
Abhimanyu still remembers when he first met Juwita. The woman who suddenly came to be his Papa's wife hit a volleyball until Abhimanyu's hand flushed so hard. Then after that they often mocked each other, and somehow Abhimanyu began to love her more than he should have.
Back then, deep in Abhimanyu's heart, he already had this thought.
That he is an ugly thing.
Objects are useless, not worth looking at, just dirty the place where it is until it should be discarded.
Abhimanyu always believed in it even until the second he was with Rara. But either because of pride, or because of selfishness alone, Abhimanyu who realized how ugly, trashy and unworthy of himself actually remained there, pretending to be sure that he deserved.
But not anymore. Now Abhimanyu can see it again. That this disturbing thing, this unworthy of hers, should have been discarded long ago by Juwita.
In order for this ugly and inappropriate self not to be picked up by Rara, who was too blind to see how bad Abhimanyu looked.
"Sakura killed herself." Abhimanyu could now only endure the fear and whispered to Olivia. "He hasn't been around for a long time."
Olivia's stuck. "What?"
"He killed himself because of me, Liv." Abhimanyu shivered. "He killed himself because of me."
"Abimanyu—"
"Gue said I don't care! I told you I don't care about Sakura! I don't care if he does! It's none of my business he's doing!"
Abhimanyu's cold hands clutching Olivia's clothes.
"But" he whispered afterwards, "means now I don't pantes anymore for Ranaya."
"...."
"How can a man like me give him happiness, Olivia? How do people like me give him the future if I do, everything, it turns out just grousakin people's lives?!"
"...."
"Juwita should've dumped me long ago. He should have dumped my trash. Why not before?!"
Olivia could only fall, fall, listen to Abhimanyu's terrified cry.
He's afraid of himself.
He was afraid of all the damage his own hands could do.
*
The next morning after resting for several hours, Abhimanyu and Olivia went to the Alliance headquarters for the executive meeting. The chronological events that Abhimanyu needs to tell us about, then it doesn't take time for Mahesa's representatives from other Numbers to appear to take over the situation.
"This is already a large-scale breakdown for the Alliance and especially the country. The Alliance leader was forcibly taken away and we were all deceived. I'll admit that we're all bego's now."
Abhimanyu just bowed. A moment later, the man got up.
"Gue ngundurin himself from the Executive position."
Denis beside him was instantly dumbfounded. "Woi, Bi, the Alliance is again fucked up like this and you keep running away?"
"The man who brought the Boss to them is my notabenenya, Den." Abhimanyu. "The person who was repeatedly attacked for weakening the Alliance was also me. I didn't run away. At all. But if I keep here, just tell them to constantly make me while laughing at you guys."
"Not wrong." Nine, Zero's replacement chimed in. "Keep, other than self-fulfilling, what compensates you for the mistakes you call?"
"Olivia."
Despite sighing, Olivia advanced, handing the map in her hand to Nine.
In other words in the future personally Abhimanyu will be called poor. The house that Abhimanyu occupies today, yesterday he had asked to be moved the name to be Rara's right.
"Bro, come on." Denis. "Gue knows what you mean but Sam doesn't exist, Rohan doesn't exist, Salim doesn't exist. If you leave too, the Alliance will need time to recover completely. Moreover, the Boss doesn't exist either."
"The Alliance executive is like the Alliance's face other than the boss." Abhimanyu smiled ridiculing himself. "The face that was stoned many times still want to display as a face?"
"Abimanyu—"
"No, he's real." Nine chop. "Abimanyu is officially fired."
Abhimanyu. That's better indeed. It was not bad in the least because even if he left the Alliance, Abhimanyu would still work under Mahesa and enter another organization that would be decided for him.
But now resigning from the Alliance was indeed a decision that Abhimanyu had to take.
After completing his affairs at the headquarters, Abhimanyu immediately returned to his residence. Or maybe it should be called Rara's residence now.
As soon as he saw Abhimanyu coming home, Juwita immediately smiled.
"You're home, my God."
But Abhimanyu could not return his smile. The man simply took Abirama in Juwita's arms, then passed up.
Juwita who was left just like that was not angry at all. The woman understood that the reason Abhimanyu suddenly lost his expression must be the news of Sakura's death.
He may not be sad. It was obviously not sad after everything Sakura did. But being the cause, being the main reason one stopped exhaling in this world.
*
"Abuoyu!" Dian jumped straight from the chair as soon as Abhimanyu entered his room which was heavily guarded by his men.
But Abhimanyu did not want to talk much. The man brushed Dian's hand away from her, while keeping her away from Abirama.
"Lo said he wanted to be my wife, right?" abhimanyu said without any more opening. "Now you choose. Lo became my wife but poor," the man thrust the map that was in Olivia's hands, "or you far from me the same money I love?"
Dian stared at all that he didn't understand. "You mean poor?"
"Well poor, don't have much money, don't have a job." Olivia explained it. "Abimanyu now kere. This house has been taken by Rara, the rest for Aunt Juwita, and the rest of the others seized by the Alliance. So if you so bininya Abhimanyu well prepared to eat indomie early morning malem."
"No way!" Dian was so in disbelief. "You think I'm stupid, dad?! No way you—"
"Dian." Abhimanyu did not want to hear any further nonsense. He lifted the official agreement before Dian's eyes so that he looked at her carefully.
"Lo go, bring 2 billion dollars, or be my wife who has nothing. Look carefully at the agreement. I write clearly if you become my wife, your weekly money is only a hundred thousand."
"You are so poor why would you take Abirama?!"
"Gue will pay for your son." Olivia answered snob. "How else, Abhimanyu kere. I'm not elo, I'm curious about guys who make money because they don't have their own money. Calm down, on the second sheet of the agreement has been written I have to, obligated, payday lo until he went to college."
Dian clenched her hands tightly. It's bullshit! It's bullshit! He could not believe that Abhimanyu was really poor! That must be bullshit.
But even so, even though Dian thought so, his fear of living poor made Dian could not be sure to choose Abhimanyu.
"The fate of your child is clear. If Abhimanyu not able to make a living, I also can not mafkahin, Aunty Juwita will open the hands of one poor child."
Olivia smiled lightly.
"Your fate isn't clear here, Dian."
*