A Flower And A Sand
MY FEAR

it was my happiness and a joking laugh with you was my medicine

"thank you my husband" while kissing my husband's forehead

"his little Adek mother is beautiful yes" while staring at the baby Adek

Zafar is happy to have a sweet little sister

today I let my husband go shopping

"sad hold mom, don't go too far "

because I'm having trouble holding my 7 month old baby

I choose basic needs because it's already abis peserdian at home

"yes how much is all "my words while offering money

as soon as I finished shopping, I saw that Zafar wasn't there

I was worried and looking for her while holding my baby

"Zafar where you want to torment." I cried

been looking here and there but never

"oek.oek ..the sound of my baby crying because I was panicking so much

oh my god, where my son please I don't want to lose him enough last time

a few hours later...

"h Kasian tuh why the boy was crying yuk mas" said a woman who embraced his man

they approached Zafar

"why are you crying here" asked the sweet-looking woman

"i have lost my mother" said Zafar Ter Isak Isak.

eventually they help Zafar find his mother

"where was the last time you parted "

ask the woman

"there "Zafar shows the direction

finally Zafar saw his worried mother crying

"mom, that's mamau..."Zafar hugged his mother

haru mood momentarily

"hiks.. Zafar don't leave mom again huh"

vita said whining

but suddenly silent

With what he saw he met someone he hated and did not want him to see again

turns out Vita Revin's ex was surprised to see her

I finally came home and thought maybe he didn't want me anymore and he was married

"mother why cry "asked Zafar while wiping my tears

"what kind of mother, you don't have to worry" I said

in his night...

I don't dare tell my husband what happened because I don't want to bring up the past

but my husband suspected I was ringing something from him

and I keep arguing that there's nothing

the next day...

"where are you going neatly "a wife asks her husband

"don't I go for a second baby"

revin while kissing his wife's cheek

it doesn't feel like Zafar has entered the paud and I'm dropping him off

"learn and be a good boy" I said

"well Mom, I went to school" with a smile

Zafar my son's face is at first glance similar to the Revin's and I feel very sick even though my heart forgets you but sees you back getting hurt

I left after seeing Zafar enter his class

but suddenly surprised

someone pulled my hand and it turned out to be Revin

he pulled me and said nothing

"let me go of what you're doing" I said

"i want to talk to you for a minute" with his cynicism

we also talked in a place far from the crowd

I'm silent and I don't say anything

and then he started talking to me

"honestly, what do you say to my family"

her words made me feel like a stranger in her eyes really hurt

"what does it mean I don't understand" I asked

"Lo hk need to pura gk know for what uglyin gw Lo himself gk can take care of himself just in bedin wrong Lo too cheap"

pain njirr..pingin slap his face and want to kill him all this time he did not realize that I had been forced and he was willing to be so

I endured the pain and endured the crying

"trus now you already have a family Iw too and I want to ask one thing that my son" he asked with a cold look

I got scared and ran

please help me to torment.I don't want to meet her sick...

"hey wait not finished yet "he's holding my hand

I ran and he didn't come after me just fell silent

a few days later...

"why the hell are you talking about something" my husband asked

"hiks.gk am I just afraid you go don't leave me yak" I said as I hugged my husband.

"i love you and will never leave you until the end of life"

her warm and quiet embrace

the next day...

I picked up my son in the afternoon, but

"who picks up the book" I asked the teacher

"there was a man coming to pick up Zafar he said his relatives and Zafar also knew the man so it was a long time to think"

I forgot not to tell Zafar not to get too close to the man because I was afraid it would be revealed that Zafar was indeed the son of Revin all along

I told my husband his start was surprised but my husband calmed me down really very happy to have a husband who understands me so much

gilang and I were looking for Zafar and the one who brought Zafar was the Revin

at the Revin residence

"if I see him it looks like you baby" said Revin sari's wife

"i have your business at home first" said Revin

finally Revin and Zafar go to his parents' house

"kalo's right, you should have been responsible, and married her " said Kaka Revin

"yes what else is a good girl, attention"

said revin's mother

"he's sweet, he's like you, his face is just sweeter and funnier" said the Kaka

"i want to go home, mom and dad are worried"

zafar said whimpering

"yes you played here first huh" said Revin's father

but a few minutes later...

Zafar cried howling to go home

"Hua.hiks.mau same mother, father"

shouted Zafar

"hey don't cry we're family anyway"So Revin calms Zafar

"this is also your real father" said Kaka Revin

Zafar was silent

"my father is only one Gilang father" said Zafar plainly

"but father Revin is your real father, so don't be afraid" said brother Revin

"hiks .. no I want his father Gilang he's my only father" cried Ter Isak isak

revin was silent when he heard the answer of his son who did not want to think of himself as his father

and slowly Revin's holding Zafar trying to calm down