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Freya's that stupid, and Farrel's this asshole

"Lo see Kafin?" Ask Freya to Rara. Because from until school until now the first break hour began, Freya had not seen the figure of Kafin for a second. Padahalkan earlier Freya went with the young man, but why he was not in the class.

"Stupid time. From yesterday he did not go to school, because it is still in a period of mourning" replied Rara.

Freya shook her head quickly "No Ra. This morning I went with him" Freya said, trying to explain.

Rara stopped her eating and then tried to think "try calling her, fearing she was doing anything else" Rara said.

Freya nodded her head in agreement, she reached into her cell phone and called Kafin's number. But the girl had to exhale in disappointment. Several times he called his best friend's number, but none of it was picked up. Though the number is active, of course it makes Freya more worried about the situation of her best friend. He's afraid of Kafin for nothing.

"Not lifted?" Ask Rara guess.

Freya nodded her head listlessly, but she was very worried about her best friend. But it seemed like his conjecture was correct, Kafin seemed to avoid it. I don't know, Freya felt that Kafin was trying to avoid her. After the funeral of both Kafin's parents a few days ago, the young man had always avoided Freya, even when the girl visited his house. He has a thousand reasons to refuse to see Freya, from locking the door, refusing calls from Freya, to expelling Freya by asking for help from her uncle.

"It's crazy that Kafin is a brawl, even though his parents just died a week ago right?" 

Faintly Freya heard Kafin's name mentioned by a group of girls across her desk. Freya's goal is to listen to their chat, who knows she can get information about Kafin's current whereabouts.

"But he's very handsome, let alone hit people. Wow..gila his badboy aura is really looking"

Freya nodded her head in agreement. Kafin is handsome and also badboy for joining motorcycle gang members, but he never once saw Kafin hit people. Freya glanced at Rara who turned out to be listening to their chat.

"It seems they know where the Kafin is" Rara and Freya nodded their heads in agreement.

The two of them moved from their seats and approached the girl group. "So you mentioned the name Kafin, what's wrong?" Ask Rara to the point.

The four girls stopped the chatter, then looked at Rara and Freya "you don't know? Kafinkan again bawuran the same child next door" said the girl named Caca.

"Seriously lo?" Freya asked in disbelief.

The four girls nodded their heads saying "yes, the video has even gone viral on the internet" he said, propping up his phone.

Freya and Rara both pay attention to the view of the video being played. Kafin looks like he's beating up a guy in a school uniform mercilessly. Freya even closed her eyes, so did not have the heart with the guy who was beaten by Kafin. Sadistic, completely heartless.

"Do you know where he is now?" Ask Freya.

"Don't know us. But usually children who like to skip school like to hang out at the shop mang Kasim. Let's go find it there, who knows" 

After saying thank you, the two set their feet about to sanity mang Kasim. Maybe today will be a very historic day, because a Rara and Freya want to set foot into the stall.

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"Lo know that our relationship is over since you've been with Zyva?" 

"But I never agreed" Farrel declined.

Just then when he was about to go to Kasim's mang stall with Rara, Freya accidentally crossed paths with Farrel. The man asks Freya to chat with him for a while, Freya tries to refuse because she no longer wants to deal with Farrel. However it seemed, he indeed had to chat with the man.

Although the relationship is over, but their relationship ended not in a good way. There may even be a lot of misunderstandings that have not been straightened out. Therefore, Freya was willing to chat and solve the problems of the two in a good way. At least he didn't want any trouble later, nor any grudges left over from his relationship with Farrel in the past.

"With you saying that you're already with Zyva, it means you've agreed that our relationship is over Rel"

"Gue doesn't want Aya, I like you. I don't want to let go of that" 

"Rel, you know that I don't like being cheated on. You know very well that I hate infidelity, and you're doing it. All this time I've forgiven all your mistakes, even when you're going to kill me by giving me peanut butter. I'm sorry for all your behavior, because I love you the same, I love you and think you are the same. I like it too"

"But I'm wrong Rel, I'm wrong. Everything is just an illusion that I created to make me even more hurt. I love you the same, even the love I have is greater than your love is the same I, but I can not Rel. I will never be sincere in both of you, I will never be sincerely cheated. You embrace me in the same way, like my dad. And it hurts, it hurts so much"

Slowly Freya's tears fell down her cheeks. He thought the wound was healed, he thought he could make peace with the situation. But it turns out he was wrong, all this time he just tried to cover all his wounds with tissue paper. Until when the typhoon came, the wound was gaping again leaving thousands of wounds that slowly became more grounded, because it was never treated.

Farrell dropped his leg, kneeling under Freya. He was crying, crying over everything he had done in the past. As the saying goes, regret always comes at the end of the story. So many wounds he had inflicted on the girl he loved so much. So many regrets that perched on his heart, to make his tears fall more and more.

Farrel is sorry, so sorry. Had Freya come much longer than she is today. Had he been present in Farrel's life when the man had so much courage and strength. The courage to fight for his love, as well as the strength to maintain this relationship. But Farrel was just an ordinary man, he was just a child who would be labeled as a child of disobedience, if denied the orders of his parents. He does not have the power to defend the people he loves. From the beginning he lost, lost by power called return of mind.

Freya sat her body, trying to line Farrel's fingers, she hugged the body of the man she loved so tightly. Freya realizes she's so stupid, she realizes that she's just a stupid girl who loves a man who doesn't even love her. "Rel, maybe we just met to just make a story. We are brought together not to be together forever, but to mature one another. Sorry, Rel, let's end this painful relationship. I love you, that's why I chose to go" Freya said sincerely.

Farrel's mouth was unable to say a word, even as Freya left alone, Farrel was only able to stand still with tears flowing. It turned out like this at last, the end of his love that ended his wounds. It turned out that he had only incised wounds to the girl who knew nothing, about her life's problems. Had he known the end would be like this, Farrel would never have approached Freya when she accidentally met her in the library.

Scene after scene again revolved in Farrel's mind. God's scenario that brought him to Freya, was accidentally able to make Farrel more overwhelmed with guilt. She is afraid, afraid that Freya will be traumatized by a relationship. True to what the girl said a few seconds ago. Farrel bore the same wounds as his father had inflicted on his mother.

Farrel regretted, deeply regretting all his deeds. He's as jerk-off as a man who's not quite up to one woman out there. Well, Freya's that stupid and Farrel's this asshole, a perfect combination to cut each other's wounds.