
A morning that was quite draining of energy, after coming from the dressing room, I rushed to the locker to pick up my bag and shoes and then continued to miss home.
Looks like this morning, I chose to walk to the dorm, I want to enjoy the streets of this city in my last days here.
Take a leisurely walk while listening to the mp3 collection through the earphones I put on my phone.
Cool, flowers on the left and right edges of the industrial area street smell like wild, I'm not alone, many other employees who choose to walk when they come home in the morning like I am today.
Next week, I have to return all the facilities I got during work, which means the closer my return date is.
My MP3 stopped for a moment, there was an incoming call.
Dion called.
"Hello..."
"Hello Deck, did you just come home??"
"Yes, it's still on the road"
"Oh, am I bothering you??"
"No, no, no. There's something I want to tell you about Dion"
"What???"
"Ehm.next week I'm home!"
"Serious Deck?"
"Yes,"
"Alhamdulillah...Finally..."
"What's last??"
"We can finally meet"
"Ehmm... Can you pick me up??"
"Can ..can...!! what time's?up what??"
"Let me tell you again.there's no notification from here yet"
"OK.okay!"
"Yes, Dion, I'm still on the road"
"Yes, be careful"
Just turned off my phone, back inbound calls vibrated my phone.
Without looking again,
"What else is yon..."
"Hello...Yon who?"
"Eh.sorry..sorry, sorry,,"
I hurriedly looked at the name of the caller who called me at this time.
"Dame!!!"
I shouted slowly while patting my own eel.
"Ayoooo, who's it???"
"Is.sorry, why, why call"
"Jutek is very Din??, I just MISS!!"
"Ri, I'm so lazy to joke!"
"Seriously, I'm not kidding at all, Din.you remember right, next week at the time of 2 years you left, that means you will go home!"
The deg!!!
heart's beating...I didn't think Ari would remember that.
"Then??"
"Din, I'm waiting for you...I'll pick you up.according to our old promise where when I drove you away.The same place I'll pick you up again."
"But baby, that was Ri. when everything was still fine"
"Din, everything is still fine.if you go down a little Egomu"
"Egoku???, which part??, what part gave you two as long as I left??huh uh???".
"It's Din, forget it ever happened.you're going home, and we can start again"
"Hahaha, how easy are you to say so Ri, after all this time I tried to recover my heart, now you come again trying to pry old wounds?"
"I'm sorry, Din, but trust me. This heart never changes, I still love you just as much as last year"
"Sorry Ri...I'm on the road again!"
I chose to turn off the phone.
My tears are falling, there is a pain that I do not understand..
There is a longing that should no longer appear when remembering it, a longing that should no longer come when the name I say, a longing that should no longer be present when the memory passes again.
But I was wrong, that longing threw me into a situation between hate and wanting to come back.
Missing is like a rhythm that makes the Heart drift in every tone.
That longing smothered me to the point of being weak and helpless.
***
A week passed,
Not wearing a work uniform, my friends and I walked quickly down the stairs of the dormitory carrying a cardboard box containing work uniforms, shoes, and keys along with other frills.
After arriving at the office, the receipt with the signature was done, then I knew, that 2 more days I would go home with the fleet of Kartika airlines, unlike when leaving 2 years ago,only by sea ship.
I immediately typed in a message, though,
"Dion, the next day I'll be home by plane in the morning, at 9 "
not long after, I got a reply.
"Okay, I'll pick you up at the airport at 9"
I took a deep breath, stepping unsteadily down the office corridor.
Remembering clearly when 2 years ago, where Ari and I promised to meet each other again at the place where Ari drove me for the first time to the remote land.
Tears me and He be witnesses, a warm kiss on my forehead to be an encouragement to drive me away.
At that time, so much was my belief in the strength of our love.
The tight grip of his hand convinced me that we were strong in this long distance relationship, his hand seemed to say that everything would be fine, until that day...
While I was struggling to keep my heart, at that time also painful speech was thrown from the sweet lips, at that moment also the defense of this love was shattered,this heart is wounded to death trying to reorganize the heart and rise from the sadness of the past, and now when I can say I am fine, the memory is back..not only did he come back but he brought longing that dragged me to a crossroads.
I'm worried.I'm confused...
One message came in.
"I'm waiting for you, Dina.2 days later I hope we can meet"
I didn't heed Ari's message, though,
I prefer to go to the Mall, to shop by-by for me to take home the day after tomorrow.
The Mall,
I picked out some of the city's signature snacks, after I finished choosing, I crossed the clothing store, as I thought about finding the best clothes I'd wear back home later,wasn't that my first meeting with Dion after all this time, I wanted to look my best.
My smile is growing, my,
After being satisfied with the choice, I finally dropped my choice on a cream shirt with a line motif and light blue jens pants, a blend that might look very sweet.
It was almost afternoon, when I looked at my watch at 15:00, and I decided to go home and start packing things.
***
The day I was waiting for the end came, and,
I got out of bed and took a shower.
10 Minutes passed, then,
I went out and looked at the clothes hanging neatly on the wall of the room,
"His spirit is going home..."
Ledek my friends who chose to connect the contract.
In this room, only 3 people decided to go home, while the rest were still at home wandering in this City.
"Hahaha.iyalah, donk spirit, will want to meet parents"
I answered while laughing.
"Old man, what's He......"
Connect them.
"Haha, both may be yaaaa..., you are well here yes, do not forget me.Often the news yes, if you go home we reunion yaaaaa"
My message, while hugging one by one members of the room to say goodbye.
"Yes Din.kamu too, do not forget us-we yes.kabarin if you want to marry.hahaha"
Hearing the chirps of one of my friends, provoked laughter throughout the room.
"I'm miss u All......"
My tears were dripping, when I pulled a big suitcase out of my room with a wave from my roommates,
I will miss this hostel so much, miss my friends and the atmosphere of everything here.
I wiped my tears, towards the big bus that was going to take me to the airport this morning.
Once on the plane, before turning off the phone, I typed a message on Dion,
"Dion, I'm on the plane"
Not long, though,
"I just got to the airport.."
I intend to turn off my phone, but I undo my intention, why my finger moves typing a message for Ari, there is a little doubt when I want to click send, so my finger moves,but my thumb turned out to be more agile to move first than my mind.
"Let me come back"
Only a few seconds...
"I picked you up in the harbor yesterday "
"*No need, I got on the plane already someone picked me up"
"Who*??"
I don't reply, but it's deadly
my cellphone.
The plane began to rise, slowly all the sights of this city are no longer visible, along with all the stories that were once engraved beautifully that might be left here, into memories.
I do not feel my tears flowing, I wipe slowly.goodbye memories.Welcome Kotaku dear..
Connect***