A Flower And A Sand
stride over...
day after day I go from time to time
a long journey is still to be passed
sometimes life is not always right there is no harm, because life is not always running smoothly we are ordinary and not so perfect that is the meaning of this life
if death comes quickly there can be no second life
at first we were like sacred and clean paper but stained by the historical record
continue the life of Vita...
"how bad am I in your eyes why are you this cruel to me" I asked
revin was silent to see me as if he were innocent, what kind of god is this man
"yes, if you want to please" he said
jedder.as in the lightning strike he easily said it to me.
"god is not fair to me, I am good and sincere but hurt why they are all evil tormentors." I cried and screamed as if I were dying.
o Allah, what is the fault of my servant even though my sin is great, but I have borne suffering since childhood
I locked myself in my room and for a moment I cried hugging my pillow roll
the day passed...
I tried to stay alive and strong even though my life was ruined
the laborious work that left me running out of time I was determined to change things and immediately closed the old, though not easy, sheet
bruk.I fell down and got a little dizzy.
"Why do you rest there" said my co-worker
I'm late eating so easy to stomach
"Vita don't think too much" Vienna said
"yes, I understand thanks" I said
the next day...
I was determined to change things even though it was difficult but I tried my best
failures must be more careful in business
today I tried to find a job here and there but I haven't been able to
I still didn't give up and tried more
meanwhile, my money is thinning
"quota abis asked for the same mama kasian" I began to feel bored at home
especially always fighting with my dad
the time I lived after getting the work of the burning spirit began to wake up
her night...
I woke up at 00.05 wib as usual always waking up at night
I began to do the task of the author of the novel I began to worry about this work is not just a hobby but life inspiration and tranquilizers for me
I started by making titles and starting early episodes who would have thought I liked writers from a young age
at that time I wrote in several notebooks and thought I could not afford to publish how not to afford the cost and time
for my parents it is impossible never to be able to because they look at having nothing right I am a girl from a family that does not have school only costs there are shortcomings such as basic needs and others at that time my mother who went bankrupt from her job because the factory does not produce anymore
makes it hard for us, my dad who has a hard time getting a job
I wanted to change things and focus on my goals
I never thought I'd lose my mindset because that guy he kind of brainwashed me
"hei Vita, you happen to be here, I have something to say" said Vienna
we talked somewhere while drinking coffee
"what a race how can I not be able to do it" I answered
"come on I need a partner I think you fit right in with me" Vienna said
"i doubt if I fail you'll be disappointed in me" I replied
"whether you joke win or lose is normal in a race but the most important effort" Vienna assured me
"hm .. well I thought first and my parents couldn't allow me" I replied
Vienna is nodding
"i'll wait, call me ok" she looks hopeful
after a few days...
"yes so we have to how to "ask me
we practiced and I didn't tell my parents because it was my wish to achieve the best I could
after such a close time...
me and Vienna waiting to perform turned out to be me and a little nervous
but we have tried our best
all the judges and spectators watched us
and I feel trembling
after the jury finished judging us and just waiting for the final result
"it's good that the winner of the group show contest is..."
deg.dag...Digs...Dugs...
we finally got to third place
it doesn't matter we're grateful Vienna smiles
"mama and papa look at this we won,"Vienna
smiling towards my mom and dad
they looked happy and her parents also hugged Vienna feeling warm
"oh yeah know this is my friend that I told you this is Vita" she knew me
"greetings om, Auntie "I nodded respectfully
"you're a good boy thank you for helping Vienna "while smiling
his sense of wanting was as if they felt warm and an expanding smile
I also have permission to go home
"yes I'm not allowed to go to work *help Vienna no matter how handsome it wants it
"i need to rest tired once after this*"
lying in bed after me
"you look tired indeed from where" asked papa
"whose name works must be tired papa"
answer me
following morning...
"mama be patient, I know mama is tired, I will try to make us better" I said
I hugged my mom while kissing her
"morning buk, pak"I told the boss
"how is there an increase in the number" asked the boss
yes I work in this place as a cashier
although tired of opinion is not appropriate but still
be thankful for what God has given
"god willing, it's good, even if it's not much" I answered
"yes later if more of you his salary will I level right" said the boss
sorenya...
"there are many orders today will be sent after that" my orders
"hey I don't like him getting attention with the boss"they're workers just like I look like they don't like me
"we just get rid of him how" Galuh
"how do"Zaky
the next day...
"what's this is why you guys like this a lot of posts but you're silent" said the boss
"he's in charge of why I said we know"
"it's not true I've said it but they said it later after today" I replied
"when don't make up"Zaky
still, I explained that I still don't believe, I didn't think they were cruel
I decided to stop going out