A Flower And A Sand
the time I've been through

noon at 12:00 wib

Vita walks outside to her friend she wants to go to calm herself who today is terribly mistreated by her papa

and by calming himself he could be clearer in his mind

"loe mending lives in my house"

he is a very good friend of mine, his name is Vienna, he understands what my condition is like

"thank you win but I don't want to bother anyone let alone involve other people "

answer me

"jeez Vita if there is trouble must be helped and you need to think about involving anyone we are friends" he said

"thank you Viennese but it's been an afternoon like I had to go home before papa got more worried and involved other people" I replied

"beware yes but you tar it on the tormenting again"

answer her

I also left his house because it was late afternoon and of course papa also tracked me until whenever I could not escape from it even though it had been repeated

when he arrived at the house, he looked angry and Vita was very scared but he tried hard and told the truth

"father I love papa and can't keep torturing me" I said

but papa kept turning on me as if he was right and I was wrong

next day

"father, I'm going to school first"

papa was silent "if you come home late or work group papa gk will be able to you go to school"punishment for me

when I got to school I looked moody and my friend found out that I must have been punished again

"God why are you punishing ourselves like this"

answer me

"can't I find my happiness" I replied

spending time in the library is a calmness in me

"why the hell is always hard continue what gk can be soft let alone women" asked mama

"the child if it is properly educated can indeed be successful" said papa

after school as usual I sold first because of financial less especially with the work of the mother who now moved professions so I intervened

selling is tiring let alone hot weather but for the sake of my family I do

after the afternoon

"you eat gih" said papa

"yes, sir, I take a shower before eating"

my answer is sometimes good papa sometimes hard no matter what in his mind

I ate and after that the money from the sale was handed over to the owner and I got some of it

"this yes thanks you are diligent school while selling what gk tired" asked the owner's mother "not origin can help thank you ma'am I'm sorry" answered me

days passed and I felt like everything that happened had changed even though I had not found anything important

"there will be drama and to play the princess and the prince and to play her you decide" replied the teacher

after we finished in the election I finally played the princess but the prince is Aldi is really surprising of course his romantic drama

we trained together and he looked at me

during practice it feels awkward to dialogue with him

read the script, memorize and describe what kind of role

we started her and she looked smiling looking at me my heart felt a thump

"is it possible to have you in another way" asked Aldi

I saw him and I read the text script but there was no such dialogue

why did he say that

"i don't understand if you're talking about this not in the dialogue" I replied

"this is drama training even if there is no meaning of your own" he replied

I couldn't understand more why he was making me a riddle I started to keep my distance from his move to practice without him

"there's not much close training time"

my friend pushed me to Aldi

I was pounding more and more near him

I feel scared

"we focus faster better" I answered

he glanced at me

"hey we want to see how you practice"

they asked us to show us how to dialogue Aldi agreed and I did it

"Your daughter will be mine, guard and free you from here" he replied

it felt like these words touched my heart and felt like crying

"you prince thank you I respect you prince" I replied

they shouted at each other and there was a thump I felt ashamed I immediately went home because I did not want papa to be angry anymore

"why does it feel like my heart is like this" while holding my chest

"god strengthen this heart, and let no one enter my heart"

I pray to God

when I got to my house

"i want to be as normal as they are why you never care about me" while crying I couldn't hold back tears

"papa can gk I hold hp" asked me

"of course you've got it" asked papa

"android phone like my dad and my friend" I asked

papa was silent

"you may hold it but it is not yet time**"

answer papa

I was sad in my room

next day

I went to my best friend's house called Rita

"don't be sad anymore" he asked

I saw he had Kaka's brother and sister and good papa and had a phone and a laptop I wanted to be like that

we were together for a long time and helped each other

next morning

"eh yesterday I changed hp again intentionally I bantak let dapet new" said my friend they are mostly rich people sometimes good

sometimes the weather may be a strange factor

"eh still ya loe set" they said

I fell silent

the afternoon after school I went to my mom and there I laughed playing with a cute little boy

I feel lonely really if having a sister would be happy

while playing I saw a guy in white and wearing a bike like a ninja x he was like his employee but I think he's a new hire

"mom why is that smile" I asked

seeing your face look like that made me feel anxious

"the boy's handsome mama likes to see him" said mama "then what does that have to do with "my answer

"you don't want to be close to him who knows he's good" said Mama

"don't want ah I don't like anymore and will still be in school first" I answered

"yesterday you wanted to talk"

answer mama