True Love Never Ends
Part 49's

The clock shows at 3 am, and Azhar continues to wipe away the tears that flow endlessly on her cheeks, her eyes are already very puffy and her nose is clogged. Even the tears were soaking down sheet by sheet from the diary he had read.

Scribbles from a girl named Laura who so tight chest. It started when Laura was 12 years old.

Laura recounted that she took part in a swimming race in elementary school and she won it. The girl was very happy, screamed excitedly and jumped happily. And he very much expects both of his parents to be present in the race and congratulate him, just like his other friends.

But the only aide came, with some gifts in the form of items that have been a lot in Laura's room.

Laura loves to swim and she can even hold her breath in water for a long time, a hobby she has loved since childhood. He also aspires to be a great surgeon like his father. Later, when he grows up. Now, let him focus on his swimming.

Laura is also a smart girl, she always ranked first in her class. And once again, he wants both of his parents present in the rapport take, what else is a school special event. But as usual, since Laura TK, who came only a nurse and her aide.

Laura sees all her friends at their mother's or father's shuttle. When can Laura feel picked up by her Papa Mama? Laura could only imagine that. Both of her parents are busy people and Laura must understand that.

Entering a new school, junior high school and Laura make new friends. Ah, don't forget who chose this school, of course her parents won't waste time choosing the best school for Laura. They don't have time, Laura and her aides chose this school. Her parents didn't even drop Laura off on her first day of school. Laura knows, they're busy. They just insist that Laura should choose an elite school.

As time went on, Laura made new friends in a new environment. Although still with the same life story, Laura is smart, always ranked first and as usual her parents do not care about it. As long as it gets a good report from the aide assigned by them to always keep Luara, like it was more than enough for them.

Laura desperately longs to feel the affection and attention of her parents, she misses it half dead.

Until one day, Laura sees her friend making a mistake at school, she gets into a fight and encourages another friend. Her parents were called, and they came. Laura saw her friend's parents advising her child gently, even rubbing her head and kissing her cheeks. Laura smiled, she innocently thought, if she made a mistake too, would her parents do the same?

And with so her naivety, Laura deliberately pushed her friend.

Yeah, well, that way made the school party call Laura's parents. But as usual, that came his aide and some money for the school and the child that Laura pushed.

Laura is angry and disappointed, she makes a bigger mistake to attract her parents' attention. Every day fighting, not only with girls but also with boys. It slowly changed Laura, changed her character and she never even learned. His grades plummeted, his achievements declined but he still took up his swimming hobby. Laura entered a swimming club at her school.

More and more Laura increasingly lost her identity, especially when she joined Badung children at her school and tasted a candy that makes her float and want her again and again. Candy with a fantastic price but the taste is extraordinary, making Laura like being in the clouds. Between flying and not, between conscious and not.

Laura realized she had gone too far, she was drowning too deep in a sea of darkness. Laura could not stop. Her parents were just busy paying people to look after Luara, checking Laura's circumstances and as her. Laura was fed up with this life and she just wanted to die.

But Laura did not want to die when she saw her 8-year-old little brother, Harry. The one that Laura loves. Laura wants to live for her sister, to love her sister because Laura knows her parents won't love Harry as much as they don't love Laura. Laura knows her parents won't care about Harry and Laura, and one day, Laura will help Harry choose the best school, support Harry's hobby, and take care of him, come to Harry's school and accompany him at every school event. Laura will give what her parents should give to her child.

But everything changes when Laura is about to enter the age of 15, she finds herself pregnant and has no idea who the father of the baby is.

Laura was devastated, she was already broken and now Laura could only regret all of her. Laura can't take care of herself, so how can she take care of Harry?

Again Azhar wiped away the tears of her poor "Girl, may Allah forgive your sins Son. May Allah have mercy on you in nature"

Azhar opened the last page of the dairy book, the writing was different. The sheet containing the news of Laura's pregnancy and destruction is Laura's last writing. The last outpouring of a Laura's heart.

And on the last sheet, it says Harry's name and like it's Harry's handwriting.

"*What my sister experienced started just to get a little attention from Papa and Mama. Until he lost control of himself when what he really wanted he never got after the various ways he did. The mischief that Sister Laura did was only to attract the attention of Papa and Mama, gradually the delinquency turned into an outlet for her lack of affection. When I was 8 years old, I prepared a cute gift for Laura's sister, a very small stuffed rabbit because in a few days Laura's 15th birthday. But the day before the birthday, somehow Kak Laura insisted on taking the school bus when her usual Kak Luara always in the driver's shuttle. And maybe it's his destiny, the bus was in an accident and into the river. There were no fatalities, except for my brother who I knew was deliberately drowning. The autopsy results did not show any injuries on any part of the body that made Kak Laura have to be trapped in the water. He can swim and often wins swimming races, he is able to hold his breath in the water long enough. Laura wants to leave.

What's more when the doctor said she was pregnant and taking illegal drugs. I understand why he wants to die, but I don't want Laura's sister to die, why doesn't he understand that*? "

Azhar could no longer wipe her tears because it was useless, the tears kept flowing.

The boy was very worried.

"Oh Allah." That's all Azhar could murmur, her heart felt so tight. Poor girl, what makes Azhar's heart ache "Puni him, O Allah... She was a little girl lost, with no one to give her a clue that the road was wrong"

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