When the Heart Speaks
chapter 27 Sorry

For nearly half an hour I was in the bathroom, I washed my face before the end came out and immediately stepped into the room.

Still wearing work clothes, I locked the door and leaned against the back wall of the door.

The spoiled voice of Hany kept ringing in my ears, the shadow of Ari's sumringah face as it welcomed Hany's arrival continuously swirling around in my head.

Instantly I thought that a dark mist was enveloping my heart, suffocating the two legs that were supporting my body.

I sat on the floor, shortened my knees and buried my head.

My tears came back, as if they were suffocating as I tried not to let out a crying sound.

10 Minutes passed, when I thought it was a little quieter, I stood up to the study table, there was a pink frame, with a photo showing a pair of teenagers in high school uniforms,they look happy with their smiles.

Immediately I removed the photo from its frame, then tore it up.

My eyes turned to the wall in the corner of the room, and there hung a picture of Ari that I always looked at at every bedtime, still with the same feelings of emotion and anger,, and,,I grabbed her and tore the photo into small pieces and threw it in the trash.

I walked slowly towards the mirror, looking at my own reflection there...

''Look...Why brew me??"

I speak to my shadow myself.

With a messy appearance, I wiped the tears that soaked my face.

After tidying up and changing clothes, I sat on the bed, picking up my phone.

21 Unanswered calls.

All from Ari,

7 incoming messages.

I opened them one by one.

⁇ ️Dina, forgive me, forgive me,

I know, this is ridiculous but let me explain, pick up the phone

⁇ ️I know, this is painful but one thing you should know.I love you, and it won't change.

⁇ ️Dina Lift...

️Dina, I'm sure you don't want us to end..

Dina,,please.hoisting...

⁇ ️Din, I still want us to be together.din I know I was wrong.I promise to make up for all these mistakes..

⁇ ️Dina...Abused..Dina..pleaseeee..don't punish me like this, we have to meet.I love you...

⁇ ️Dina..

I shut my phone back, don't...I never imagined it would be like this..

I rubbed my own head, grabbed my own hair, grimaced and closed my eyes, pain I couldn't draw.

Drrtt...

Ari called me.

With a little hesitation, I finally picked up the phone, at least, Ari deserves a chance from me to explain,,and I also have the right to hear an explanation and self-defense from Ari for what he has done to me.

With a deep breath I put the phone in my ear.

🧑Hello...Din,, halooo..

I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I want to meet...

👩For what??

🧑I love you Din...

👩Yes..I know, you love me.but that was it.before there was Hany in your heart.

🧑Gak Din, not like that.you're wrong.I'm the same Hany....

👩What's free?????I never thought you could do this long.

🧑OK, I was wrong.I am khilaf..but my feelings for Hany are not as big as mine to you Din.trust me....

👩Stop say feelings!!

I want us TO BREAK UP..

lupain me, please continue your game.

🧑Din...please..I don't want us to break up..we still have a lot of plans...

👩do not reveal what plan-what...all of it has been destroyed, and you know??...you yourself destroyed it right.

Click !

I turned off the phone, leaned back on the pillow I was high.

I can't think of anything, my brain is empty.like the thing my heart is currently leaping..

With wet eyes, I can have both of my eyelids, hoping that tomorrow awakening is just a dream.

Tok.dok...

"Within..."

My mother's voice forced me to open my eyes again, and then to open the door, realizing that I was crying, I made sure my eyes had no tears left.

"Yes ma..."

while opening the door,

"His crying Din??"

Mom touched my cheek.

I smiled shakes.

"That, outside there's Ari, you guys fighting??"

I was shocked to hear Ari's name.

"Say Dina has gone to sleep, ma..."

ask my mom, please,

Gently, mama rubbed my shoulders...

"If there is a problem, immediately solve it, do not delay let alone avoid it."

With a lazy step I walked to the porch of my house,,

I saw that back, which I longed for, but now..

"What's wrong?"

Ari flipped her body when she heard the words from me.

"Dina..I'm sorry,please"

With a clear face, Ari approached me holding both of my hands.

I took off his hand, though,

"I'm sorry about you."

"Don't stay with me Dina..stay with me..."

Say it with a smile.

"I'm sorry you, but I can't stay with you"

Answer me with a slanted smile.

"Dina...Abused...Dina..please, I know I was wrong, but my love for you was never wrong.."

"Yes..your love may not be wrong, but the presence of Hany.creates a problem and it hurts me Ari!!!!"

This time, my defense collapsed, I tried hard, unable to hold back my tears.

I looked up at my head, winking several times trying to hide tears.

Once again I failed, the harder my efforts the more my tears grew.

Ari approached, and stood before me,

I was shocked when Ari suddenly knelt down,,

"Dina.today I throw away my prestige, I put my pride, I keep my shame, in front of you today, this evening.I kneel.I beg for forgiveness,, I say,,let me have you one more time.give me a chance once again"

Ari lowered her head,,

I stared at her, then sat crouching in front of her, there were tears flowing in the corner of her eyes.

"No need to kneel, no need,,"

I pulled his hand to stand..

"You're cruel Ari, you're selfish, after talking like this, of course you hurt other women too!"

Connect me.

"No, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was present among you"

I don't know since when Hany was there, suddenly he has stepped towards us.

"Hany???"

exclaim me.

"Yes.., my brother Ari asked me to accompany him here to apologize, we've broken up"

hany's words just made me flabbergasted, my eyes were round and wide staring at her reassured themselves with what the slang girl said in front of me.

Still in disbelief, I frowned looking at the grim looking Hany.

"All wrong I mbak, I misinterpreted the kindness of Ari, I said I like, maybe brother Ari accepted me for not wanting to disappoint me"

Hany lowered her head, I understand there was a wound slashed in her heart.

"I beg you, I'm sorry Brother Ari..."

Now Hany who holds my hand holds it and puts Ari's hand on me.

"Sorry, already present among you, I say goodbye"

Hany turned around before I could say anything, her motorbike had speeded away from us.

Ari and I both fell silent as if they understood the situation.

"Din, do you want us to be the same again?I promise.things like this won't happen again"

Ari looked at me.

I did not answer, just a thousand languages.

"Din.answer...say that you are still a darling"

"It's already.come home.it's late.., I'm sleepy.."

I turned around Ari who was still staring waiting for my answer.

With a heart raging with anxiety, I stepped inside the house and closed the door.

after a few minutes, the roar of the motor passed leaving my yard.

Drrr...

1 incoming message,,

Din, I'm sure you're still a darling, because the eyes will never lie even if the mouth tries to cover it.

love yu's..

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