True Love Never Ends
The Part 55

The clock has shown that at 12 o'clock, Ummi Rifa has fallen asleep while Nasha is awake. He kept thinking about his Mama Papa and Harry. How is Harry without Nasha there? And does Mama really not want Nasha anymore? Nasha loved them very much.

Unable to sleep, Nasha came out of her room. He walked without direction, until he came out of the residence area of Umm Mufar. Nasha sat in the courtyard there staring at the dark night sky, her heart kept asking questions right did he take?

" I guessed it..."

"Eh..." Nasha immediately stood up in shock hearing that raucous voice. Nasha saw Abi Khalil in his white robe standing behind "Sorry, Kiai... I'm..."

"Call Abi, Nasha." said Abi Khalil. Then he invited Nasha to sit back in the chair that was there "Azhar told him all, I already consider Azhar like my own grandson. So that means you will be my daughter-in-law." said the Kiai. Nasha smiled at that, Azhar was surrounded by noble people. No wonder Azhar also has a very noble nature like them.

"Sorry, Abi... If I am troublesome" Nasha said with a bow.

"Absolutely not, son. Abi wanted to go back to the room, and saw that there was a pensive girl here. Abi thought it must be you." said Abi Khalil.

"Nasha can't sleep, Bi.." said Nasha slowly.

"I see, the problem you are facing right now is not easy. But believe me, there is a time. So will come the time of your happiness later, and you are not wrong to choose a partner. Azhar is a very nice, mature and responsible man. He will take care of you and guide you, and remember! Never leave him in any circumstances, for a man like Azhar will not be easy to find"

"Yes, he's a very nice guy" Nasha replied still lowered her head.

"Nasha.." call Abi Khalil and Nasha looks up, looks at Abi Khalil for a bit but then he looks down again "Son, marriage is not the end of your love journey. That is precisely the beginning of the real journey, and there is no way that you are not tested, a test that can come from all directions. But you have to keep the marriage even though there may be problems that you think you are not willing to undergo, but you will be able as long as you continue to walk with your husband and continue to surrender to God. The test is from Him, and sometimes God tests his chosen servant with a very mild test"

Nasha listened carefully to what Abi Khalil said, his old condition made Abi Khalil speak slowly and in a low voice.

"The Prophets and Apostles were tested with a very extraordinary test, of course. They are Prophets and Apostles, and there are some who are tested so heavily while they are not Prophets and Apostles. But they are servants of extraordinary choice, one of which is Maryam daughter of Hanah and Imran, Mother of Prophet Jesus. As a woman, her chastity is everything. But when he was tested through his chastity, in doubt of his chastity, it was an extraordinarily painful blow. But sometimes, the test can turn into a gift. My granddaughter has also experienced the same thing, her price as a woman has been destroyed in such a way. He was devastated, but all of that had its wisdom. You just need to be sincere and patient, God tested His servant according to his ability. And from every test, God will raise his degree"

Nasha understood what Abi Khalil was trying to explain, but she began to not understand the last sentence Abi Khalil said. Even so Nasha still listened well to "Son, you are also a special servant of God. The test you have experienced since you were a child, or maybe even since you were born you have been welcomed with a very heavy test, it is not because your destiny is unfair. But because you're special and you're so capable of getting past it"

"God willing, Bi.." replied Nasha. Abi Khalil stood up and Nasha also stood up "Abi rest first, you also have to rest. If you can't sleep because you're not calm, pray, son. Pour your heart out to the owner, ask for His guidance and ask for His Mercy. Don't forget, pray for your parents"

"Yes, Bi. Thank you" said Nasha and Abi Khalil just nodded then he left from there.

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Meanwhile, Azhar who also can not sleep chose to pay her respects to her Lord. Asking for guidance and guidance on everything he is facing right now.

Azhar doesn't know if this is right or wrong, but Azhar believes it's best.

"O Allah, guide me in my steps. If I'm wrong, please, and give me a lead on the right path. O Lord, if my steps are right, then strengthen me so that I may continue on this path even though it is very hard. Give us Your mercy, and give your guidance to Nasha's parents. May they open their hearts to us, for Thou art a guide, a Merciful "

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After performing sunnah prayers two rakaat, Nasha berdizkir then he raised both his hands.

"O Allah, the servant is but your little peril so weak and helpless against the great and hard of the world. Verily, Thou art all-powerful, give the servant the strength to live life in this world. And Servant please, tap Mama Raya's heart to be able to love me sincerely as Nasha. I love her so much, as an unconditional mother. Yes Rabb, my birth mother threw me away and I don't know why. And now my foster mother also threw me away, just because I love your servant so sholeh and proper. O Lord, allow the servant to have a loving, harmonious family and do not let the servant be thrown away again. It hurts so much, God, I... I don't want to lose anymore..."

Ummi Rifa woke up when she heard the soft voice and sobs of Nasha's cry, she was involuntarily crying to hear the hypocrisy of her future daughter-in-law. Feeling sorry for the fate of the innocent girl, he never asked to be born. But he was born only to be thrown away, he also never asked to be adopted. But he was adopted just to be a puppet.

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Tbc...