
Nasha slept on her back in the middle of the bed, she folded her hands over her belly and her gaze stared at the sky sky of her room, Nasha rethinking her encounter with Maria as well as her son.
Nasha still could not believe her feeling if Maria had tried to kill herself twice, the woman beraras bule looked fine and looked very happy. What made him want to kill himself?
Because of that disgraceful child?
"But he says now he loves his son very much." murmured Nasha.
"If he grows up, will he also be angry and disappointed?" nasha asked herself because Khair's fate was the same as her fate "His feelings were impossible, Mary did not throw away her child, but my parents threw me away" he went back to talking to himself.
"Honey.." call Azhar who made Nasha jump in shock, Azhar went into his room with a small plate containing cake that Bu Anjana gave to Nasha.
"Your son, will you?" tanya Azhar and Nasha sat leaning on the head of the bed and then shook their heads slowly.
"Where have you been?" nasha asked half a whine.
"Work, darling" replied Azhar and he sat next to Nasha, feeding the two of me to his wife and the wife even gaping wide "His word does not want, how the hell" azhar's gerutu made Nasha crybaby.
"Darling, can I ask you a question?" nasha asked after she swallowed her cake.
"You ask what it is?"
"Mary's son is not her husband's son now?" nasha asked doubtfully.
"Why do you ask that?" Azhar asked back because she did not want to talk about it, because after all Khair's status was actually a disgrace to Mary.
"Tadi Maria herself said, is it true that Khair is an illegitimate child like me?" nasha asked again which made Azhar immediately take a deep breath.
"Darling, it's not good to talk about someone else's disgrace, is it? Also, try not to think about your status, Nasha. Later you even more depressed and even more hate your parents. Try to make peace with the situation, yes." Pinta Azhar softly.
Nasha just kept quiet and lowered her head, Nasha also wanted the same thing, made peace with the circumstances, accepted the reality. But it feels so hard.
"Hey..." Azhar flanked Nasha's chin, made her look up and looked her in the eye "I know this is hard for you, I understand your feelings" Azhar said.
"You're why just spoiled it like me, hm? If I die later, who would you like to spoil?" ask Azhar.
"Ish, don't talk dead ah, later I cry you know." said Nasha who again made Azhar chuckle.
.........
Bu Anjana seems to be getting better, what else after getting news from Mera if Nasha asks her circumstances.
"Mama.." call Hanin to Mama's.
"Why, Nin?" ask Bu Anjana.
"Mama from earlier looks happy again, Nasha called?" ask Hanin.
"Related, Nin. Mama also did not dare to call him, but said Mera earlier she asked the situation of Mama. Happy Mama.." replied Bu Anjana who made Hanin smile.
"Alhamdulillah then, Ma. Why don't you try to talk to Mr. Azhar, to invite Nasha to stay here" Hanin suggested.
"Indeed Nasha would want to? Mera said, she's still sniffling"
"Then he talked to Mr. Azhar, Mama. Nasha was if asked to do the same Mr. Azhar would want to do anything, not just stay here, be told to plunge into the ocean also would want to" said Hanin who made Bu Anjana laugh because he thought Hanin was just joking. Her real Hanin is serious and she knows Nasha well.
"Mama, I'm serious. Nasha loved Mr. Azhar very much and always obeyed Mr. Azhar" said Hanin again who made Bu Anjana think of the attractive offer.
"Okey, thank you Nin for the advice" said Bu Anjana.
"Why should you thank me? That's just a little advice, Ma. It is precisely I who should thank you because Mama has adopted me, giving the perfect family for me" said Hanin full haru and it reminded Bu Anjana to Nasha.
"Nasha is much more entitled to this happiness, Ma" he continued.
"You are equally entitled, Son" said Bu Anjana "May you three be brothers who love and support each other. Mama's not gonna treat you guys differently, you're the same Mama's kid"