A Flower And A Sand
UNEXPECTED THINGS HAPPEN
don't say no when you don't feel
don't say yes if there is no taste
lying to yourself is more painful than what you experience
a bright morning...
I did my job with a calm atmosphere and the sound of birdsong touching my heart
although my job salary is not how much but I can still save for later needs and help my parents
day by day I live a good life
but it feels hollow what
afternoon...
at 18:00 pm I came home from my job
when I got home I got some rest
01.00 Wib
I woke up to a dream
it was already night once, and the dream felt real
dreaming of him that I never want to remember again
slowly I opened my phone
there was a message coming in
from her looks
"there's a time I want to talk to you here for a minute "chatnya revin
I'm glad I have a lot more to do than think about it
a few days later...
the message came from her
"gw wants to say important and if you want to mean loose wrong "Chat
obviously he who cheated why I'm in bad right this privacy I'm name tainted
I decided to meet him
I also have a day off work permit
tuk..tuk...tuk.aku knocked on the door of his house.
I also spoke to her with four eyes
"what you want to explain is clear all his cheating loe and all this time I always be patient "my word
he explained and said he would never repeat it again
"gw I like to be set to understand "revin
"gw gk never chatted loe, if you feel that so sorry "I said
she hugged me
"i'll go home and I'll see her "my words
but he hugged me tightly
"say why avoid me "asked Revin
I can't answer
"what am I not avoiding you, there will be business "my words
but she held me back and kissed me, I rebelled but her kiss was so tight
"you don't go home" Revin said
the rain arrived
"how do I go home "says I'm anxious
I waited for the rain to subside but it did not subside even more intense
I sat in silence
revin suddenly turned off the lights
dark mood
"what are you doing, step aside "I said
I tried to turn on the lights
he pulled me
"rainy, cold let me warm up "revin
hugging me tight I feel comfortable
the cold and rain have not stopped
his warm embrace
following morning...
I woke up from my sleep and found myself sleeping next to Revin
I don't remember what happened but it looks like Revin did something to me
I left in a hurry
I hope I don't find him again
I cry and forget strange things
"my head feels so dizzy" I said
she called me but I didn't answer her I hung up
"revin what you were doing back then, forget it and I don't want to talk to you" I said
"then I have to finish the task"
revin fucked me and couldn't let me go
I endured the pain and pain of my heart
I was crying
pushing her
a few days later...
he said he'd come home I don't care about him, better so
I started living my daily life better even though my co-workers were uncomfortable here
I was being kind and as usual
my dizziness comes in for too many thoughts
he hasn't been home long enough
after his return, we met again
"i love you "while hugging me
"why are you sick "asked revin worriedly
"i want to have you "revin
I was silent and said nothing
she kept teasing me I pushed her and she kept holding my hand
"revin stop this, um, "I feel like he's not right.
a few days later...
"why dear "asked revin
rubbing my tears
he saw the test results I hid him
but he wanted to see her
"you're pregnant "asked her
"hiks.I don't want "i'm crying.
"good that means you belong to me "he said
I was dumbstruck
"you said you didn't want me to get pregnant" I said
"let's test it again" Revin said
thankfulness is negative
that was wrong
"how about we make now "revin's rhyme
"gk wants a revin, "i said
"i promise we'll believe together "
a few days later...
I called her family to get closer
but a few months later we thought about ending it all
I didn't think we'd decide not to reconnect
everything that has happened let it pass...
only God knows what I am
and how stupid I was to maintain a relationship that was completely difficult to walk
slowly I went through all of it with a lot of pain I sometimes cried
"Vita Loe wants to see when to cry "Dina
my friend
"gw I know but this heartache is really very painful" I said
I try to get up and smile
complete the work tasks and build all the dreams
"Vita loe gk what is it how pale really "asked Dina
"yeah, what is "my word
my mom and I lived with us trying to be strong like nothing happened
rise from hardships and tribulations
after a few months
I didn't realize this
turns out I'm pregnant and all I can do is calm down and assume that nothing happens
revin's hard to call and I don't know if I should cry in my room and get word my revin's marriage is ruined and trying to be strong
my mother was angry and disappointed I just kept silent apologizing
I don't know what happened shouldn't have happened
but I'm trying to keep this kid he's innocent, it's not his fault
after a few days...
someone came to propose to me
but I can't accept it because of this
but he said
"i love you sincerely so let me be a future father to her and husband to you until the end of life "
really touched his taste
his name is Gilang high, brown leather matures and his work clerks for me he well accept me whatever the circumstances
we decided to get married but I feel bad about her family
Gilang covered all of her she said that this child was her child
"i'll be in charge of "Lost