True Love Never Ends

True Love Never Ends
The Part 32


"You're getting married to Ramos!"


"I WANT TO!" nasha is spontaneous. He even immediately stood up and looked at his two elders boldly.


"Sha, listen to us first, son.." persuaded the mother to try gently.


"Sorry, Ma. But whatever the reason I can't" Nasha said again.


"And this is marriage, Pa, Ma. You should ask first Sister Nasha because who is undergoing the marriage is her" continued Harry who is also no less surprised with Nasha. He even looks much more angry with seme menaan both parents.


"Har, try to think. Nasha will be Ramos' wife, Nasha will have a luxurious and happy life. Ramos, the sole heir to Mas Ruben's and Jessica's wealth, will have everything if he marries Ramos"


Nasha massaged her head that hurt hearing what her Mama said, right what she said? Nasha's adoptive parents only looked at people through their social status.


"I don't want to get married just because of the treasure, Ma!" firmly Nasha with eyes that have glazed.


"Sit, Nasha. We're talking about this!" surya orders but Nasha shakes her head.


"Sorry, Pa. But this is my life, entering that married life is not as easy as entering college, Pa. It's about my life, my feelings, I have a right to choose my way of life" Nasha said in a trembling voice, she was afraid in fact, very afraid to go against her parents' will. But Nasha remembered Harry's words, she deserves to be happy and has the right to choose the path of her life. What's more is now Azhar, who has become her heart's lover. Then how could Nasha accept another man in her life?


"Nasha..." Angered Raya who like her has begun to provoke her emotions "You think well, is there a better man than Ramos to be your life companion? He loves you, he's successful, what else is lacking?" say Raya with a high tone.


"Because I don't love her, Ma. That's a lack, and that's a huge deficiency"


"Come on, Nasha. That love can come after you get married" said Raya again. Nasha starts crying, she doesn't know how to explain to her parents that she loves another man and that he loves her too. Nasha wanted to say that but she did not have the courage to cry in silence.


"Sir Nasha already has a boyfriend." cried Harry then very firmly. Nasha immediately looked at Harry, then he looked at his adoptive parents in turn. Nasha's heart was pounding awaiting their reaction.


"Is that true?" tanya Raya with a very piercing tone.


Nasha still did not dare to answer, she could only duck while squeezing her fingers.


"ANSWER, Nasha!" snapped Surya that made Nasha jerk in shock and it managed to make her tremble more.


"You need to be snapped, Pa!" sternly Harry stood up from his chair. He patted Nasha on the shoulder, making Nasha look up "Talk the real thing, Brother." persuaded Harry. At first Nasha seemed very doubtful but as Harry continued to persuade her, he began to speak.


"Yes, Pa, Ma!" answered Nasha lirih.


"Who is that guy? Your college buddy?" tanya Raya intimidated Nasha with her gaze, Nasha shook her head "Then who?"


"One of the lecturers on campus" answered Nasha forced to lie, but he was very sure Azhar would be accepted at his campus and really would be a lecturer there.


"Just a Lecturer?" tanya Raya as if underestimating "Who's her parents? Is he comparable to us?" Nasha clenched her hand hearing her mother's condescending remark. Her heart could not accept how her lover was underestimated like that.


"Engga" answered Nasha firmly "They are much better than us" he continued then ran up to his room while crying.


"HARRY ...."


PLAKKKK


Harry grimaced while holding his cheek but then he laughed cynically, he looked at his mother who had slapped him. Harry's eyes turned red with anger.


"Laura committed suicide, Harry. Stop saying such stupid things" said Surya who also looks very angry with what his son said.


"True, Sister Laura did not commit suicide" said Harry then glanced sharply at his parents "But you killed him!"


"HAR.." furious Surya was angry and he had even raised his hand about to hit Harry, but his hand was silent in the air and he stared at his son's heart.


"Why stop, Pa? Let's hit...! Hit as hard as you guys, kill all of you let's be satisfied!" harry was defiant. He did not even hesitate to bring his cheek closer to his father.


Surya immediately sat languidly in his chair, he rubbed his face with a rough "You're egos!" harry exclaimed and he also ran into his room.


Raya returns to her room with overflowing anger, a celebration that should have been fun ending in a violent altercation.


Even Nasha had been very brave to resist and raised her tone. It makes Raya very angry, added Harry who continues to blame Raya and Surya for Laura's death.


That made Raya really angry at this time, while Surya... He could only be silent, sometimes his little heart justifies what Harry said that Luara died because of them. And he also loves Nasha, very fond of her, Surya just wants the best for his children but they don't understand.


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Azhar woke up in a third of the night as usual. But something was different at this time, when he opened his eyes, suddenly he immediately remembered Nasha. Azhar revealed her faint smile, probably because she had placed Nasha as a lover in her heart so that she was always present in Azhar's mind.


And Azhar did not know anything about the background of the Nasha family except what Nasha already knew, it made Azhar feel a little worried.


After taking ablution, Azhar spread her peace and she faced her Rabb very solemnly.


After the completion of the prayer and berdizkir that felt so delicious and soothing, Azhar raised her hand, pleading to the owner of her life who ruled over everything.


"Yes Rabb, this servant of yours has fallen in love with a good woman in the eyes of the servant, may she also be good in your eyes, may You indeed send her to be the companion of the servant's life. Make him a halal lover of servants, unite us in a holy and strong bond. Ridho'i our relationship, and bless our every step. Verily, You are the owner of the heart of every creature, so set our hearts in love and faithfulness until death do us part despite many obstacles. O Allah, if Nasha is indeed the soul mate of the servant, make us the true partner that You are always Ridho'i, both in the life of this world and in the life after our death. We plead and surrender to You, and there is none more powerful than You".


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"Oh my God, I love my adoptive parents like my own biological parents. I want to serve them like I serve people who know my own body. But, am I not entitled to choose my way of life? Do I not deserve my happiness? Are You not just, O God? Please give me justice in my life. I love your servant who looks so sholeh in my eyes, and if he is indeed your servant who is also glorified in Your eyes, I beg you... Make him my lover, my companion, my priest. Which will bring me closer to you, which will bring me happiness, and which will lead me to your heaven. Make Azhar my true lover, both in our lives in this world and in our lives in the hereafter".


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Tbc....