A Flower And A Sand

A Flower And A Sand
MY HOUSEHOLD


now after a few days we finally got married but why does this heart hurt


not because of marriage but the person I married was not the father of my future baby


our marriage was not very big


relatives and the whole family came


after Ijab kabul you sit on the throne


it felt like the wedding dream I had been yearning for all this time was finally achieved


"what makes you sad "ask Gilang looking at me


"no I'm so happy "I lied to her


after we got tired of our marriage, we took a break


the guests also went home


"heard ya mami don't want my future granddaughter why Napa "says my mother-in-law


he watched me but I was sad


I stayed in my room crying


crek.


my husband approached me


"don't cry, I'll always be there for you "he hugs me and kisses me on the forehead


A few days later


we rushed to independently live in the house that my husband had prepared


"remember the word if something "word happens


my mother-in-law


"yes thank you mami "I hugged her


when we got home, we cleaned things up and rested


"honey where are you going "ask my husband


"i want to cook "my words


then he stopped me


"rest let me cook, you sleep "he told me to


"no my husband I am a wife should do my duty" I said


then he sat me down and calmed me down


"you a pregnant mother is not good for your baby's health "softly saying


my dream husband really


I also rested and waited for my husband


"sadly let's eat it's over "while leading me slowly


"it's a lot of food yes, let's be healthy you're the same baby "while taking rice and side dishes


we ate together


and my husband wiped my lips with a tissue


she washes dishes and cleans the house during my pregnancy


"sorry I'm my husband you did everything for me but I can't do the job as a wife "I hugged her from behind and cried


"don't think now that you're focusing on the baby huh, trust me " said Gilang while wiping my tears


we lived happily, even he comforted me


"aw. My stomach ache "suddenly my stomach aches.


"you calm down yeah I'll take you to the hospital "Gangangang carried me


while in the hospital


"how do doc. his state "asked Gilang worried.


"no problem, don't get too much thought and get enough rest" the doctor said


my husband led me home and rested


now my womb is entering the age of 3 months


this phase is always taken care of by my husband


"i go to work, baby later if there's something you call me yes "Lad very attention to me


"yeah you don't have to worry I'll be fine" I said


"remember don't move much huh, break ok"


said my husband


"it's his provisions dear "me while giving his provisions


"yes, thank you, muach.." kissed my forehead


my husband left he waved his hand at me


I am so happy God is so good ,


the obstacle I was walking through now slowly ended happily


at night his


luckily I've prepared dinner now I'm waiting for my husband to come home


I sat on the couch waiting for his return


"sad you slept on the couch instead of her in the room "asked my husband


apparently I fell asleep my husband built me slowly


we ate together


"sorry, baby, you have to wait "


ask my husband


"gk important issue you're fine "said I smiled


next day


"unfortunately after work we check up "


said my husband


"yes, thank you for the attention "my words


after that I waited again this time he came home not the other night he immediately drove me to check up


when he arrived at the hospital


"how's doc? "my husband is worried


"Alhamdulillah his mother is stable condition and his baby is moving actively" said the doctor


"thank you, thank you doc" my husband said


she's so considerate of me and my baby it's clear on this not her baby


"oh yeah baby, I was on my phone said she was worried about you "my husband said


my mom called her.


"i'll see my mom "my question


"by dong, I'll give you my "husband a smile


A few days later...


my husband and I visited my mother and we stayed at her house


"sad your husband is very attentive even though it is normal "mama said


it is not physically visible even though my husband looks ordinary but he is considerate and responsible


different from that person, leaving me and just leaving his seed alone


why do I think about her I am happy with my husband now


"mama, here I buy you "mama's needs said


my husband bought it to my mother


it turns out that after work he bought a need for my mother


"you are indeed a considerate son-in-law "


my mother said while kissing my husband


my husband smiled happily at her praise


the day went by and we went home.


"sad if there's something call mommy "


asked my mother, anxiously hugging me


arriving at home


I stayed in a solitary room


"sad this is drinking milk first yes "my husband while thrusting a glass of milk at me


I drank it


"rest yes, don't think of strange things"


while enveloping me


I also rested quietly


a few weeks later


my husband is so considerate and I am so happy but at the end of this I dream of the figure of the man again


"what is all this because this baby is "my word


while holding my stomach


"ahhh...I hate this why my life is like this, why...? "was asking me to cry screaming


"what's the matter baby why you scream "wonder


my husband was worried about seeing my situation


"i hate, why my life is a mess I dream of him, all this because of this baby "


I said while crying


my husband hugged me and wiped my tears


"ush. don't say "my husband said while gently holding my lips


"Look yes, don't get this baby wrong, he's guilty if you keep thinking about things that are not good his condition will be dangerous"


said my husband


"let me not care "my words