Amanita phalloides
zyva, baby, get well soon

If love cannot be bought, then feelings cannot be forced. Why do so many people choose to hurt their own partner? Then why did they choose to date, with someone they didn't love?

Freya stared at a picture on her phone, a few seconds ago Farrel flanked a photo on his Instagram account. A picture of him with his best friend, Zyva, the beautiful girl who was always next to his girlfriend. Arguably, he was a pest in relation to Farrel.

Caption used by Farrel, making Freya careless at the same time annoyed Zyva dear quickly healed. Whereas as long as his relationship with Farrel took place, it can be counted on the finger how many times the young man called him dear. Yes, Freya also knows, she is also self-aware that her relationship with Farrel has not lasted long and the longer the relationship that Farrel had with Zyva, but still.

Though Farrel could have expressed his affection directly, not through social media like that. At least, do not let Freya know, lest she realize that the love owned by her lover, is very big to her best friend, compared to her who incidentally is her own boyfriend.

Freya will not be angry, she will not mind as long as she does not know. That's all, and it's not a very difficult thing, is it?

Freya exhaled tired, she chose to put her phone in the bag and walked out of the room. He did not want his days to run so annoyingly, just because of the actions of his girlfriend.

"Sister Darpa doesn't work?" Ask Freya astonished. His brother had been going to work since morning blind. But at this time, what he saw was the figure of brother Darpa who was sitting on a sofa with a newspaper in his hand. Similar to grandfathers, that was what Freya thought when looking at her brother's current appearance. How not, the glasses that hang on his nose, T-shirt and also the sarong used by his brother, really similar to grandfathers.

"Holiday" Darpa replied quickly. He glanced at Freya at a glance "do you want a delivery brother?" Ask.

Freya shook her head quickly "no need, today I leave with Kafin" he refused.

"Yaudah, great. Say the same Kafin, don't speed around the bike" Darpa advised, he returned to focus on reading the newspaper in front of him.

"Yes-yes. Aya left first" she said, before that, she took the time to kiss the hand of her beloved sister, then walked out of the house.

"Mother, Aya left first" said Freya to her mother who is currently watering plants.

"Well eat?" Ask the mother, she stopped watering her favorite plants and then approached her daughter who is currently wearing shoes.

"Not yet, not hunted" replied Freya quickly. He stood up from his seat and took the mother's hand to kiss her.

"Yes departing, Assalamu'alaikum" he said and then ran towards the house of Kafin.

"Awas, do not eat carelessly again like yesterday" shouted the mother quite loudly. Freya raised her hand in return.

With a little loud, Freya knocked on the door of the house Kafin "Kafin!!!fin!!!" His shouting.

A few seconds later the sound of a doorknob was heard, followed by the appearance of a middle-aged woman of the same age as her mother "tante, Kafinnya there?" Ask Freya politely.

Freya shook her head quickly, "no aunt" he replied.

"That kid! Habit" said Aunt Rose annoyed.

"Our aunt, Aya left first yes, Assalamu'alaikum" he said.

It's always like that, if Kafin has a lover. His best friend would leave him alone when he left for school. Even though it was an agreement from the beginning, if you go to school you have to be together. And the one who made the deal was Kafin, but he himself broke it.

With a heavy heart, Freya asked Darpa to take her to school. Although her brother did not mind, but still it did not taste good. During this time Darpa was always busy with his work, he left early in the morning to make a living.

How else, Darpa's brother is the backbone of the family, even though they still have a father. But his father never gave monthly money to the mother, even to go home just like he forgot.

Therefore, Freya felt bad because she had to interfere with her brother's activities on holiday. He did not want to interrupt his brother's rest.

With his favorite Vespa motorbike, Darpa drove Freya to school. Because he was in too much of a hurry, he did not even have time to change clothes and only wore a jacket.

"Aren't you cold?" Freya asked worriedly. How not to feel worried, currently Darpa drove him to school just using a sarong. Freya was so scared that her brother caught a cold.

"No" replied Darpa slightly shouting.

Hearing Darpa's reply, Freya finally put her body on his older brother's shoulder. He hugged Darpa's body tightly. The smell of mint penetrates into his sense of smell. The distinctive aroma of Darpa's body, even his brother's room also has the same aroma. A very distinctive smell for men.

Although Darpa was rarely home, Freya never felt a lack of affection from her older brother. His sister will always take the time to chat with him in his spare time, or just take him around the city on his favorite Vespa motorbike, which will always end in the city square. More precisely, stop at Kasim sate mang stalls, their subscription satay stalls.

There was a slight feeling of guilt that Freya felt towards her brother. Brother Darpa who should have enjoyed his youth in his 20s, actually had to slam bones for the sake of family. Even sometimes Freya always felt bad about Rania, because being the backbone of the family, Darpa finally had to postpone their wedding plans.

Every time Darpa fought with Mbak Rania because of marriage problems, his brother would always be pensive sitting in the gazebo. Had Freya been able to read human minds, surely the first person she would have read her mind would have been Darpa's sister. The girl was very curious about the contents of her brother's mind, every time Freya asked about the problems faced by the man, Darpa's sister would always say do not be too thoughtful, a real school. It's Rania's sister and sister's business, so you don't have to worry. Rania will understand.

Every time he heard that remark, Freya was always afraid. She's afraid her brother will lose Rania. However, the pressure they received was very large, the family mbak Rania continued to ask for certainty from Kak Darpa and kak Darpa could not always ask mbak Rania and her family to understand.

Freya increasingly hugged his embrace on the waist of Darpa, this back, the back that holds so much responsibility, the back that is always strong and the back that always receives abuse from people. Hardworking man's back.