We are Not Honey
Chapter 4. Heartbroken

POV Gio

~Running away so as not to feel increasingly hurt by an impartial destiny, needs to be done. I who could not have it, also my unrequited feelings, made me choose to stay away. Being a coward in his own country, and starting a new life in the land of people. Hopefully, someday God will send someone who returns to thrill my heart, like Aira.~

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A beautiful morning in Singapore. The view of the river which is now one of the most visited places because it provides many cafes and restaurants around it, looks so beautiful. I sat on the balcony of the apartment while opening sheet by sheet of business magazine sent directly by my best friend in Indonesia.

Abidzar, the face of the man who now won the girl I love, fills the cover of a business magazine. Aira did not choose the wrong man. I know my cousin very well, he is a good man and has an amazing family just like me. Only maybe we have a terrible fate for loving the same people.

A cup of coffee that I served myself after performing the morning prayer service, was already toilet. I closed the magazine in my hand, then moved out of my seat. Beloved people in Indonesia, may now be carrying out their respective obligations to the creator. Different in my place that soon, the sun will rise.

For a while I stood on the balcony of my apartment. Staring at the beauty of nature, which confirms that so great is the creator of this nature. How could I doubt His power over my destiny, while this vast realm, was created by Him.

For a moment I was silent, until finally the clockwork that coiled around my wrist, forced my feet to move from this most comfortable place to return to fight with a lot of work.

I stepped into my luxurious room. Preparing my own various items. The briefcase, as well as the work clothes I prepared myself. Well, after being married to the girl I love, I chose to be alone. No not choosing, only there is no girl who is able to thrill my heart just like Aira.

After preparing the work clothes, I stepped inside the bathroom to clean myself. Busying yourself with work, is one of the best ways to forget the heartbreak. Not only does it keep our brain busy not thinking about things that are not presented to us, but it also helps us not to think about things that will be detrimental.

The blue shirt, combined with black trousers made of cloth, was perfectly attached to my body. I stared at the reflection of my body in front of the mirror in the dressing room, then smiled to myself. Strengthening my own heart, so as not to be constantly caught up in that unrequited sense.

"Morning, Gio."

I smiled, then nodded my head to return the greeting of the girl who almost every morning passed me in the apartment elevator. She is Naina, both from Indonesia, and a student at one of the best universities in Singapore.

"Come, Naina." Pamit me when the elevator we use has stopped on the ground floor of the apartment.

Maybe out there no one knows how my heart is. Because, I always behave like a person that nothing happens in life. Here's my. Although my heart was broken because of that unrequited feeling, I did not want to share my destruction with others. To me, my wounds are enough that I know, and there is no need for the whole world to feel them.

I used to pedal my bike on the streets of Singapore River. A beautiful road, with a view of the river I walk on my bike. Until a while later, I arrived at a building on the floor of Oma, which is now where I work.

The star hotel owned by a woman who loves you so much, is now officially mine. Maybe when people look at my current life, no one would have thought if I was born from a family entrusted with a lot of luck by the almighty, especially property.

Not only Papa who has assets with fantastic income. My mother was born into a family that had. My sister and I, Gia, have never been short of what our life needs are.

But it needs to be in the bottom line, the necessities of life are not only about treasures. Loving someone, also loved by someone is one of the necessities of life that should not be considered trivial. Because I've felt it. Even if we have everything, it is not necessarily able to remove the turmoil when we cannot have the people we want.

"Morning, sir." Sapa hotel receptionist.

"Morning." Reply while continuing to step towards my workspace. Actually I don't need to spend my time here, because everything here is already connected to the computer in my apartment. However, there are other things that I want to remove slowly by using work. Keep myself busy with work, so as not to have time to mourn my grief.

The best love is the love that gives. Because, not all love will end up having each other. Sometimes, God presents that feeling just to inhabit the heart space. And if the time comes, God will replace the new love. That's what I believe so far. For some people, it may feel silly. But that's how it happened. In fact, there are many out there who experience the same thing as I am currently experiencing.

Let alone the unspoken taste like mine. There are even those who fail to marry because God does not predestine in people it is fused. There is even worse than the nullity, which is already given the opportunity to have each other but then back in separate. Either because it has faced the power first, or left because it prefers to live with others.

To be sure, every human being who still enjoys the air in the world, will always meet his own test. Just need to prepare yourself to face each of those tests. And be lucky for those who are able to go through it all and continue to believe that whatever comes from God, must be good. Every good or bad destiny that comes from God is good. We as human beings simply believe that everything that happens will have a silver lining.

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Hey everyone, remember the story of Gio, Aira and Abidzar right ? Unread ones can stop by "Share love Second Woman" Their story is in Season 3 yaa 🥰Serus footage of the lives of Gio and Meisya, is in Season 4, although not much 🤗