
Rara had wondered where Olivia was when she was always on Abhimanyu's side, but seeing today Olivia appeared with a messy look, Rara instantly knew she was working hard in place of Abhimanyu.
"Where's abhimanyu?" ask the woman directly.
"May break." Rara shifted to give him a way. "Just in."
For now Rara has not been in a position to be jealous of Olivia. He was too meritorious in Abhimanyu's life.
But as Abhimanyu's wife, Rara follows him because it is also impossible for her husband to be alone with her ex-love.
"Olivia?" Abhimanyu frowned. "Why did you do abis?"
"Ngeberesin remains of your affair with Tomoya, obviously. Why else would I live in the world if I didn't take care of you?" that female sarcasm.
But his hand stretched out, touching Abhimanyu's forehead. "How's lo? Where's inget sampe?"
Abhimanyu brushed off that hand. He glared in annoyance at the way Olivia gave the impression that Abhimanyu was a child. "Lo want a report on what?" tanyanya on point.
For a moment Olivia's expression looked grim. But the woman sighed, looking at Rara. "Lo can go out for a second, Ra? This is important business."
Rara planned to go out if she felt she should, but Abhimanyu said, "Biarin. Rara's my guy too."
".... It's." Olivia glanced at Rara and could not hide the impression she was hurt.
Rara felt bad for her even though she couldn't help with anything. In the end it's the right of Abhimanyu to reciprocate Olivia's taste or not.
"Abimanyu." Olivia finally focused on Abhimanyu. "Lo ever pregnant a girl?"
"Huh?" Abhimanyu cengo, so did Rara. "Lo by the way what—"
"Today there's a lady comein bokap lo."
Abhimanyu was slowly stunned as his brain worked to digest Olivia's story.
"He had a three-month-old baby and said it was your son. You don't want responsibility so you leave him."
Abhimanyu didn't even realize his sore hand was grabbing Olivia's arm.
"Lo think I'm crazy?!" it was cut out without control. "Lo believes that story, huh?! You should have known the most I never got to pregnant with someone's child!"
"Gue knows it too, asshole!" Olivia returned in frustration. "Lo think I believe that?! Then all the pregnant girls I'm impregnated with lo!"
"Keep why lo—"
"The problem!" Olivia took a breath after that, trying to pronounce it more calmly. "The problem is, Bi .. that's a kid who looks like you."
"Bullshiit." Abhimanyu. Falling on his bed, squeezing the head that should still be injured. "Bullshiit."
He then closed his face.
"Fu-ck, fu-ck, fu-ck, fu-ck!"
Rara was like hearing the sound of lightning in broad daylight. His knees suddenly felt weak.
The face of an adult can be changed through surgery. Like Kisa whose face is so similar to Juwita. But that little boy's face .. is impossible, right? He was still a baby for months. He had not even drank clear water, it was impossible for his face to be operated on to be similar to Abhimanyu.
Then it is likely that .. his son Abhimanyu.
"How's lo?" Olivia suddenly turned to him. "How do you think?"
Abhimanyu. "Olivia!" she panicked as if afraid to hear Rara's answer.
Just yesterday, Abhimanyu felt very close. Just yesterday, they revealed their hearts. Abhimanyu was afraid that Rara's answer would change.
But Olivia refused to hear Abhimanyu.
"Abimanyu kayak gini. He's always like this." Olivia. "How do you think?"
Will he accept Abhimanyu even if he is so dirty? Rara clearly realized that was the meaning of Olivia's question.
"Rome." Abhimanyu suddenly looked desperate.
They both are stunned. It should be normal if Rara gets angry. But what did he say?
"When I comment on something, the status of the child changes? Or if I'm angry, the kid who suddenly doesn't exist?"
Olivia silenced.
Rara approached Abhimanyu, reached out to his face and smiled again. "No pa-pa. The past is the past, but if suppose the former is there or the impact is coming, it does not mean we are hands off."
"...."
"You have to take responsibility if that's your son."
But the time of the boy's arrival was too coincidental. Too tight until it feels planned.
Sakuea. As soon as he stopped being stupid, the woman attacked in a way she didn't think.
*
Abhimanyu removed the bandage on his own head. Throw it into the trash, staring at his face which Abhimanyu said was filled with sin.
One by one things began to come to his life now. Abhimanyu was not afraid. Not that he felt incapable. But Abhimanyu did not want to hurt the person he loved anymore.
"Lo is the son of Satan, Bang." That's what Banyu had told him when they fought first. And Abhimanyu might secretly agree with her.
"There's something I forgot about you, Rara." Abhimanyu clenched his hands and closed. "There's something about us that I don't want. I want to sip."
But ... now Abhimanyu feels otherwise.
Maybe he shouldn't remember? Maybe if he remembered then the woman, the woman he now loved so much, would actually be hurt?
Juwita cried so much because of Abhimanyu. He so often sobbed because of Abhimanyu's behavior. Would Rara also experience the same if she continued to engage with Abhimanyu?
What if this continued, sin after sin that asked for redemption came, Rara beside him was not happy but instead took his sin?
"Ranaya."
The foreign name somehow felt very comfortable being spoken by him. And now the name reminds Abhimanyu of Rara.
The woman after Juwita who made Abhimanyu want to tear this world down for him.
"I'm just a puzzle piece that doesn't fit all over the place" Abhimanyu whispered as he recalled their previous conversation. "Perhaps just like Juwita who is more compatible with Papa, you may be better suited to others."
Honestly speaking Abhimanyu did not plan to hurt Rara at all. He didn't even want to make her cry.
But Abhimanyu did not believe in giving him happiness. Abhimanyu did not believe in himself that he was able to make the woman comfortable and happy with him.
"Olivia." Once out of the bathroom, Abhimanyu immediately called his best friend. "Where's the girl I'm with now?"
"Your bokap."
"Juwita knows?"
"Possibly not. Bokap you wait for your certainty first."
"Call him to headquarters." Abhimanyu walked down after a few days just resting. "Say the same bokap I Juwita do not need to know. It's my personal problem."
"okay."
When Abhimanyu got to the bottom floor, Rara noticed it from the kitchen. The woman ran over, along with the flask in her hand.
"I made jamu for you. Drink before six, yeah."
Abhimanyu stared at that glance before he passed by without a sound.
For Rara's own good, useless trash seems to have to know himself and stay away. There was no need for Rara to hold on beside him if all around Abhimanyu were painful thorns.
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