Azhar"
"Azhar!!!!" Nasha is so hysterical and she desperately wishes Azhar heard her call and returned to her, but fate says otherwise. Fate has gone according to his lines.
Ummi Rifa fell limp on the side of the body of the son, his chest so tight as if he would also lose his breath.
While Abi Fadlan was also so hard to accept his reality, he held his chest where his heart seemed to stop beating. Her pain was so painful when she saw her son had breathed his last.
"Son.." lirih Abi Fadlan stroked Azhar's head until at the end he fell unconscious, it made Ummi Rifa and Nasha more hysterical.
While Mr. Niranjan and the others immediately ran up when they heard the hysterical scream.
" Call an ambulance." exclaimed Mr. Surya and he immediately checked the state of Abi Fadlan whose head is currently on the lap by Ummi Rifa. His pulse was so weak that it made him anxious, but when he saw Nasha who was still in bed. Then he looked at Azhar who was already so pale.
Mr. Surya checked Azhar's pulse and immediately Mr. Surya was silent at the sculpting.
"It is impossible." said Bu Anjana lirih.
Nasha's cry broke again, Bu Anjana immediately crawled up onto the bed and immediately pulled Nasha into her arms, trying to calm her daughter who is currently still hysterical.
"You should be able to bring him to treatment faster." exclaimed Nasha emotionally, Bu Anjana can only hold him tighter.
"Why don't you guys bring her medicine." cried again in the middle of her sobbing.
"Azhar's..."
"Azhar.." she kept calling her husband's name until suddenly her body weakened and she also lost consciousness.
Bu Anjana laid Nasha slowly beside Azhar, wiping away her daughter's tears while her own tears flowed so profusely.
Ummi Rifa was still in the same state, her son died, her husband had a heart attack and her son-in-law fainted because he could not face the stinking reality of his life. Ummi Rifa also shouted hysterically to vent all the pain in his heart.
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The night had come, the day had become so dark that the sun had returned to its place. But it is not as dark as it is when there is still moonlight in the sky, which is surrounded by stars that are so beautiful, beautiful.
In the past, he was called Ustadz Azhar, now, he was the late Azhar.
That's how life, which doesn't exist, there will be no return.
Not everything will be eternal, not happiness, not suffering.
The house of the deceased has now been filled by people who serve, come to pray and give condolences.
When a person has become a corpse, then bathing, pardoning and sholati is the real separation between him and this mortal world.
The sadness left behind is unstoppable, the tears seem endless and continue to flow freely on the cheeks that have been caused. While lips that vibrate because of crying must also keep chanting prayer.
Nasha, I don't know what trials he didn't feel. All he has felt.
What's more now, when he lost a figure that was so meaningful to him, the father of a fetus that had not even even 4 months in his womb. Nasha felt as if all the suffering in this world was hitting her right now.
The weight of this ordeal even made Nasha think that perhaps death was much better for her.
But not when he saw the mother of his late husband, who was certainly much more hit than himself. What's more when his father-in-law had a heart attack and had to be treated intensively in the hospital.
Does destiny mean something so unfair?
Who let a father not even take his own son to his last resting place.
Who let a father not have the opportunity to see his child born and not let a child be welcomed by his father when he was born into this world. Didn't let him be adopted by his father when he was born into this world.
Nasha saw her mother-in-law who was like a body without a soul, she was surrounded by so many people who supported her, encouraged her and prayed for her, yet it is still like a soulless body in solitude and loneliness.
Nasha's best friend and sauadara sauadara also came to give his support to Nasha.
"The strong, brother. We are all here" Mera said so gently, Nasha was unable to respond. He could only breathe so heavily, then get out of his seat and walk toward his mother-in-law.
Nasha sits in front of a middle-aged woman who plays a very big role in the life of Nasha and her husband. Who has loved Nasha like her own biological daughter.
"Nnnl..." Nasha called out to her with a voice that was almost gone, then she hugged her and tears fell back on her cheeks.
"Nothing is eternal, what else does the life of someone who is in destiny have its limits. But there will be times when all will be eternal...." Nasha spoke still while hugging her mother-in-law "That's life after death" she continued in a choked voice.
"Azhar left this mortal world, for everlasting life, and God willing a much better life, Ummi"
"Said Azhar, whatever it is, it is because of God's will, and whatever his will, it is because God loves us equally, patiently and sincerely, we must learn to do those two things"
Ummi Rifa who had been silent since just now was back crying hysterically and she returned the embrace of her daughter-in-law.
What Nasha said was also often Azhar told him a long time ago, since the first time his father was diagnosed with heart disease.
"Azhar needs our prayers and our sincerity to let her go, let her calm down and wait for us there" said Nasha again who again made her Ummi more hysterical.
As a mother, what she expected was her son who would take her to her final resting place, instead of her delivering her child like this.
.........
Nasha strengthened her determination to see Azhar while Azhar in the cafeteria, Nasha looked at the shady face for the last time, a handsome face that made her stunned when she first saw her.
Nasha kissed all her forehead long enough, as a farewell kiss that she will surely miss. The kiss descended on the husband's eyelids, where both eyes were looking at him softly and lovingly.
Once in the cafeteria, now the body of the husband will soon be sholati in the mosque not far from Nasha's house. Of course Nasha participated in her mensholati, once again, as a farewell greeting with her husband.
While Ummi Rifa's condition is not possible so he remains at home and is guarded by both Nasha's mother.
Once in sholati, now the body will be brought to his last house, the house he will occupy until the end of the world later.
The sentence tahlil accompanied the corpse faithfully until it reached its place.
Both Papa Nahsa and Harry were the ones who went into Lahat's burrow to put Nasha's husband's body to sleep.
After all of her was done, the clay was back in the lid with the ground lid and Nasha also picked up a handful of soil and dropped her.
"Good way, honey. Wait for me there, your true love..."