A Flower And A Sand
THIS WAITING
I've been staring in my room for a few days
even my husband doesn't get permission to go to work
"go to work, I can take care of it "
my word
"sad no matter what happens, I won't let you happen" my husband said
she hugged me warm
now my womb is entering the age of 7 months
my husband takes good care of me
"mami says, will be held in her thanksgiving at home mommy what our house is "asked my husband
"it's up to you that I'm so lazy" I said
"don't be so dear this is a blessing, we must be grateful "my husband said
"why do you care about this kid, obviously he's not..."
haven't finished talking my husband stopped with his index finger
"i love you, which means my son "said my husband
a few days later
we held a 7-month celebration
my mother-in-law noticed me
I can't even lie to my husband's family
"may our grandson be given health and his mother give birth safely" said the elder
the thanksgiving is finally over
"may your grandchildren be smart and great children "pray them to my mother-in-law
a few days later...
medical examination results
"Alhamdulillah her baby is well developed but she is vulnerable weak but in a healthy diet all is well "
doctor says
during my pregnancy I didn't want to know her gender
I tried to stay, but this heart felt so heavy
our marriage has entered the same 8 months as my gestational age
but I cannot be happy because the presence of this baby is interfering with my life
slowly my husband and I began to accept the reality and we also prepared everything even though not all
"mommy wonder why you don't want to know the gender, we as parents want to know our grandchildren" said my in-laws
"let it be a surprise later when it's time to know what "my husband said
I am only one month away from giving birth to this baby
and my husband always takes care of me and does not forget a healthy diet
during my marriage my husband and I had no relationship at all she understood I was pregnant
even my obligations as his wife are not so perfect because everything is done by her
the 9 months have finally arrived
"sadly this has entered the period of childbirth I fear you suddenly "asked my husband
"i don't know what, you go to work"
my word
my husband kissed me and told me that something happened call me right away
what a lovely husband I can't meet his needs
if only this were our son
I cleaned the house and cooked the day was almost magrib
treng.kreng.
"aw.sick my stomach what time she gave birth"
I decided to walk slowly but it hurt
and the amniotic fluid came out a little I tried to call my mama
not wanting to disturb my working husband I slowly endured the pain while waiting for mama to come
when he arrived at the hospital
"sad I'm staying here" my husband held my hand
"pull deep breaths in and out right and push on "doctor
yes.haa..haa..uuuu..
after 1 hour finally
gibbons.owe.ea.
I ran out of energy and my blood was tired when I fainted
1 hour later...
"this is the baby the mistress "doctor gave it to me
I looked at my baby and my husband made an Adhan in his ear
our family is present too
the whole family got together and we decided to make a name purchase
his name is Zafar Hwan Wafa
it means a faithful man and a brilliant future
"his little rich eyes of his mother were exactly "they were observing well
"wah's funny .."they were gobsmacked
"who used to dong my grandson "says my mother-in-law
I was silent my husband calmed me down
"thank you my husband you're there for me "
while kissing her forehead
we live in peace and tranquility
Zafar now began to learn to wander and slowly walked little by little
I feel happy and unable to say anything
Zafar grew up well we lived happily
he started calling us father and mother, and he was happy
"father came home" Zafar ran and hugged his father
"sad you must be tired huh "question me
while preparing coffee for her
"dad's son why hm." asked my husband.
"i want daddy's new toy "ask Zafar
"yes, I will buy it, oh yes soon Zafar 4th birthday" said my husband
we had a simple party for Zafar's birthday
"happy birthday and long life yes "
thank you from family
"nih Oma has a gift for the most handsome grandson" my in-laws said
Zafar also opened his gift and a car with a remote control
Zafar looks happy
"sad you also have a gift for Zafar "
my husband gave it to me right away
Zafar looks happy turns out his gift in the form of a robot of course he really likes her
"sad not to overdo it "
ask me
"no dear it's appropriate "my husband said
"unfortunately I also have a gift for Zafar "
my word
"what's mom ? "asked Zafar curiously
"Zafar is going to be a big brother to have friends at home" I said
they were all surprised and happy
especially my husband
this is the only thing that makes my husband feel like a real father
Zafar looks happy too
"keep my grandson, "my mother-in-law said
"Zafar dear mom and dad muach"hugging
we and kiss our forehead
"honey thanks for the gift I'll have two kids "while kissing my forehead
we hope Zafar grows well as long as we are on his side
"dad..."Zafar ran to his father
we hold hands
"it looks like Zafar is more suited to his father now "my words
even though we are not together but we are happy with our respective families I do not want to know the news now the most important thing is that I am Zafar my husband and our future baby
happiness is a difficult thing to get, sometimes love that is so big has an impact that hurts you
but believe me, the love that hurts the most is
when you love in silence
but he doesn't love you
like sweet stuff thrown away
and behind the scenes there is someone who loves you so sincerely without having to wait for him to love you back
true happiness is the family and role of a woman