When the Heart Speaks
first 20 days of work

"Mr........."

I shouted, while running into the house, I wanted to immediately tell you about this happy news since the angkot had thrashed on my head,I can't wait to tell you everything that happened this morning.

Mama greeted me at the door, her eyes sparkled, her smile was wide.

"Where's Din,,, did you succeed?"

Without answering, I just put a warm hug and shed happy tears on my shoulder.

Mama took off my embrace, then looked at me.

I nodded, though,,

Mama hugged me again, this time tighter.

"Alhamdulillah..nak..welcome yes...!!"

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That night, my whole feeling was mixed, between happiness, fear, tension and many more feelings that enveloped my heart.

At times like this, Ari is usually the first person besides my parents who encourage me.but until 21:00 I did not receive news from him.

I checked my phone, to convince me that no message was missed or that the phone was missed.

Turns out right, Ari didn't call me.

I tried calling her, though,,

Tuuut...

Only a long note is heard, then followed by the voice of the operator who said that the phone is in another call.

"Ehm.who calls who he is at this hour.."

I said grumbling,

Some bad thoughts started dancing in my brain, but soon I was tepis.

I convinced myself, that Ari was nothing like what I was thinking just now.

I chose to send a message.

Ari, where are you?there's no news.

I got accepted, started work.

One minute, 5 minutes.10 minutes.Up to half an hour I wait for a reply.

My phone still doesn't sound.

Until the end I fell asleep with a myriad of question marks.

The dawn came, when my eyes opened, the first thing I looked for was my phone, I quickly scratched my eyes to check if there was any news about Ari.

Immediately I opened it, when I saw a message on my phone.

CONGRATULATIONS, DARLING..SORRY LAST NIGHT I BORROWED DADDY.

But somehow, I don't believe that reason.

Is it possible his father called at the hour he used to use his father's parents to rest.

For the first time in this relationship I didn't trust Ari.

I tried to forget everything that happened, rushed to take a shower because today the first half of my new world is about to start.

An hour early, I had already arrived in front of the security post, with an unusual appearance.

I felt my face stiffened by the makeup that could be said, then first stick thicker on my face, as well as lips, with a bright red color.

It's all the rules, and I'm just living.

"Good morning sir"

greet me to the security guard,

"Eh.si mbak..working funds with the story.."

reply is friendly.

"He uh."

I nodded and smiled and then walked in.

Inside looks still quiet.There are only a few janitors who are busy cleaning the floor and shelves in the mall.

I chose to sit and watch around.

15 Minutes passed, the entrance of the employees began to crowded, saw several hordes of employees and women enter wearing uniforms, very graceful and elegant, looks, and,,

I kept watching them and then wept in front of me, passing me without anyone bothering and greeting me.

It was as if they did not see me among them.

Until then, some people in black and white clothes wiggled at the door, and I knew they were new kids just like me.

I stood up, waved at them, and they came up to me and sat down with me.

For almost half an hour we sat down, a staff member called us for direction,

after that our end in the region, and began to learn the introduction of the environment, products and all the staff in the scope of work.

We were given a name tag to wear on our chest.

I'm on duty on the second floor with 2 new children, they're named Lia and the other Nia.

On the second floor, we are introduced to the field coordinator named Mas Erwin, and Spv region named Pak Hen, with them we will be connected later.

I looked at everything on the second floor, all women's clothing from adolescence to adulthood, and it also seemed that famous brands were on display there, and each had SPG employees on guard.

"To friends, here you will be placed right, I hope you guys quickly blend, cooperate and respond, and one more.I hope you are quick in memorizing the product.because this is very important, this is very important,,to make it easier for you to serve our customers, do you understand??"

Mas Erwin gave the briefing,,

"Don't understand," we answered simultaneously.

"Okay then please introduce you first, go around and understand the location, as well as get acquainted with senior friends yes"

Continue again, then leave us.

I looked at the people around me, a haughty look came from their eyes, no friendly smile, no word to say hello.

I sighed, then stepped closer to those who were staring at me with a strange look.

"Hi.mbak.knew me Dina."

I greeted them with a hand out in front of them.

"Haiy...Dina..., I'm Ade"

One of them greeted me kindly, and,,

There was a little bit of comfort in my heart, there was no senior SPG who would kindly befriend me.

Seeing Ade welcome my hands, one by one of them finally want to meet me.

From Ade, I learned a lot, he patiently and painstakingly invited me to understand what I should know and learn.

Even at lunch, he accompanied me, pointing at the canteen, mushola to tell me a cheap place to eat, so that - until he also introduced me to a good fried seller version of him.

Truly, De is a humble and very kind person even though he is, people say is the most senior SPG on the 2nd floor.

Hours home soon, because I was new.for the first week, I work full shift, from morning to night.after that I will be given a schedule and get a holiday.

It looks like the employees on the 2nd floor are preparing, tidying up and calculating the stock.Again Ade taught me.

Until exactly 21:00, all employees leave the location, to leave the office to leave home.

In front of the mall, the queue of angkot and the subscription objects of the employees are waiting.

I'm the new first day, just pecking.bingung should how to go home.

From a distance of about 5 meters, I saw a person I knew very well.

"Pets...."

I said in my heart.

Ari waved her hand, and I ran up to her.

"Kok here??"

Ask me wonder..

"Make you get.."

answer me the centile

"Let's go up,,!!"

Ari's orders.

I nodded and immediately went up and we drove.

It was quite a tiring day, especially my calves, which felt so sore and numb, as a result of 5 cm heels, which I wore for the first time all day.

But it didn't make me give up, eager to live tomorrow.

Connect**