A Flower And A Sand
stay at his place
he decided to stay anyway for the sake of Fadil's own wishes
before her I felt deg with somehow 'What 'slip 'it felt so awkward let alone there he oh.
"it's fun here brother, will sleep here yes the same trus play together ok" asked Fadil smiling "yes of course "Vita responds
it was night and Auntie liked to roll the carpet and mattress in the living room after that we prepared to sleep and immediately closed our eyes but Fadil could not sleep to read the fairy tale ,I read before long Fadil fell asleep I'm a little restless,
tap...tap. .. the sound of footsteps and crutches..open door I pura to fall asleep and a little peek it kak farhan he walked slowly and stopped looking at me.
😴😴😴pura pretended to sleep and did not see anything at once he looked at me and smiled 😍 well my heart is beating fast.dag...Digs...Dug..plis..i am still innocent hahahaha....😊
the next day...
on a clear morning and cool air
I came home soon because it wasn't good to have not had a bath and luckily Fadil was still sleeping
"how night is there anything" asked papa
"there's no ordinary, I read fairy tales for Fadil" I replied
still remembering that sweet big brother farhan smile I thought it was just the wind then
I went to Fadil's house he said Fadil was crying because I left..😞
again met with kak farhan why awkward again and he smiled at me
we played together and I got out
"you accompany Fadil yes do not go far and if you can get to adulthood" said kak farhan
what how can I be confused what to do but we never know what will happen later yes I am more than stuck confused is just a normal question
this is the story of Vita in 4th grade SD
so because the story of his teenagers is still not revealed later yes
the journey is still long
further....
"lately I have noticed you often smile strangely why" asked Aunt Dila on kak farhan "do not think again I'm healthy if smiling" he replied while leaving
the night is so long
"why I so can't sleep strange why there's a sense this is probably commonplace"while hugging his pillow bolster kak farhan's asleep destiny never understood the difference between them , trouble will have a way out
like ryysea question must have an answer, and only God knows the answer
man can only run with
patience God's decisive results
"i quickly grew up in order to pursue my dreams and loved ones" while looking in the mirror and smiling
Vita hopes she soon grows up in order to become the most important person 😁
after his return as usual I must have been to Fadil's house again and it turns out kak farhan there are more like his two at home here, no problem the only me who feels a little troubled.
"if uncle Farhan married Kaka pretty how it would be" asked plain Fadil
I smiled
"what are you guys saying, like there's a secret yes" he suddenly panicked me
"cie uncle curious yes, I go first ah..biar Kaka beautiful same Uncle"Fadil ran away from me and kak farhan both,I just fell silent and he looked at BB towards me I left him
"there will be a holiday to the mosque of the golden dome" asked Aunt Dila
my mama agreed with Auntie Dila's invitation but kak farhan did not come because he had to go back to his hometown ,Vita just remembered that Kaka Farhan will soon be close to the end of his school because Kaka Farhan now wants to go up to the 12th grade Vita left far behind is very dear
time is passing
"later I have a vacation for my family" said Vita "try guessing you're still chasing after the handsome Kaka right" asked my friend this
"don't he come home so it has nothing to do with me "my answer is calm
days have passed and why are you still thinking about him when he is not here, what should I do now
(think I do)
"now I hope to pass quickly and be calmer don't try to rethink it" I said
I played with his nephew and there was a deep sense of him being here
hopefully another time can meet again even if I don't know when
"why do I dream of kak farhan huh is he thinking of me too"
Vita misses Kaka Farhan and hopes kak farhan also has a sense of longing as well on his ,I was silent and Samar faintly saw the shadow of him either maybe he or my hallucinations alone but I think going back and looking back it turns out he came back here oh no deg...digs.....Dug, then I diverted by pretending not to see and playing with Fadil I kept silent not to see even when my heart was pounding it felt so irregular he looked at me and smiled and greet me
"hey, how are you going on any vacation" he asked
to me "yes it is so, so it is normal" I replied smiling and Fadil Langi hugged and said"uncle, we really had a holiday to see many animals and a big mosque after that"
I just kept quiet and pretended I didn't know
"here's Kaka, near my uncle" Fadil pulled me
I said permission to go home
"luckily I'll be home soon otherwise I'll be told to stay close to her"
I don't know what happened but it feels like
days have passed and I don't play anymore to Fadil's house because a lot of pr and tired this late end a lot of tasks and problems even though I don't know what's there he's thinking but I really need a warmth of my thought and Fadil always asks me but I can't play let alone see him I can't really heart this is so hard to guess
the Fadil house
"don't cry later he's here"Kaka Farhan calms Fadil who wants to meet Vita
"uncle I want Kaka pretty hiks...."Fadil crying and calm right by mother Aunt dila "iya later Kaka beautiful here, do not cry anymore "