
"You saw how happy Nasha was with Azhar, and Azhar was like a very nice and polite man"
Surya said while removing her clothes and replacing her with a piayam, while Raya just kept quiet with a straight-forward look while hugging a photo of her daughter, Laura.
"Ma..." Surya touched the soft shoulder of Raya but Raya instead brushed her off violently.
"I'm her mother, I have the right to determine her life" exclaimed the emotional Kingdom, she got out of bed. Taking the medicine bottle, taking out his few seeds and then he swallowed his.
"Stop drinking that, when will you be?" exclaim Surya angrily. Raya did not push him, he returned to bed and lay down there.
Since Laura's death, Raya can not be separated from the depression drug. But when Nasha comes to their family life, Raya starts to get better. But when he feels angry if his will is not followed, then he will become depressed and return to taking depression drugs. Therefore, all this time Surya can not do much when Raya imposes her will on their children, their children, what else sometimes Raya threatens to kill herself and assume Surya no longer cares about her.
"I will stop all this if you can obey what I want." said Raya later.
"What else do you want, Ma?"
"I want Nasha to marry Ramos, you have to persuade her"
"Oh my God.." growled Surya "Why should we always force him?"
"I said persuade, not force." cried Raya angry.
"I beg you, Ma. This time alone, let Nasha choose her way of life. What else is this about marriage..."
"Azhar will not be able to love him anything, while Ramos can give everything for Nasha. Love is nonsense, after marriage love is not applicable" said Raya.
"But, Ma..." Raya covered her ears with a pillow and she began to close her eyes. This is always the end of all husband and wife talks.
.........
The next day, Nasha's face looks sparkling because she thinks her life is now in her hands.
"Good morning, Pa. Tumben is still at home" Nasha said with a big smile. Seeing Nasha's smile, Surya could not bear to ask Nasha to leave Azhar, but if not...
"Darling.." call Surya softly "May Papa speak for a moment?"
"Can you just say what, Pa?" nasha asked as she chewed on the apple she was holding.
"We talked in the living room, on the sofa" Surya and Nasha said, beginning to smell a bad scent, his feeling of saying what his Papa would say was not a good thing.
Now Nasha and Surya are sitting on the sofa, they are facing each other. Surya seems hard to talk, but he has no other choice
"Pa..." exclaimed Nasha because her father was still silent "What do you want to say? About my relationship with Azhar?" great-grandson Nasha.
"Yes, son." replied Surya in a low voice "Papa thought you should just accept Ramos"
Deg
Nasha's heart stopped beating hearing what her father had just said. The apple he chewed even tasted very bitter and was very difficult to swallow. Nasha was still speechless as Surya continued to stare at her guiltily.
"Sha..." Surya tries to touch Nasha's shoulder but Nasha dodges.
"Why, Pa?" nasha asked softly, she looked at Surya with glassy eyes and in the end she could no longer hold back her tears "I know, I know, materially Azhar is indeed under Ramos if that is what Papa is concerned about. But money won't guarantee me happiness, will it?"
"For your Mama's sake, dear.." persuaded Surya "Yes, you want to accept Ramos. He is also a good man and Papa believes slowly you can definitely forget Azhar and love Ramos" said Surya trying to convince Nasha.
Nasha shook her head and her sobs could no longer hold "I can't, Pa. Please just this once understand my feelings, Pa.." lirih Nasha again in the middle of her sobs.
"Son..." Surya clasped Nasha's hand "We understand, but trust us as your parents. We're doing this for your own good, Sha. For the sake of your future, yes, Papa please be with you, dear"
Nasha pulled her hand slowly, she stared so miserably at her foster father. His tears continued to flow without stopping.
Nasha covered her face with both palms of her hands, her sobs getting broken.
"Sha, Papa.." Surya's speech was cut off when his phone rang, Surya glanced at his watch and he just remembered this morning he had an appointment with his patient.
"Darling, think again. And please forgive Papa, son.." said Surya but Nasha did not bother him.
Mbok Tanti who actually accidentally listened to the chat Surya and Nasha had become very concerned about the young Miss. Mbok Tanti approached Nasha with a glass of water.
"Miss..." Mbok Tanti touched Nasha's shoulder slowly "Minim first, let it calm down.." said softly.
"I want to die, I think yes, Mbok.." said Nasha still covered in tears.
"Sshhtt, don't talk like that, Non. Sins..."
"But why would I live if I didn't even have the right to decide my way of life"
"God willing, there is a way." said Mbok again. He also helps Nasha drink water so that Nasha can be a little calmer.
"Where's mom?" nasha asked then while rubbing her face rough and she tried to stop herself as hiccups.
"Still not awake, Nope..."
Nasha just nodded and he immediately climbed into his room, took his backpack and car keys. Nasha has to go to college because in an hour she has class.
"Looks like God didn't make me happy." Nasha murmured.
.........
Dilan looked at the photo of Nasha that he kept on his phone, the photo he took silent since a few months ago.
"You are really beautiful." muttered Dilan with a big smile.
"Who?" Dilan immediately turned off his phone when he heard Elin's voice from behind him.
"What's that?" asked Dilan while looking over and he found Elin staring suspiciously at him.
"So you said 'you're really pretty'. Who's that?" asked Elin coldly.
Dilan chuckles, he points to a kitten wandering in the campus yard "Cat tuh.." exclaimed Dilan, and Elin believes it because he knows Dilan is a cat lover, because he knows Dilan is a cat lover, she even has a beautiful cat in her house.
"If you like, take it home" Elin said, chuckling.
Dilan just scratched his head while grinning.
"Let's take me to class." said Dilan and he pulled Elin into his class.
"Nasha hasn't come yet either." muttered Elin as she reached her class.
"Maybe still on the road." said Dilan "Yes, I went to my class first" he continued and he went from there.
When Dilan was about to return to class yes, he saw Nasha who was walking slowly, he looked very weak.
"Nasha.." call Dilan, and feel himself on the call, Nasha turned her head.
Suddenly his gaze became blurry, a faint faint faint he saw Dilan running towards his direction.
"You're gonna.... Nasha.." cried Dilan when Nasha even collapsed, but fortunately Dilan swiftly caught Nasha's body and he immediately carried her.
Dilan hurriedly brought Nasha to the UKS and he passed one of Nasha's classmates.
While Elin was still standing in the doorway waiting for Nasha "Why are you standing here?" ask one of her new classmates.
"Wait for Nasha." replied Elin.
"Lah, I saw Nasha in the same car as Dilan" replied his friend because he won not see that Nasha fainted.
"What's? Meanin?" asked Elin and her friend it was just putting on an indifferent shoulder.
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Tbc....