Amanita phalloides
ever since I asked you to be my girlfriend

There are two principles that Freya will always apply in a relationship. There is no apology for violence or infidelity, if the partner violates the two mistakes, then there will never be a second chance. Wh why? Because those who make that mistake are those who realize that the action they are doing is wrong. However, they still continue such bad attitudes because they know that they will be forgiven. They are bad people who take advantage of affection, as well as the love that their partner gives, in the wrong way.

Therefore, when Freya finds out that Farrel is having an affair with Zyva, even when she has no regrets and she has no intention of apologizing, let alone explaining everything to Freya. Then Freya would not be able to forgive him. During this time, Freya still forgave and understood Farrel's actions that almost killed her by continuing to give her peanut butter. He forgave him because maybe Farrel forgot, is not man free from forgetting and wrong?

But for the matter this time, Freya was unable to understand and forgive him. Because Farrel should have known how much Freya and her family suffered when her father left and preferred her affair, which turned out to be Zyva's mother. Or maybe Farrel already knew about that fact? Considering Farrel who several times visited his house and of course he saw a photo installed in the family room.

The photo has now been replaced with a photo of the Edelweiss flower. And there was not a trace of his father in that house. But long ago, Farrel must have seen it a lot.

"That's lo's father?" Farrel asked when he first came to Freya's house.

"Yes" replied Freya.

For a while, Farrel stared at the photo of Freya's father very closely, no comment whatsoever other than "bull"

Maybe, if Freya did matchlogi. That day was the first time Farrel knew that his girlfriend's father was Zyva's best friend. Or maybe the man has known about this fact for a long time? 

Though Freya knew, she knew that the end of her relationship with Farrel would be like this. Freya realizes that Farrel has never loved her. But why, why was Freya unable to hold back her tears from falling. Why does his heart hurt so much.

Shouldn't be like this, he shouldn't be this sick. He shouldn't cry for someone like Farrel, he shouldn't have wasted his tears like now. Perhaps there should have been no name Farrel in his heart, should Farrel never have been present in his life.

On the way home, Freya was incessantly crying. He felt that his world had collapsed at that very instant. How could he trust another man, if two people he loved so much actually incised a gaping wound, as well as a deep trauma. What kind of man should he trust. Perhaps the best male figure Freya has ever known, is just Darpa's brother. Does he have to look for a male figure like Darpa's sister? But it was likely that he had managed to find a man like his brother, only as big as a marble.

"Thank you" Freya said as she got off the Kafin motorbike. He left and went into the house.

"Lo don't want to hug me? Today is free just for you" 

Freya turned her body, she laughed amusedly at Kafin who stretched out both hands. As if she was ready to receive a hug from Freya "Where? Before I change my mind"

The girl ran towards Kafin and hugged him tightly, patting him on his back, feeling so soothing. If Kafin had not accompanied him today, if Freya had only gone alone, Freya was not sure she would have been able to control her emotions. He wasn't sure he was going home as safe as he is now. He could have ransacked the hospital because he was so angry. Given the patience that the girl had, it was only as thin as a tissue.

"Fin thank you, thank you" said Freya sincerely.

Kafin tightened his arms, he dropped his head on Freya's shoulder, hid his head in the neck of the girl's "Yes, I told you, I'll always be there for you. Whenever you need it, I'll be ready".

"The mang ojek"

"Hahahah, you're free to think anything about me. Whatever, I sincerely mah" said Kafin "I feel really cool, can talk romantic gini same lo" said Kafin next while laughing slowly at his own behavior.

"Whay?" Kafin asked in astonishment as Freya suddenly let go of her embrace.

"Gue forgot you had a boyfriend. I don't want to fight with your boyfriend anymore"

Instead of avoiding Freya, Kafin actually re-embraced the girl's body tightly "quiet. I broke up with him. I'm single now, so you're free to hug me".

"Again?" Kafin nodded his head.

"Since when?" 

"Since I asked you to be my girlfriend" 

Freya pinched Kafin's waist in annoyance. He could have been dating for only a few days. It seems like the name play boy is indeed worth juxtaposing with Kafin "When the hell can you stop changing girlfriends?" Freya asked annoyedly as she was about to release Kafin's embrace from her body. But Kafin acts the opposite. He hugged Freya even tighter, there was really no 1 cent distance.

Kafin puts his mouth close to Freya's neck, a strange screen Freya can feel from her body. Kafin's breath sounds were heard very clearly through his ears. Even Freya felt her body was very amused, especially when Kafin rubbed Freya's back slowly up and down "until you want to be my girlfriend" Kafin whispered right in Freya's ear.

Kafin's actions afterwards succeeded in making Freya run inundated into the house. That is when Kafin accidentally kissed Freya's cheek.

*****

Shouldn't Freya be crying because she just broke up with my love Farrel? But why instead of feeling sad because of the loss, Freya actually felt her heart beat twice as fast as usual.

"Fuckin' caffin!!" Freya shouted in the room.

He knows Kafin's a bad guy and a jerk. But why could, the man behaved like that to Freya, could-be he bravely acted out of bounds on his own best friend.

Freya held both of her cheeks that felt extremely hot, could it be impossible for her to feel baper just because of Kafin's such manner? It is impossible for him to suddenly like Kafin who incidentally is a man who should be avoided as a couple. Freya quickly shook her head, no way.

"This must have been simply because of Kafin's unusual attitude. Must be because of that. Not Freya, not baper. Until the apocalypse you can not be inedible seduction land crocodile"

The sound of knocking on the door, managed to stop all the turmoil in the heart as well as the complexity that occurred in Freya's mind. The door of the room was wide open, then came the figure of a woman with a thick body.

"Yes, you don't papa, do you?" Ask excited.