When the Heart Speaks
Chapter 42 Waiting for News

Very cold night, Outside the rain is very heavy, it seems this month is indeed the rainy season has arrived, the most complicated thing in my opinion when the rainy season has come, in addition to clothes that are difficult to dry, the most difficult,I also became difficult to move outside, especially in the present, the time where I will be more around outside to apply for a job, then it's like this I just hope, I just hope,the rain comes only at night and bright during the day, with that, I can still move.

I looked at my mom who was watching tv with me,

"Emmm....Mom habit"

I said when I saw Mama shut up.

Now, Mama often overslept while watching, maybe because the age that began to age makes mama now more often sleepy.

The wall clock is still pointing at the number eight, it's too late for me to sleep, I'm approaching Mama, I touch her cheeks that are starting to wrinkle.

"Ma..."

I rubbed that tired face.

There was a sudden sharp stab in my heart, the fear came back to haunt me, really... I'm afraid my mom left me when I wasn't ready to lose her.

My tears flowed slowly, and as fast as I could, I was afraid..I woke up and saw those tears,,

"Lord.if I may ask.Give me a very long time to be with Mama.I still want to make her happy"

bathinku.

"Eh...Din, Mama fell asleep.."

Mama opened her eyes and confirmed her sitting position.

"Mama tired, huh?? Rest yes Ma, it looks like Papa has also slept"

My answer.

"Yes, Mama went into the room...do you still want to watch?"

Mama moves on, and hands over the TV remote.

I accepted it, and shook my head.

"No Ma, Dina also wants to enter the room"

My word.

I entered my room shortly after my mother left me.

In the room, in,

I stood beside the window of the room, looking out, the rain was still very heavy, the cold air was piercing to the bone.

I pulled up my chair and sat down next to my room table, my hand knocked on the table, trying to think what I was going to do.

My eyes went around looking at every corner of the room, and stopped right in a photo.

I went up and grabbed the frame containing Ari's photo, I don't know why I'm still displaying it, it's too heavy for me to throw it away, and replace it with a Dion photo, isn't it now Dion's status is my boyfriend,ari is just a part of the memories of the past.

I looked and felt the smiling picture.

Suddenly I remembered something,

"Yes...I still keep it"

Mumbles.

I quickly checked my desk drawer.

"That's it.justify..."

Say again.

My hand reached for the little box, which I called my memory box with Ari.

Letters, broken bracelets, constructs, greeting cards are all still fully stored.

"Did I just throw all this away??"

I'm shriveled, I,

"Butiiiii..ehmmm..why still dear..."

whining itself.

The ringing of my phone made me stop staring at those things,

The deg!!

My heart beats when I see the name on it,

"Ehmmm.kayak know aja nich people I think of Him again!"

"Hello..."

"Yes hello..why call??"

"Keep..kus, I suddenly thought of you, what are you?"

Ari's speech just made me beat in disbelief.

"Is this perhaps what inner contact says??"

I said in my heart.

"Hey...kok diem??what else"

"Eh...Um...That's..Anu, sit down again"

"Loh..kok nervous that? you think of me too??"

"Ehmm.just, Me again...Ummm..Uh, yes, Ri, I mules, you go back, bye"

I immediately ended the call, before Ari spoke strangely.

After I turned off Ari's phone, I realized that Dion was trying to call me and that Dion was also texting me.

"Dek, called me busy, again the phone with whom the malem gini, rest yes ..already night."

I said slowly while turning the phone on my finger.

I started typing free wreaths.

"Oh .it was Fitri who called, he also wanted to sleep"

"Haduhh.li lie it so..sorry I am yon"

My own move while patting my own jidat.

I packed all of Ari's memories, including photos that decorated the walls of my room for years, became friends with stories when I missed and became a guard on my good night.

With a heavy heart, I removed it from the frame, ripped it into four pieces and threw it in the trash, as well as the memory box and its contents.

"Goodbye Ari, good memory, forgive me yes..I have to throw away all our memories...I don't want any of this to cause me to worry about Dion"

I'm lirih.

After all Beres, I let out a long sigh and hoped, the love in my heart for Dion will grow over time.

***

One week passed from Job application, no calls yet, no,

I was angry waiting, back and forth looking at my phone, in case the Hrd called.

Mama who was sewing, watching my gelagat who had been pacing back and forth check the hape.

"Din ..why the hell, from earlier like a confused person so"

"This is ma, I've had a week of no news from Hrd."

I replied, who now chooses to sit next to my mother.

"Yes patient...Son, if your windfall wants to work there, definitely later on the phone, but if it's not papa"

Mama's reply calmed me down.

"Yes, Ma, but still curious"

Mama smiled as she shook her head, then continued the stitching.

"Now what are you doing?"

Connect Mama when I see I'm crouching down piles of Papa newspapers.

"Hehehe, again look at Ma's new newspaper.., look at hehehe's vacancy"

Reply cengenesan.

"The new paper again read Papa tuh.in front"

Mama answered while pointing at Papa who was on the terrace.

I went back to sorting out the newspaper that was strewn on the floor before meeting Papa to borrow his newspaper.

"Wait for Aja Din first, be patient, don't be too hasty to find work.."

Persuade Mama.

"Yes, Ma, but rather than waiting for him to be quiet, mending while entering the proposal to another place"

"It's up to you to do it"

Reply mama resigned.

"Pa.pinjem section vacancy sheet donk Pa.."

I said to Papa.

"Just yaaa, Nih...."

Papa opened the newspaper and gave it to me.

Almost 10 minutes of notice, I returned the newspaper sheet to Papa with a Wry face.

"Loh...cock spit??trus tuh face why is that manyun??"

Ask Papa wonder.

"Ehmm ..no one fits the criteria Pa..."

"oh ya??, why??"

Ask papa wonder.

"All vacancies minimum requirement D3,"

I'm looking down lethargic.

"Sorry Papa ya Din, not able to lecture you"

Papa closes his newspaper and looks down,

There was regret on Papa's face.

Ahhhhh.wrongly speaking of me"

I murmured in my heart.

"I'm sorry Dina Pa, Dina didn't mean to make papa sad"

"no Din, this is purely Papa's fault, which cannot make you achieve your dreams"

"Udah Pa.."

I hugged the once-strength body.

Connect***