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Aya dear,,,

Going for a walk with a girlfriend, usually becomes something ordinary and it should be like that. But not for Freya, going alone with Farrel is something that is very rare, something that must be immortalized in order to be remembered. Riding his be*t motorbike, Farrel takes Freya to a shopping center.

The atmosphere of the morning is quite cool, adding to the feeling of flowers between the two lovebirds. With their hands clutched together, they walked hand in hand to where the cinema was. Previously, Farrel had asked what place Freya wanted to visit and the girl answered the Mall. He was eager to watch a movie with Farrel, he wanted to feel the courtship that people experience. 

Of course Farrel agreed, he also admitted that during this time, he very rarely took Freya for a walk, let alone watch a movie. Maybe this will be their first memory of watching a movie together.

Although in fact, this is not the first time Farrel watched a movie in the cinema, he often watched together with Zyva, his best friend was very, very fond of watching movies, so of course he became a victim of the girl. 

Farrel felt very stubborn, I don't know he was really looking forward to every activity he would do with Freya today. Yes Freya, Freya's her boyfriend.

"So what movie do you want to see?" Ask Farrel when both of them have arrived at the place of booking tickets.

Freya looked around, there was actually one movie she really wanted to see, but she wasn't so sure Farrel would want to go see it with her. Because he said, few people want to accompany the movie, even for people who are dating. In fact, there are so many people who say on the internet, that they like to rent a studio because they only watch the film. He said there were even people who were only delivered by his friend to buy tickets, finally he only watched the film alone.

"What do you want to see yourself?" Ask Freya at last.

I can't watch that movie, as long as he can watch it with Farrel. Whatever film it was he didn't matter, as long as it was with Farrel, both with Farrel. She could watch it sometime with Rara, anyway, so Freya did not feel sad. Rara is very fond of the players in the film, oppa-oppa handsome Rara plays in it. So Freya was very sure if Rara would want to accompany her to watch the film.

Farrel raised his eyebrows "Who wants to see what movie?" Ask again.

Freya looked at Farrel "there was actually one movie I really wanted to see. But..." Freya hung up her words. He hesitated a little to say his wish.

"But what?"

"Gue was afraid you wouldn't want to watch the movie with me" Freya said with a smile.

"What are you sure I don't want to see that movie?"

"So those people said. Watching this movie is rarely enough"

Farrel clasped his hands on Freya "gue to watch. I want to nemenin, so what movie do you want?"

Freya felt that her cheeks were already very red now. Never did Freya expect Farrel to say so, apparently behind all his cold attitude, behind all his harsh words and actions. There was one very gentle and caring attitude. 

Freya really hopes time can stop right now, she really hopes to feel the warmth of Farrel a little longer, even if only briefly papa. Farrel's smile really became an opium to him, probably because the young man rarely smiled, so Freya really liked the times when the man smiled as widely as now.

After saying the movie he wanted to watch, Farrel finally booked a ticket and Freya went to buy popcorn and cola. It is true what people on the internet say. Freya and Farrell are currently watching the film. The girl felt that right now, she was renting a studio for him on a date, whether to feel lucky or sad, but Freya was happy. He was also very grateful to the cinema staff. Even though only he and Farrel were watching, they were still showing the film.

Freya did not expect Farrel to talk much when watching movies, even the young man often grumbled commenting on scene after scene. Freya was happy, very happy, she tightened her hand and then looked at Farrel with a big smile, "Thank you dear Farrel" he said sincerely.

"Where are you going now?" Farrel asked, when the two had already walked out of the cinema.

Freya thought for a moment, she was confused as to how this time was. About what a dating person will do after watching. "Emmm...what if we eat first? I'm really hungry" Freya broke up. When he left, he did not have time to eat breakfast. So it seems, choosing to eat first, being the right choice, dating can be, but free dating if the stomach is empty. It will not be afdhol.

"Okay, what do you want to eat?" 

"Whatever" Freya replied.

Freya is a woman after all, so she is just like any other female species, because for Freya who is used to eating the foods recommended by people, it is the same, the word up is the safest word when asked or asked what to eat. We never know what other people want to eat, so giving them the opportunity to choose food is the best way.

Freya used to be asked like now, even Freya used to often say her food desires. But it turns out, everyone has their own thoughts and desires. Until the end, Freya preferred to budge because she did not like the commotion, very disliked.

"So the gini that people feel" Farrel said, embracing Freya's shoulder and then looking at her.

"You mean?" Freya didn't understand.

"Gue thinks you're a pretty realistic person, but it turns out you're just like any other female species"

Freya laughed at Farrel's "so what do you want to eat?" Tanya Farrell continued.

"Emmm....lo himself would eat what?"

Farrel rubbed his face riled up "Dear, I'm sure you're sure what you want to eat. I'm sure in your brain there's food you want. So I asked you to tell me what you want to eat" 

While smiling widely, Freya hugged Farrel's waist "sure you won't refuse?" Ask doubtfully.

Farrel smiled steadily "yes, you can trust me"

"Rel I love you" said Freya suddenly.

Farrel smiled as he nodded his head "yes, I know"

Despite months of relationship with Farrel, the answer is still the same. He never said he loved Freya. "Yes, I know" the answer is always the same and never changes. Freya always hoped that someday, she would hear the words if Farrel loved her too, even though she did not know when that day would come, even though she did not know when she would hear the words, she said, but he's sure. He was sure that his struggle would not end in vain, he was sure Farrel would accept it completely. 

Rail, I love you. Very-very love. When you act sweet like this, my expectations are higher for our relationship. I don't know if my struggle will be successful or not, but I'm sure my sincerity will be sweet. 

Like a stretched universe, you're a lantern in complete darkness, full of spotless hues, decorated with sparkles during the onslaught of romance.