A Flower And A Sand
loving you in solitude
I don't feel like time has passed
after 3 months of grandfather's departure
brother Revin told me to go to his house I went there and we talked
"i like you what you "said
I fell silent and accepted it
Tah why I received her fast when it was clear from the beginning she ah forget it....
"you're right to say it" I said
he looked at me and smiled while hugging me
but he looks trembling
I started dating Revin slowly we went through even though there was no plan in the first place
"actually what he looks like" I said
honestly still curious about his attitude in a hurry to state whether there is another intention (think me )
"o Allah may you protect me Amen" I said
elapsed time...
3 Months of dating but I don't feel she's given me the slightest attention or anything
no problem maybe he's not ready yet not knowing the right gift for me
I decided to take a day off work and accompany her almost all day anyway now I have to see her every move
slowly he showed me something
you hugged her and she started wanting to kiss me but I wasn't ready and always dodged her (avoiding)
she looked at me a sweet smile and kissed my forehead I smiled happily and this strange feeling of love or what
I still hesitated but slowly
I tried to ask the heart
"revin you why there's no response to the news you think I'm what" I replied
"there's gk everywhere "His word
following day....
"revin you're hiding what "me said
"my mother was sick yesterday" she replied
I believe in her
following day....
"revin you why the hell don't keep the promise" I said
he promised me to take a walk and even sleep sucks
and the next Sunday...
"you are rich in love with him but he has your response, clapping one hand" said the official here
"i'm sure he's busy" I replied
the day passed quickly and I felt very patient but what I felt like he was not right in my mind always haunted me every day
time as it passes ...
"you want to do it anyway"me
she hugged me tightly and kissed me I refused but it felt so calm this kiss somehow my heart was beating fast instantly stopped..
a few minutes later...
"may I do just one "His word
I was surprised by what he said
"no, you can't do anything out of bounds" I said
"just a moment and a last promise" he said
I pushed her
"don't want to .." I said
I thrashed and pushed him
"yes if you can but you don't thrash Mulu" he replied
the following days....
he kept persuading me and I didn't care about his plea...
pouring rain...
"can't I go there" I said
he asked me to meet him
when it rains like this
of course I'm scared
following day...
we talked and joked together
he kissed me and slowly I felt as if he was controlling me
but a moment later...
like there was a comfortable warm feeling his embrace and
honestly, I never felt love when I was a child, but now it's like being born
I lay down to sleep with her smiling and closing my eyes
this body felt amused once he felt and kissed me speechless
"revin what are you doing" I asked
"you take it easy, be quiet and let me do it" I replied
"you will calm down and you will like it too
and I'm not gonna refuse if I understand the feeling"
I don't understand what that means
but I fell asleep silent
this is what I feel amused about
kiss fuck and now take over
holding my chest
"hm. stop "my words.
I'm like a mother who breastfeeds my baby
but it feels calm and quiet
slowly I fell silent in my sleep
the next day...
"what were you thinking last night"
ask me
"you think.." she replied.
why even ask back
"god, if he is my soul mate, help me face reality and may he be the best" I said
"o Allah, I want to find happiness, so help me to find a way out, amen." I said
the holidays have arrived and I am looking forward to the road with him
it turns out it was true that me and him and his friends we walked together were really happy to know his friend..
I laughed and got along with my friend
I was happy and never been this happy
may god unite us
in my prayers and prayers
every night I would say
in the evening I woke up to pray tahajud and pray that my wish would be fulfilled
we six together
me and revin
and Gio and his partner Mia
while our friend
Toni and Wahyu have a pair of kasian
we laughed and joked together so happy and I didn't want this moment
apart, I feel like this is my new family
"revin you can shoot" I asked
"you can do it" he said
I asked him seriously what he answered
we went around and saw the family crowd
it was incredible
me and Revin bought a couple and I asked him to buy me a funny bag
me and Mia chose the item
of course, use our partner's money
we joined hands and walked in pairs
me and Revin on a bike boat were amazing
actually, the reason I can't break up with her is starting to grow a sense of love and beautiful memories can't be forgotten
it cannot be said in words but can only be felt in the heart
"revin I want to be with you" I whispered
yeah, even though he doesn't know it
love comes and goes as it pleases
but love holds many memories and can not forget its history
it may be easy for anyone to break up but what about the memories like his own family
God is one we are in a sacred bond and switch ...
don't think easy...
"That's a photo" said Revin
I smile happily
all day we walked home together and me and Revin ate first
he took me water really started to get attention
elapsed time...
"revin you again what" I asked on tlp
"yes, you just came home from work and you just came home" he asked
" yes, rest" I said
"yes I took a shower first "answer
and hang up