When the Heart Speaks
Chapter 39 There is still a longing

"Good morning Ma..."

my broom this morning while anchoring a spoiled hug to the middle-aged woman I always miss when I'm on the overseas ground.

"Where's Ma??"

I asked as I pulled up the chair and sat looking around the room.

"How else behind do you eat fish, nih..kamu breakfast first..pasti you miss fried rice made by Mama right??"

Mama handed me a big bowl of fried rice, then prepared a plate and spoon.

"Ehm...mantapppp"

I sniffed the steam of the fried rice that was still steaming.

Before long, Papa appeared from the back door.

"Nahh.ini Papa, first break Pa"

Bring mama.

"Yes, wash your hands first"

Reply to me as I enter the bathroom.

In a matter of seconds, we had sat together at the dinner table enjoying a simple breakfast full of warmth, interspersed with stories and jokes, which brought crisp laughter on the sidelines of the feed.

The morning I missed in the last 2 years, now I can feel the warmth of the family.

"Where is this day, son?"

Ask Papa while sipping his hot coffee.

"No Pa, still want to relax first.still miss home.."

I grabbed the glass in front of me to pour the still smoky tea.

"Oh yes Ma.later night Dina ngundang friends to come, can ya..."

My welcome.

"Oh.that, that means...Mama has to cook donk...??"

"Ehm..let's order only time yes Ma, later ngerepotin"

"Yes don't donk dear.let Mama cook ya..."

"Thank you Ma...."

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after magrib, after,

The long-awaited time came, I who was still busy choosing the clothes I would wear, tried many times in front of the mirror finally decided to end my grooming ritual when Mama knocked on the room.

"Din, there's Dion!"

"Yes Ma..."

I stepped out of the room, I found Dion sitting on my porch.

"Old old?"

My friend opened the conversation.

"Eh..ok not new aja..yet on come yes??"

"Maybe a little more"

I answered while sitting next to Dion.

"That's them, Dion stood up when he saw some motorbikes stopping right in front of my fence.

"Oh yeah...Hiiii..."

I ran over to my school friends.

"Ehm..how are you, kangennnnnnn"

My friends hugged each one of the friends who came.

"Okay...sama we also kangen loh kamuuu Din"

Answer my friend Mila.

In the midst of our warm chatter, a motorcycle stopped that made all eyes turn toward him.

Someone I knew stood up with the typical sweet smile she had, never changed, still the same.

Got the scene, without me knowing, I stood up from my seat, walked slowly a few steps glued to his gaze.

Our eyes clashed, as if greeting each other.

"That's Ari yeah...Din??"

Ria woke me up,

"Eh..Um.iya"

My answer is wrong.

"Hi Ari"

Ari's arrival was warmly welcomed by my friends, who did know each other and were quite familiar with him since school.

Laughter, jokes to throw each other the color of the room all night.

Ari several times I found looking at me, so several times we looked at each other and threw a smile.

I don't know, why I can't control my heart at all not to be nice to her.

"Oh my god.what is this.why is this vibration still there.."

My screams in my heart.

The wall clock shows at 23:00, along with friends who have begun to laugh and tell stories, finally they leave, leaving my best friend Ria who is still waiting for her boyfriend to pick her up,and Mila who is also still waiting for her sister's invitation.

Throughout the event tonight Dion just silent, I don't know if my friends are not one stream with him or even Dion is a person who is not fun.

Wasn't from the time still in the club first, He seemed strange, far away and did not hang out with the crowd, I'm not surprised anymore with his busy attitude with his own world, playing mobile phone in the corner of my house.

Unlike Ari who connects with all my friends.

"Oh my god, how can I have a relationship with someone who is stiff and quiet like him, while I'm a crowded person, let me know how to go forward"

My complaint is in my heart.

"Din, I'm saying yes.mana papa mama"

Ari approached me.

"Oh.yes, I'll take a look"

I walked in and looked at my parents' room and it seemed like they were asleep, because it was already night for their age.

I'm back in front, though,

"Ehm...Ri, I think they're asleep,,"

"Oh, yes.sampein my greetings yes.."

I nodded, then drove him to the front of the fence.

As soon as he arrived in front of his motorcycle, Ari's steps stopped, he turned to face me, staring at me fixedly.

My heart was racing fast, my breath was stinging.

"Darling.I go home..."

Gluey!

I gulped, my eyes wide open at the word dear.

Nothing came out of my mouth, just a little nod that I continued to keep looking at him.

Without warning, Ari's hand grabbed both my hands, grasping them warm.

"I know.you still love.and we still love each other Din, your eyes cannot lie"

"You don't have to answer, because the answers can lie"

then Ari kissed the back of my hand.

And it really made me drift in her love cradle.

"Yes, I'm home..."

Ari gently rubbed my head, and landed a friendly kiss on my forehead.

"Oh my god.what a feeling is this. .why do I feel so comfortable"

my inner.

"Love yu's...."

Ari continued before driving his motorcycle passed leaving me who was still standing glued.

After the shadow was no longer visible, I turned my body to go back to meet my best friend who still did not come home.

I was so jolted when I saw Dion standing in the doorway with a straight look at me.

A sense of awkwardness and misbehaviour now pervades me,

could it be that Dion saw everything that happened between Me and Ari just now.

How's her feeling? ill-wisher? hot hatikah? what is clear is that his face Flat does not look the slightest bit of anger drawn.

I don't understand what he's feeling, is he not jealous at all, or is he just trying to hide his heartache.

Just now I wanted to say hello, but I did not when the sound of the motorbike stopped in front of the house, the pickup of Mila and Ria had come, they came home, and now Dion and I live.

My heart is still waiting for what will happen, will Dion's words express his anger.

It turned out that until he came home there was not a word that stated he was jealous.

This certainly confuses me.

"Dek..i go home yes.you go straight to sleep yes.don't stay up late"

I just nodded.

In a matter of seconds, Dion passed leaving me in confusion.

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