
Early in the morning, Rendi knocked on the door of Abhimanyu's room where Rara was. Abhimanyu tells her to return Rara to where she is staying. Rara came out with her clothes last night. He looked like he had taken a bath, but the eye bags and pale on his face could not be removed.
"Come, Ma'am."
"Hm." Rara didn't want to say much and her voice sounded like she was sick. The woman walked ahead of Rendi, already knowing that he forced here even Abhimanyu will be stubborn.
But when Rara reached the first floor and passed through the living room, a voice stopped her.
"I want to talk to you for a minute" said a fluent English voice and a thick British accent. "Join to my desk, ma'am."
The way he talks like a noble. But looking at her face, Rara believed she must be of British royal blood, at least a little.
"Sir, the boss is not too willing to take Rose" whispered Rendi.
Rara honestly was not willing to talk much, but somehow he did not want to refuse Rose's offer, the person who was somehow ready Abhimanyu. So Rara comes, ignoring Rendi's subtle warning.
The waiter immediately pulled the chair for Rara, pouring the drink into her cup.
"Are you ready for my husband?" rara asked him, of course, in a language he understood.
"I? Let's just say I'm a very important person until he's willing to die." Rose answered provocatively. "Rather than talking about me, how about just talking about you guys? I heard you guys had a fight yesterday."
Rara was silent. Why does he talk about his quarrel with Abhimanyu to a stranger, especially a stranger is very beautiful.
"I know a little bit about Sakura" Rose said again.
Success makes Rara's expression become grim. "You know what?"
"Quite a lot. Especially because thanks to him, who dramatically turned out to be dead, the supreme leader of the Alliance until captured and considered dead at the hands of the enemy. It's funny because just for the ridiculous reason love is unrequited, it's like shooting a nuke into his own country and wiping out everyone just because he's hurt." Rose laughed very loosely, like an angel but his words were like a demon.
"Not funny." Rara snorts. "I just want to know you're ready for my husband, not talking about Sakura."
"Hm? What do you want to talk about again? Your husband has chosen to throw you away, too, like Sakura. So I just want to say that even if it hurts, don't repeat the same mistake. This country isn't an impingement of your insignificant disappointment."
"Abimanyu enggak—"
"I don't think you're that important to Abhimanyu." Rose took a good sip of her tea, smiling slightly. "You didn't see? He threw Sakura away, then dumped you, then threw away everything that was blocking her life. In other words, you are considered a bully. I hate little children, I tell you, but I'm pretty impressed with Abhimanyu who never lets go of his son wherever he goes. She didn't even have a nurse for her son, but she had many servants. Annoying little boy who can't even speak clearly is much more important than you."
"...."
Rose smiled innocently. "That's my opinion anyway. Whether you believe it or not."
A few steps from there, Rendi who heard it, immediately sighed. When asked if Rose is a bad person or a good person, it is difficult to answer. But if you have to choose, he is not evil but not good.
He's just a bitch.
Let alone Rara, Abhimanyu was even often made to refrain from strangling him.
"I told you not to interfere in other people's affairs, Rose." Abhimanyu's voice suddenly sounded, making Rendi turn to him.
The man walked past after handing over Abirama for a while. He comes near their table, pulling Rara's arm to stand up.
"You go home" he said with emphasis.
But Rara just looked down.
"Ranaya, go home."
Rara's body actually vibrated along with her blocked breath. Though Rose knew that Rose was provoking her, Rose's speech was like a potent poison that was eating away at Rara's sanity.
All this time Rara always believed Abhimanyu away for his sake. He believes that Abhimanyu feels too guilty for Sakura's death and feels too sinful to love Rara that in her eyes might be too holy.
But ... But what if it's all a lie? What if Rose was right, that Abhimanyu actually just thought it was an unimportant pest so stay away from his life?
"Ranaya—"
"I spent four years being patient. Patience, Bi." Rara could not hold back her tears. "I'm so patient because I'm sure you love me."
Abhimanyu simply closed his mouth.
"But maybe you're not really."
That one short sentence was just something that was repeated from Rose's words earlier. That Abhimanyu actually did not consider Rara important which is also the same as the sentence Abhimanyu does not love Rara.
But it turned out differently when it reached Abhimanyu's ears. Something very hot churned within him, making Abhimanyu not even realize it had already grabbed Rara's arm, yelling at her face.
"YOU KNOW WHAT?!"
Compared to last night, the anger was far, far, far, far, much bigger to the point that Rara was rigidly sculpted.
"YOU KNOW WHAT MY BURDEN IS, HUH?! WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT MY THOUGHTS?!"
Rara.
"IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH YOU, I AM WRONGED! IF ANYONE GETS HURT FROM YOU, I HAVE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY! IF YOUR EYES GET WET, I'M THE ONE WHO'S A CRIMINAL! IF I DON'T MAKE YOU HAPPY, I'M CALLED THE SON OF SATAN!"
"...."
"I HAVE TO TAKE THE SAME RESPONSIBILITY ALL THE THINGS ABOUT YOU WHILE YOU, YOU'RE JUST THINKING ABOUT YOURSELF! YOU JUST KNOW YOUR FEELINGS!"
Rara bit her increasingly trembling lips. The fight could not stop.
"I'm just thinking about myself?!" rara's reply is sick. "I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO FIND YOURSELF A COWARD!"
"WHO TOLD YOU TO WAIT PATIENTLY?! I'VE WRITTEN DIVORCE PAPERS TO EXPLAIN TO YOU CLEARLY IF YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT FOR ANYTHING!"
"I DON'T WANT A DIVORCE!" Rara pulled the collar of Abhimanyu's clothes, not even caring if now they look like they want to hit each other. "I DON'T WANT A DIVORCE! I DON'T WANT TO SPLIT UP, DO YOU KNOW?!"
"YOU'RE SELFISH!" Abhimanyu gripped very strongly Rara's arm. "YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF! I RETREATED FROM YOU BECAUSE I REALIZED I COULDN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY, BUT YOU WERE STUBBORNLY WILLING TO WAIT FOR SOMETHING THAT DIDN'T EXIST!"
"I JUST WANT YOU TO GO HOME!"
"IF YOU ARE HURT, DON'T KILL ME! WRONG YOURSELF! WANT YOU?!"
Rara bit her lips hard.
"YOU NGAREP WHAT HUH?! WANT ME TO GO HOME?! FINE, I'M HOME! BUT IF MY BEHAVIOR MAKES YOU CRY TO JUWITA AGAIN, DON'T THINK I'LL APOLOGIZE! EVERYTHING IS YOUR OWN FAULT! YOU ASKED FOR IT YOURSELF!"
Rara was already crying sobbing but also kept tugging at Abhimanyu's collar in return. "YOU DON'T KNOW EITHER!"
"NO ONE NEEDS DINGERTIIN!" abhimanyu. "BENDING NOW YOU GO HOME TO YOUR MAMA'S HOUSE! DON'T STAY WITH JUWITA ANYMORE! THEY'RE NOT YOUR FAMILY ANYMORE! WE'RE DIVORCED!"
"NO!"
"I REQUEST CE—"
Before Abhimanyu could finish his sentence, a dangerous sentence from a husband, a hard kick floated, so very hard that it flew him.
But at the same time, the reason Abhimanyu did not avoid it was not because he was unable, but because another kick also led to Rara.
The man only spontaneously protected her, letting go of her back and the back of her head hit hard on the wall.
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for readers who seem to be very hot, abhimanyu and rara will certainly be together.but for the naklukin badjangan mafia like abhimanyu, it does need tears a bucket big.so suabar :)