When the Heart Speaks
Chapter 54 Forgive Me

Tonight I can't sleep, thinking about what's going on, guilt has been haunting me all day.

I can't be like this, I just go up and grab the phone that's lying on the table.

I intend to call Mansyur to apologize, I have his phone number from the information desk when I just entered work, all the phone numbers of friends deliberately I recorded and I keep on my phone.

I pressed the call button,

Twice a continuous tone rang out, my heart beat irregularly when across there received my call.

"Hello!!..Hola!...Who'sis this?...Hola...Oi..Hello!!!"

Tut's...

My tongue is twisted, my body is stiff, my palms are wet, my heart is pounding so hard, I almost fainted, before I finally chose to turn off the call.

After the call died, I slammed my phone gently on the bed, My eyes twitching, taking a deep breath and then blowing it rough.

"Well....Why me?? what was this feeling?"

I asked myself while holding my chest which seemed to not stop shaking.

Driyie....Driying....!!!

My gaze turned to my phone that was lying helplessly on the bed, I approached and glanced at the name of the summoner.

I was surprised, my eyes were wide when I found out, Mansyur called me back.

"Well.....He called back...Ouchh...How about yes.., if not appointed, then continue to call."

Say worry.

"Yes..Hello.." -...."

I answered in a voice made as weird as possible, hoping that He would not recognize my voice.

"Who is this??"

Ketus.

"Iiihhh.this is the guy, not directly, not on the phone..Ketus...It's ingrained in the flesh"

my grumbling in my heart.

"Halooo .hey...!!!"

Again, this time harder.

"Eh..iya.iya, sorry, I was wrong..."

I'm original.

"Waste of time!!"

Before disconnecting the call.

"Idihh, I'm really wondering...Flea Couplet!!"

Umpatku annoyed.

The next day, the,

"Tumben now departing the morning continues Din?"

Ask Mama wonder.

"Yes Ma.So it's on the bus."

"Ehm...oh yes, Mama can ask?"

Mama's words sounded very careful.

"Ask what Ma?"

"Through that new year's night, Dion never came here again....Never picked you up again?"

Mom's question just made me feel like I was being interrogated.

"Udah is done with Ma"

Answer's short.

"Done???meaning??"

Mama who was standing, now approached me while pulling a chair and sitting next to me.

I nodded "We broke up Ma"

"Loh ..kok can you?? wh why?? though Mama hopes later He will be your companion"

"Yes.maybe not yet Ma's soul mate"

Reply calmly.

"Din.emotion may, but do not lose logic, the mind must remain clear"

"Ma.intinya, Dina can not follow Dion's way of life, and Dion also seems difficult to enter the way and lifestyle of Dina Ma"

"What do you mean go in??Everything can be said Din"

"Anyway, we are both different ma.gak connect, different thoughts, different paths, different associations.ya so anyway. Yes, Ma..Dina's leaving."

I left Mama who seemed like she had a lot to say.

But at the door, he,

My eyes were fixed on someone sitting on an old motorcycle.

"Dion"

I'm lirih.

By behaving normally, I walked up to him.

"Remain here?"

I ketus.

"Hi.good morning,,,,Ehm...I'm here to pick you up, missed that night, yeah...!"

"Ehmm.kok can be yes..She's that flat?"

I asked in my heart.

"Yes..I've been sleeping, excuse me I'm going through"

I try to stay relaxed.

"Yes, I'll take you!"

Dion turned on the motor.

"No, I'm on the bus"

"Come on...Don't be like this.."

"Dion !! We broke up.."

My atonement.

"But I don't want us to break up !!"

Dion held tightly to my arm, as I was about to step away from him.

"Dion, you two don't match, you don't connect, you have too many differences, and you can't understand Me!"

"I'll learn! please.Love me time!"

I took Dion's hand off my arm, then walked quickly away from him.

Dion chased me with his bike and forced me to ride.

I had to obey Dion's will.

Arriving at my place of work.

I went down, selflessly walking quickly leaving her.

I've been round, to break up with Dion.

Half-running I immediately headed for the locker and Absent, at a glance I saw Mansyur had just come down.

I rushed to catch up with him.

Arriving on the 2nd floor, the atmosphere was still quiet no one had come considering this was indeed too early.

I did not see Mansyur in his territory, just a big piece of cardboard in the corner with scattered paper and pens.

A few minutes later, he pulled the items into the information room.

Between doubt and will, I finally dragged my steps to meet him in the info room.

My steps stopped for a moment, took a breath and tried as quietly as possible.

Standing on the doorstep, I stared at him sitting on the floor with legs crossed with a stack of magazines and tabloids that had run out of time.

His hand was busy writing down the data on the note in front of him.

I stepped slowly and squatted in front of him.

Without looking.

"You want what??"

Ketus.

Glacial !!

I swallowed spit.

my lips tightened, the air turned warm which made me suddenly feel sultry.

"Don't bother me, I'm busy!! "

again hard.

"I-I....."

I didn't continue my sentence, my hand was stretched out right in front of his face.

Finding my strange demeanor, he stopped his activities, turning his gaze that had been focused on the items in front of him towards me.

A look of wonder that I clearly caught from his face.

One moment silence each other.

"sorry"

Only that word came from my lips.

I looked down waiting for a good response from a jutek man in front of me.

"Why?"

His short answer did not even welcome my hand.

"Ehm...I know I was wrong.. Sorry I am yes"

My sister said Sorry.

"No need!!"

Again He did not touch my hand which I had to pull back slowly.

"Sorry I'm interrupting!"

I stood up, while a snorting annoyedly stomped my feet and turned to leave him.

Outside the info room,

"Based on a stone head! Mr.Jutek!! Lice kupret!! Boastful !!! really I can apologize to people like Him!!"

I kept swearing to myself.

"Uuhhh..hoooooooo!!!!!!"

I hit the book in front of me.

"Woi...wapain??"

I gasped in shock when the voice suddenly sounded very close behind my ear.

I looked slowly and jeng.jeng...!

He's the stone head that's been right behind me who knows when he's coming.

"Ohhh angry at the book? Why??"

He sat down with a slanted laugh.

Instantly being nervous and misbehaving made me like a fool who was being laughed at.

"I'm busy! it is there !!! Don't bother me"

I turned my body back.

"Related??"

Hearing that short question I just nodded my head without turning my head.

But the mood changed when, a hand blocked my shoulder, forcing me to turn around.

I was flabbergasted, when now his face and my face faced with a distance of no less than one kilan.

"I want you to repeat what you said inside"

While staring into my eyes though still no friendly smile.

"I mean??"

I'm confused.

"Yes...I want you to repeat it"

"Yes god... What is this taste? why does my heart feel like it's coming out"

my inner.

"I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong"

I repeated my apologies again as He asked, extending a hand.

"Yes..I'm sorry, I'm also sorry I was cuekin you"

He welcomed my hand, warm and comfortable.

She smiled at him for the first time since meeting.

"Ahhhhhhhh..The sweetness...."

I murmured in my heart.

"Udah.. Look at it not for long....Ntar fell in love, I know I'm handsome"

Mansyur waved in front of my face. His throttles awakened me from the charm of a stone head.

"iihi.. What the hell.ge-er!!!"

I pushed her shoulder away from him.

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