
Due to the insistence of Mera and Harry, Nasha must represent her two younger siblings to talk to their parents about Mera and Harry's relationship.
Of course Nasha had no other choice when her sister threatened to elope.
After saying what his two sisters wanted, it turned out that the two Nasha families were happy to welcome.
Especially Bu Anjana who does not want Mera to make the same mistakes as her first self.
"In return, you must be my driver until I give birth" it was Nasha and Mera's agreement.
As a result, Mera really has to be Nasha's driver wherever her sister goes. In addition to fulfilling her late husband's order not to drive until giving birth, Nasha also half pranks Mera with it.
Now the content of Nasha has been getting bigger, he continues to do routine examinations, sometimes he is in the pottery of his mother-in-law, sometimes accompanied by his adoptive mother and alternating with his biological mother.
Nasha can now also feel the movement of her child in her stomach, and it is as if treating the loneliness of Nasha without her husband on Nasha's side. It comforts Nasha and gives her immense happiness and also to her extended family.
Nasha was also forced to take a leave of absence from college to his doctorate but he continued to attend school in the boarding school, because it is true, said Azhar, who was not involved in the study, islamic education is very Nasha need what else she will not only be a mother figure but also a father figure for her child later.
Nasha must prepare all her for the presence of her child, being the mother, father, friend and best friend of her child.
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"Sha.." Ummi's voice was followed by the open door. Nasha is currently cleaning her room as usual, but her stomach is already very big because it has entered the age of 9 months makes Nasha difficult to move and very easily tired.
"Sha, what are you, son?" ummi Rifa.
"Clean clean, Ummi. Come in, Ummi." said Nasha.
"Ummi and Abi want to go to court, son. Mera came to the house?" ask Ummi Rifa.
"The word is so, Ummi. Tonight Mera wants to stay here" Nasha said.
At the end of this win Mera often stayed at Nasha's house and slept in the guest room, it was at Nasha's request that if he went anywhere, he could not, Mera is always ready and again he also pranks Mera, so that Mera does not wander.
"Oh so, yes already then. We'll be a minute, son. If there is anything, or you feel mules, call Ummi right away" the message was always delivered Ummi Rifa every time he wanted to leave the house, making Nasha chuckle.
"Yes, Ummi. The doctor said at least two weeks later his body, do not worry" said Nasha while opening the drawer and removing the book there. Then Nasha cleaned the drawer and after that returned the book to its original place.
But a black journal caught his attention because several times Nasha saw her late husband was holding the journal.
Shortly afterwards there was a loud voice Mera who was saying her greeting and the voice of Abi Fadlan who answered her greeting.
"That's a loud sound too yes, it's like a toak" said Nasha who made Ummi Rifa immediately laugh.
"Yes, just like his sister" said Ummi Rifa who made Nasha crybaby.
"Yes already, Ummi go first. Take care of yourself, son" the message again.
"Yes, Ummi. Ummi is also careful yes." said Nasha then he sat on the edge of the bed when his Ummi was out of the room.
Nasha opened the book and a smile instantly rose on her lips as she recognized the writing inside the book was the handwriting of her husband.
"Love is crazy, just saw the handwriting is happy just as degregan, what else if you see the person" muttered Nasha.
He read the contents of the book which turned out to be Azhar's expression of feelings for his family and especially for Nasha and their future child.
"Honey, to me you are my true love. True love is not just living together and dying together.
True love has a greater meaning than all of that.
True love is love that teaches you the true meaning of life, which leads you to the true owner and creator of love.
True love is love that gives light when darkness strikes.
True love gives hope when everything feels so pseudo and as if it is not directed.
True love that awakens you, strengthens you when you are at your lowest.
True love is his matchless hope, dream, strength, and happiness even though you are in the waves that will be ready to throw you to the point where everything will be so difficult, sick, and painful, and dark.
That's what I feel for you even if I have to face such a bitter reality.
Honey, there's nothing more painful in my life than when I have to watch you slump, weak and cry while I'm not on your side to cheer up and wipe away your tears"
Nasha wiped away her tears that were now falling soaked on the white paper, she took a deep breath and exhaled her slowly, winning her heart that was back pounding with mixed feelings. Nasha opened the next sheet and the contents were more or less the same. About Azhar's expression of feelings, Azhar's message and so on.
In the next sheet, Azhar wrote something that Nasha never imagined.
"Nasha my dear, my love. When I leave later, then it will make you also have to act as a father for our son.
While you're so young, you deserve even more happiness, honey.
Therefore, if there is a man who comes to you, falls in love with you, then I am glad if you accept his love as long as the man also loves our child.
Your life is still long, my dear. So does your future, start a new life. Full of laughs and achieve the happiness you always dreamed of, a harmonious and loving family"
"Ish, Papa why is that so?" nasha grumbled while pouting, as if Azhar was really speaking at her at this moment.
Nasha reopened the next sheet.
Nasha my wife, the most beautiful woman in the world, the sweetest and cutest.
Nasha is my soul mate, my heart lover. Sorry I'm not perfect, sorry if I can't accompany you to check your womb again, sorry if I can't accompany you when we give birth to our first child later. I'm sorry if I can't take our son to the bailout later.
Really, I'm sorry, habibti. Sorry I can't keep you company until old age.
Honey, I love you, with all my soul and all my heart"
"Ehem..." Nasha immediately jumped in shock when she heard Mera who cleared her throat.
"Khusyuk, Neng. Read the mantra?" tanya Mera then breezed into Nasha's room.
"Yes, the spell is easy to give birth" said Nasha who made Mera grimace.
"Can he? The musician?"
"Astagfirullah, yes. If only prayer and encouragement" Nasha replied as she glared.